I booked a dermal fillers appointment so I have something to look forward to now. Idk if the microneedling will counteract it because I'm still going to be producing collegen for three weeks, what if that dissolves the filler? Ik microneedling causes transdermal water loss and ruined the effects of my Botox but this is getting it right after microneedling not before.
A lot of swords are on sale on Etsy I'm tempted to impulse-buy one.
This is why I think imagination is necessary for survival. If people can't imagine other solutions or perspectives they end up doing this.
I'm listening to this hypnosis, one of the suggestions is a true story about someone whom overcame paralysis with will-power.
I wish it hadn't trended. It can make people that have worse issues feel like they should die. That if people accept her reasons for doing it then they'll also think other people should do it.
Fatigued so I'm back in bed, studying on my phone and waiting for the takeaways to open so I can get food delivered. Thinking about what to do with the garden, looking at flights, glancing at the books I don't have the strength to read, wondering how I can be proactive with the revenge plots I've put on hold, if I should put Botox and dermal fillers on hold and instead get more microneedling first to see the effects, they have to be spaced out every six weeks, wondering if I should use sunbeds again, I'd look better with some colour but don't want to age and you can't get laser hair removal when you're tan, wondering what to reply to that girl, if another Miffy plushie will cheer me up, what will cheer me up, should I start on the garden today or clean clothes.
If I feel up for it later I'll go to some Victorian gardens. I can see myself just having a home spa day.
Annoyed because I'm too fatigued to go to the cinema and already bought the ticket. I wanted to see the zone of interest but will have to wait until it's streaming now.
The fatigue started after I got the vaccine but sometimes I wonder if it's mental fatigue wearing me out, I'm always thinking.
Rn I'm like too tired to get up and take it.
Now I'm wondering what would happen to Akira if I gave her the research powder. Cats sleep 16-18 hours a day so maybe they have chronic fatigue as well.
B12 patches don't work for me so I snort it and it does wonders.
That's fucking scary. I have chronic fatigue and think it's going to stop me going to the cinema today. Ginger root tabs and this research powder help. It's definitely shortened my life span, I don't have as many energetic hours during the day as everyone else.
I'm sick of seeing people wearing all beige. It's all beige leggings, beige sleeveless jackets and beige sweaters. It's sickening.
Grim because I didn't sleep enough, trying to make a grocery list, rainstorm outside, going to the sinny today. I have a lot of fun stuff to look forward to but don't feel any particular way about it.
