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2015-09-22 at 1:51 AM UTC in **OFFICIAL RANDOM THOUGHTS POEMS AND RAMBLINGS THREAD**why do we need a thread like this? I pretty much do this all over the entire website.
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2015-09-22 at 1:39 AM UTC in It's 11PM CST and all of you faggots are offline.
its like half past tomorrow here and I can't sleep because I'm insane, have school work to do and probably got a girl I'm not very keen on pregnant. I literally just sold the last of my valium to this girl and although I have plenty of marywarmers and figure8s, I've moked a lot of them over the past while so its really best to abstain even though I know I wont. The girl who's probably pregnant called me and tried to talk for a few hours So I'm drinking doctor pepper, eating caramel/cheesy popcorn, reading about a local murder and doing schoolwork while poking niggerepz and fuck, I could have fucked this fucking idiotic girl tonight, I dunno what my regret-penis ratio would have been afterwards but it's an interesting scenario to entertain. Fuck intro psyche is so fucking gay, I feel like making my prof cry in front of the class in hopes they make me dean of the department, if that isn't how the hierarchy of that "field" of that '"social" "science"' works I'm going to rape the complete works of Nietzsche out of resigned cynicism, not power or anger like that faggot would have you think. So she's literally almost 3 weeks late but has taken 5 tests with all negative results. This website is now an online collection of pending suicide notes
damn, your dick just cost you a lot of money
I think I have spent 100 grand easily raising kids over the years, maybe more, I never counted.
I never used rubbers and one time I got an ugly girl pregnant
and I tried to do the right thing and be there for the kid
but I couldn't stand her and would literally pray to god every day that she would die in a car accident
we would fight so bad and she would claw my arms with her fingernails and I always had skin gouges
and before the whole kid thing she would stalk me whenever I would try to break up with her, and she would like get my ladder out of my garage and use it to look in my bedroom window on the second floor to see if I was home because I would literally not answer the phone after the hundreth call. She even harassed my parents.
and one time I tried to walk away from my house to get away from her, and warned her a hundred times to leave me alone, my mom sent me to get a gallon of milk at the store (the store was later bombed, literally bombed to rubble, I lived in youngstown) and she followed me the whole half mile to the store bitching at me and trying to confront me, and I kept warning her, leave me alone, I don't want to talk to you anymore, I am done with you, etc, and she was freaking the fuck out and seriously harassing me, and I kept my cool all the way until I went into the store and bought the gallon of milk and some smokes, and I came out and she started in again so I just snapped and bashed her over the head with the milk jug. She went straight to the ground, fast and hard and flat. I just walked the fuck away, and left the split milk jug next to her, leaking everywhere. She eventually got up and came sniveling after me, and we didn't say a word the whole way home. All this was when we were still in high school.
Some years later she got so enraged at me that she pointed a loaded shotgun at me, so I kicked her in the stomach. Fucking crazy german bitch, man.
I eventually got her pregnant, because she was a really good fuck, there was something about how much I hated her and how much of a bitch she was, and she was ugly in sort of a whory way, which is what gets me off, ugly, hateful whores. Our kid is really good-looking, though, he has good genetics even though his mom is ugly. she is the one who is a cop now. I ended up raising our kid, it's a long story, she wasn't unfit or anything, its just how things ended up geographically. -
2015-09-21 at 3:11 AM UTC in WHO'S THAT POKÉMON!?heh
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2015-09-21 at 2:57 AM UTC in Freedom or Security
Murder is a legal term and many (perhaps most) jurisdictions have situations under which self defense with lethal force constitutes murder.
Yeah, technically, you are correct
but I will murder any motherfucker who comes into my inner sanctum with out permission while I am occupying it, because I consider that they have ill intent if they are forcibly entering my property.
and I will also murder anyone who threatens any of my loved ones with any sort of weapon
but only in the heat of the moment, I would not like, go home and get a weapon or anything
luckily we are allowed to be armed in this state -
2015-09-21 at 2:49 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.
