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2018-09-26 at 2:06 PM UTC in Hey DH bitches, good single man eBagger here, application for you lonely nigga femalesOP is modest and didn't even mention that he's a meteorologist. I can attest to his supreme loving, women. Don't miss this chance.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-26 at 1:10 PM UTC in Hey DH bitches, good single man eBagger here, application for you lonely nigga females
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2018-09-25 at 11:54 PM UTC in Somebody talk to me on IM, please, I feel so outcasy.Sure thing. My favourite things to talk about are:
1. anti-Semitism
2. advanced anti-Semitism
3. Donald Trump
I'll be on soon.
PS do you like soy? Grab a soy milk latte while you're waiting for me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-25 at 1:07 AM UTC in Olsen twinsIn 2004, at the peak of their hottness
On tech (pupils)
I remember this Got Milk poster in my grade school gym/lunchroom. Apparently they were supposed to pull it after Mary Kate went to rehab. I remember not appreciating their midlines back then. Now that I think about it, that is a pretty racy ad to run in elementary schools, but since I still remember it, I think it was for my overall betterment.
thank you olsen twins
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They may not look so jovily youthful anymore, but you have to admit they have serious talent in the fashion industry. Their wardrobes are flawless.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-24 at 4 PM UTC in NiS World Championship Title - Free Pay Per View Fight - Bologna Nacho vs eBagger
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2018-09-21 at 11:10 PM UTC in THE PLOT THICKENS
Mike Pence's involvement in 9/11 is all but confirmedThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-14 at 4:27 AM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!5 star survival.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-14 at 4:15 AM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!Good stuff Bag. I expect TOP NOTCH FOOTAGE tomorrow, I want to see get into the EYE OF FLORENCE. Penetrate her. Become her.
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2018-09-14 at 4:12 AM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!Et iz a lame storm so far.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-13 at 8:35 PM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!Nice place to live btw, just drop your pole in that water and catch some supper.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-13 at 8:27 PM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-13 at 8:12 PM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!This thread is my only connection to the outside world right now so please keep updating me not just on the storm but also general cultural trends and geopolitics as you read in newspapers etc, thank youThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-13 at 8:08 PM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!This could be a beautiful thread.
I hope you got a goodbye blowjob off your "friend"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-13 at 8:02 PM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!Don't forget your Panny doll!
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2018-09-13 at 6:51 PM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!Sorry to hear Bags, stay dry!
Is your best freind the cuckenator?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-13 at 6:47 PM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!keep on baggin
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2018-09-13 at 6:45 PM UTC in Amateur Meteorologist eBagger here - NiS exclusive hurricane coverage!Be safe!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-13 at 12:52 PM UTC in Fucking FlorenceI hope eBigger is OK. His grannys got everything strapped to the top of the Chevy Equinox and she's headed inland.
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2018-09-11 at 2:54 AM UTC in Fucking FlorenceI am OK with the military detonating a NUKE in the middle of a hurricane, just to see what happens.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-10 at 11:53 AM UTC in Schizphrenia official threadIt can't be the official thread if it's misspelled in the thread title
But really, I know exactly how you feel. Really. I spent almost four years of my life hiding from people I thought were after me for things I'd posted online and done IRL while amassing an arsenal of weapons, ammo, medications, and survival gear. I had over $10,000 worth of it at one point. I spent a shitload of money on firearm training, had a gun club membership, and went to the range for hours three times a week.
Sometime in 2015, I said "fuck it. If there really is someone after me, let them come after me. We all die eventually anyway."
And from then on I was seemingly able to look at my condition from an objective point of view and realize that I was being ridiculous. Almost all of the things I had taken as "signs" were nothing more than coincidence, or people going about their business who happened to see me and look my way. Sometimes it was a hallucination, but now, somehow, I could tell the difference. Once in a while, i still find myself caught up in some delusion that somebody is after me, but I "snap out of it" much faster than I used to. It was like a switch had been flipped.
I thought it was the drugs at first, so I stopped taking them. I stayed mostly clean for three years, only taking Crouton and the occasional benzedrex. It's only recently that I've started on that shit again. Didn't seem to make much difference. Though the intensity of the paranoia was diminished, it was still there.
In July 2015, after getting extremely fucked up and telling everyone that was staying with me at the time that I was going to kill myself, I had some sort of "moment of clarity" and had myself committed (although they wrote "involuntary" on the paperwork)
I was diagnosed with depressive psychosis, but the "medicine" they gave me for it made it twice as bad, and I could barely get out of bed most days because it sapped every bit of motivation out of me while making me shake like a Parkinson's patient if I tried to sit still, something that still hasn't completely gone away. I tried to stop taking it but it resulted in a terrifying psychosis that was far worse than the original symptoms and ended up committed again, but I convinced them that it was the medication that had done it, and they tapered me off of it.
Then I find out schizophrenia (and mental illness in general) has a much higher rate of incidence among Native Americans than the general American population.
I've mostly accepted the fact that I've got some mental illness somewhere between OCD and schizophrenia, and that I will most likely be unable to tell the difference between fantasy and reality 20-30 years from now. Just look at a certain other poster here.
All that said, I still believe that there was a point in time that I was being watched, but I was involved in medium-level criminal activities at that point, it was probably just people making sure I was doing what I said I was going to do.
As of now, most of the weapons and such have been sold or confiscated, but I still have a lot of the survival gear, and feel like I could hold my own for quite a while if some sort of disaster or apocalypse were to happen.
I'm still very paranoid, and won't let anyone get close to me, but it's still much better than it used to be. I think I've hit the "ceiling of improvement" for my current situation and will have to change it to improve further.
I know I'm going to regret posting this, but there it is
TL;DR: I'm slowly losing my mind but at least I'm aware of itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
