2023-11-29 at 4:19 PM UTC
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I wonder if there are any health benefits from bathing in men's blood, if girls get a testosterone boost just from kissing them.
I'll spend half an hour on a pair of leggings to sleep in after every wash. I use two fabric shavers, both hands to save time, but it's too much. I can't waste this much time on clothes.
I don't want to get rid of the clothes because memories but I go over everything with a fabric shaver which is time consuming, and now there's cat hairs to deal with I cba cleaning all my clothes.
It's hard to plan the day when cognitive function is a variable.
I'm near pass-out mode hope I don't forget the apple crumble in the oven.
Wondering if cats can sense I'm like them. The hypersensitivity and weather salience.
2023-11-29 at 10:50 AM UTC
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I wonder if it was hard to be a just leader back then, if they could have had hindsight that they'd never be able to get away with things like that in future.
2023-11-29 at 10:39 AM UTC
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I'd like to posion everyone at a banquet and sword-fight. Maybe take blood baths from a string of unsatisfactory lovers.
2023-11-29 at 10:31 AM UTC
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What would you like to do if you lived in a less civilised time?
I'm wondering if past lives are real because I ate a raw lamb heart and it felt primal. Am I just crazy or is it ancestry?
That I don't want to leave this earth without having at least one sword-fight.
Out of the blue there's this person being super supportive of me (not the coke dealer) and I forgot what that was like. I have people around but am not actually close to anyone. It's like they're friends with whatever I project not me.
Wondering if any poets were geniuses or if they just had more access to vocabulary/literature than the masses.
2023-11-29 at 9:22 AM UTC
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For good measure I'll also target the person I suspect here.
2023-11-29 at 9:21 AM UTC
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Mik didn't respond to my friend request for the first time and actually blocked me, a sign that he's lurking here or is guilty. That means I have to target him now.
I don't know if I'm getting that disease where your eyelids hollow out or if it's just the Botox brow lift. I'll always have hooded eyelids so it won't be too bad, it means I can apply eyeshadow for the first time, but it's still annoying.
I've been struggling for some time to have a clear mind, it feels like one of those thriller movies where you don't know what's real or what's a dream with added paranoia and this is what I have to work with. Flitting personalities. No consistency.
If I can do something today it should be to sort my clothes, because piles of them have been sitting downstairs for years. If I sort that a weight will be lifted even though it's just one task.
Idk how I can be so organised and disorganised at the same time. I'm a Virgo obsessed with lists and daily plans but am still chaotic.
