This, mostly because he's is still lurking here and too butthurt over his catastrophic failure as an admin to eat crow and just shitpost with the rest of us.
They seem to reflect chemical activation of psychodynamic matrices in the unconscious and have a structure similar to those of hysterical conversions, organ-neurotic phenomena, or symptoms of psychosomatic disorders.
I would have liked to see some of the subjects physiological responses to the high doses, I am not convinced by simply relying on his subjective self-reporting.
Yes, a lot of us here spend time watching videos of people dying in brutal and terrifying ways, and pondering our own mortality. I sometimes wonder if I will die dry-heaving from pain and shock after having my genitals removed with a chainsaw by overzealous cartel recruits.
Just tell her that you need some space, that you don't want to break up, but that you never signed up for this. Tell her that until the situation rectifies itself, that you two are regressing back to the dating stage of the relationship. You can pick her up for dates on the weekend or whatnot, and still get laid, but you aren't responsible for her life and her emotional and physical baggage.
At least that's what I would do, and if she didn't go for it I would be like 'you have no choice'
alcohol is alright, I sometimes miss that feeling of coming home after a long day and taking that first sip of booze, that feeling where you just can't stop at one, how the second drink begins to loosen you up, and that feeling after you have exceeded your limit and you stand up and that feeling of exaggerated clumsiness when you try to step
I remember reading something about why jim morrison of the doors eventually preferred alcohol over LSD or mescaline; he said something like 'Once you take a hit of acid, you're in for the ride, there is no going back, the initial dose determines the effect and that is that, but with alcohol, you can take it slowly, drink by drink, to get exactly where you wanna be.
If I wasn't so enamored with opiates/opioids, I would be drinking daily
probably my usual 100 proof hot damn or some good rum.
but I find that alcohol rudely spoils the subtlety of opiates
