"pain-free for me" She's lying
There's just a TV in it as well with some girl with Turkey teeth saying how glad she is she got treatment, on repeat.
In one clinic, the waiting room walls are all mirrors and it has bad lighting. I think it's to make people focus on their flaws.
It is a strange feeling being in a skin clinic. They're always painted white and have a hospital vibe. I got my face butchered and then it was all bandaged up in white and I had to lie on what was like an operating table for an hour in a bright white room. They prey on your insecurities. When I walked in she told me I made a good choice in treatment option but she probably says that to everyone because they have doubts.
Idk if I should leave it in the past because we had some good times and he's too pathetic to hate. There's still the option to ruin his life.
Another flashback of the night I was raped. I had asked the bartender for help because I was too drunk but he did nothing, then I went to Ben and Stacie's room to hang out with them and others because safer with more people, but he still got me back to the room.
I'm having a flashback now of putting a skin peel on Cam in the hotel room. Wonder why I didn't buy that product again.
So idk how my skin will turn out. It's still red.
I had to sign a form that I hadn't used anything like retinol 3 days prior but I did actually last night, used the closest to medical grade retinol.
That was the strongest skin peel I've had, felt like my face was on fire and she only left it on for 3 mins. It was prob the kind for middle-aged women. I'm never buying Dennis Gross skin peels or getting Skin Theory ones again, I've found the best now.
Just got home and am watching that Alexander the Great documentary. I feel like sleeping but I want to make progress.
Idk why I always crave a German biscuit in Belfast or when my tradition of buying them here started.
In the skin clinic p nervous. Thinking about McDonald's.
Before Akira I had never made up song lyrics in my life and thought I was a vampire because of it, that if the world were inhabited by people only like me there would be no music. Idk what to make of it now I sing to her all the time.
I didn't get enough sleep and have to go to the city for a skin treatment. I already can't wait to get home, have kimchi and sleep.