Originally posted by Bill Krozby
I had sex with 3 hookers when I was 20. one time i didn't even have to pay for it because my roomie and this guy paid for it. that was alright i guess.. there was one time though that my plan was totally botched, I used to live with the mexican consolate here in austin and he a dirt bag for sure.. and totally cock blocked me one time, this girl was taking her sweet ass time to get to me and I just gave up and she randomly showed up without calling me back to let me let her in the house and just knocked on the door at 3 in the morning and fransisco opened up the door and was pissed off and told her to fuck off. And he was like "Doug.. I don't you're fucking whores coming over here to my house.." but then the next day started talking about it.
He was like "She was really pretty, Doug.., do you still have her number?" "when she saw me and saw my rowdy bed head I knew she wanted me"
But then I've banged a lot of girls online that I didn't know their name. I even banged this homeless girl once she was pretty but obviously crazy, like she would babble like she was a former shell of herself, she showed up at my place randomly after I got off work and I was like yeah fuck you, you can't just show up randomly like this. I didn't realize she was homeless at the time and she apologized and I told her to call me when coming over..
She ent up coming back a week later and I ent up filming us fucking and after we were done she was like "is there anything want to do?" and I was like "take a nap" and she was like "do you have anything to eat?" so I gave a banana and she walked out and she had all of her shit strapped onto her bike.
Ent up seeing her on a street corner while going with cupcake girl to go see failure and I was like "hey whats up doll" and she was like "hehe you're that guy" and I told her, do you want a couple bucks or come over just sleep in my cats room or with me? Because she obviously homeless and I felt bad, and she just chcukled and started pushing her bike with her stuff away down the street. oooh weeeel.
lmfao u fux homless chick🤣
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
CASPER You can say your brain doesn't work but I see it working. I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE A PALE SHADE OF MYSELF FOR A FUCKING DECADE. I've literally been making threads about that since zoklet and have only been getting worse. I can tell your brain still fires. Methadone will turn the toughest brain to mush and I can tell you still have an edge to it. I've been doing opiates and many other substances (being briefly addicted to all major drugs and drug groups besides meth although have cocaine and methylphenidate as substitutes) for 17 years (over half my life) and come from a long line of depressed alcoholics. Although my brain is mush and I'm horribly addicted to pills, I'm somehow making more money legally than I have in a long time (or really...ever) and do not feel I am at a risk for returning to prison. Beyond however your brain feels YOU HAVE A LOT TO OFFER THE WORLD AND THE WORLD HAS A LOT TO OFFER YOU IF YOU OPEN YOURSELF TO IT
Bro, I can't pretend to know your situation fully, or even 2% of it, but I do know as an objective observer that your fucking life has meaning and not only to you. You might feel meaningless and worthless but I assure you you are not. You have a story (lots actually) to tell and there will be a resolution and a denouement and a hero and an afterward and maybe a fucking sequel or two. You have a lot to give and offer. The first part sucked but you have to learn some lessons along the way in order to create something lasting. You're just beginning to live man, even if it doesn't feel like it and instead feels like you're sleepwalking yourself to death. It's going to get better if you let it.
I think you need intimacy too. You've got an awesome soul that needs a companion.I think if you find this, or at least a moment or two where you feel a combination that makes sense and you feel less alone, you will feel like you belong a lot more. You deserve a lot man, God knows you do and you're going to get it when the time is right. Fucking watch it happen
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NONCE HEAVY 10 OCLOCK!!
*pulls pin and tosses noncegrenade, consisting of the sweat of menopausal women*
*screams of agony in the distance*
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I'm gonna pretend to get shot just so you can carry me back to base :3
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Nightmares, but mostly dreams.
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2020-05-11 at 11:43 PM UTC
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Me too!! I promise you I hollered and had a surge of flashbacks 😂😭
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Originally posted by CASPER
Thanks man. That means a lot. Like…i intellectually acknowledge ive improved a lot. And im also a terminal realist. Wishful thinking just doesnt become me. i have to acknowledge that there are some pretty major physical and logostical limitations now. Like im turning 32 pretty soon. Could i take out a loan and start law school this year? Yeah probably. But id be almost 40 before i finished, and be massively in debt. I jst feel like I dont have the luxury of making some of the choices id want to make. Could i move out right now and would it i prove my mental state? Itd be really difficult but i could pull it off. But now that my moms been unemployed for 2 years, and is almost 70, i feel like i cant leave her here. All the years she put up with my bullshit, it seems irresponsible to just let her fend for herself.
I feel like a prolific guitar player who has an arm amputated. Sure you can say “one day ill be able to play again”. But youll never be anything near what you were. And if what you were is something fundamentally important to you. Is a new life of compromise and incompleteness worth living to you?
Im not even like….”sad depressed” anymore. Im just exhausted. And im 31. I cant imagine feeling this broken down and numb if i were 70.Theres just no inputs. Nothing interests me. Nothing feels worth it. Every day is groundhog day. I forget what day it is. What time it is. I forget laundry in the washer and it mildews. I forget I was hungry a d theres shit burning in the oven. I forget im behind the wheel of the car for a split second. I dont feel like ME. “Me” just feels like a little animal in the cave of my head, and all my muscles and bones and ligaments are just this tightly wound fraying cord and wet, heavy blankets stapled into the meat of my shoulders and back and legs.
I have noimmediate plans to do anything. Theres a little toxic spark of hope that always has me think that i can work my way out of any situation. That no matter how bad something gets, i can always game way way through it. But im starting to learn that its not the case. I gave Malice shit bc i felt like he didnt try enough to make things better. So at least im trying. Even though I really dont feel like trying. If nothing else,just being a little bit more of the person i want to be, and less and less of who I was. But i acknowledge that life is chaos and things dont work according to how we think they should and sometimes things just dont get better. I dont think anyone should feel some moral obligation to stay needlessly suffering if theres no need to. Ofc theres the animal anxiety and wanting to stay conscious as long as possible, but objectively theres nothing more special about this hunk of meat and any other.
Idk.
I wish I could give you a big momma bear hug and go for a really long walk, which wouldn’t seem long at all while we came up with realistic goals and an action plan to get you moving forward in the direction that’s best for you. I think you are worth it. I also believe I could help you help yourself and in turn It would help me too.
You are a gem! You just gotta get in the hands of people who know your true worth. I mean that literally.
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^^^This is also why Casper should write a book.
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I like where this is going.
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Casper, I genuinely fucking hate talking on the phone. I would rather meet someone face to face than over the phone. Text is fine. But phones are the fucking worst. No time to think and you can't see their face to gauge their response/reaction. I tend to account for this by being overtly nice on the phone when calling insurance and making appointments, idk
"Nope that should do it, thanks so much for your help you've been awesome I hope you have a wonderful day Brittany"
And I do remember their names too because I write everything down when i'm on the phone. I need to say my name? I write my name down. I need to give an account number? I write it down. If it's sensitive I scribble over it before trashing but I need a pen in my hand when I'm on the phone or I get worried about forgetting stuff.
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2020-05-11 at 9:10 PM UTC
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Originally posted by Stopffs
You know why … because I keep forgetting REAL here has no place.
Bye bye
Come back when you sober up and calm down. We don't appreciate your antics here on our respectable forum.
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2020-05-11 at 7:15 PM UTC
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Making an alt account to talk to yourself is one of the saddest things ive ever known
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2020-05-11 at 5:29 PM UTC
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I just committed a felony...
Originally posted by Octavian
Squirrel is good peoplez
Sup Oct.
He just hates the womens and rightfully so. None of them will fuck him. He reminds me of my gawky cousin.
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Originally posted by rabbitweed
I've still seen no proof that Wariat is in fact Lata. I mean I want to believe, because he's fucking annoying.
Wario posted a video the other day that had footage of him in it. His face is the same face related to these charges and that mugshot. Its him. 100%
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All her voodoo dolls are white. Like she wants to exterminate us one by one. At least with Hitler most of them jedis were retarded. SHE WANTS TO KILL OFF BEST OF US WHITES. FUCKING SICK AND TWISTED VILE CUNT COON PIE EATING JELLYFISH! she needs to be in prison for x amount of years and than eventually give her the gas chamber while getting raped in the ass by a bunch of white horsies.
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Originally posted by Octavian
Oh c'mon, Wariat only wants to walk dogs and meet 12 year olds.
A commie loving retard that hates capitalism but wants to
"earn da big bucks".
Analogy:
Wariat:"My house is on fire"
Man: "Quick, ring the fire brigade"
Wariat: "No, what makes them so good? I'm going to put it out".
***House burns down***
*tries to sell house, no buyers*
they just don't understand abstract art
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I'm working on a web application portfolio, and I am meeting with a marketer tomorrow to see how I can promote myself. I think I have the potential to make a lot more money if I get myself out there more. I have the technical skills, just not the in-bound leads.
What about you guys?
PS: Bill Krozby please don't answer you dumb druggy fuck nothing will ever change for you you'll be a loser forever.
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2020-05-10 at 11:29 PM UTC
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Death Coming
Id rather play Death Cumming where you play a sainted nurse who jerks off dying old men for high scores
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