Hands down, TheDarkRodent.
Well, obviously...he was brought into this world with a doctor slapping him in the face, thinking it was his ass
then the doctor said 'Ma'am, is this your ewok?' -
2015-09-21 at 2:44 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionOh, also, I PM'ed you, §m£ÂgØL. Anyone can just feel free to PM me to get them if they need a source, I don't want these last few precious sources to get any more publicity, of any kind, even in a backwater like this.
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2015-09-21 at 2:39 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionyou should try it with some nitrous oxide, lanny, I hear that's quite an experience.
I really wish I wasn't too old to trip, with all these cool new LSD analogues out there just waiting to be mailed to your door. But that sort of thing is for the young. Enjoy it while you can, you little fuckers, soon it won't be fun anymore because old people think differently and your trip will be exponentially more existential and possibly full of unwanted nostalgia. -
2015-09-21 at 2:32 AM UTC in What are you on?I find that alcohol ruins the subtlety of an opiate high, for me...but I have recently discovered mixing benzos with opiates, which is more euphoric than I ever imagined.
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2015-09-21 at 2:22 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.I wonder who has had the worst childhood here at niggasin.space
Someone here had to have a really bad one, with like bad touches and being fed dog food and shit
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2015-09-21 at 2:18 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.My real dad lives somewhere probably within two miles of me yet I haven't seen him in almost a decade. He ripped me off for like 1500 bucks and then wouldn't answer his phone or his door, so I got really drunk and drove down the back alley and shot up the back of his garage with buckshot. He loved that garage. I think that episode ranks up there with the top three most idiotic things I have ever done.
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2015-09-21 at 2:11 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.Heh, keep in mind that this is after the time when I spent every day getting jumped by niggers in elementary school. You remember the story about the chunk of ice to the back of my neck.... ​
I was pretty much just a nerdy kid who just wanted to be left alone with my nose in a book, but I had to learn when to fight and when to run, and I bet I have had my ass kicked more times in my life than all the fights put together of everyone on this website. I also won a fair portion of the time, when it was more even odds. I never raised a hand to my stepdad, though, because not only would it not do any good, it would be disrepectful. I never even raised my voice to my parents. My mom is a scary bitch, too. I seen her fight people. -
2015-09-21 at 2:07 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.Heh, keep in mind that this is after the time when I spent every day getting jumped by niggers in elementary school. You remember the story about the chunk of ice to the back of my neck....
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2015-09-21 at 1:14 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.I still think I had a pretty good childhood, when my mom met the aforementioned stepdad, we moved to a rural area and had more money, but although he treated my mom like gold, he would literally beat the fuck out of me for minor transgressions. Like, I was 11 years old, a gawky teenager, but still, I had been man of the house for a while, and my mom starts having this guy sleep over and one night I woke up in the middle of the night to get a drink from the fridge like I always did, he woke up (he woke up at the slightest sound, I had to become extremely stealthy over the years to avoid waking him as I crept past my parents bedroom. He came out into the hallway, said 'What are you doing up, boy?' and literally punched me in the head. Now that I am older, I realize that he substantially pulled his punch (he was an amateur boxer and martial artist) but still, I was stunned, in my own home, to be basically punked out by some guy who was fucking my mom.
Well it turned out that their relationship lasted many, many years, which as you can probably imagine were quite hellish for me. I began stealing his weed (he was a mid-level dealer) and sometimes his bags would come up short and I guess people got pissed at him for it, and so he would come and kick my ass, but I had taken enough weed to get me and my friends high for days and it was worth the ass kickings. He seemed to know how to hit me without ever breaking my nose, though he did black an eye once in a while, and one time after I slammed a door too hard and it cracked the pane of glass, he chased me into the neighbors yard (I had never ran before, but this time I could tell he was pissed) and beat me bloody while the neighbors watched from the windows. The police came and everything, I had two black eyes and blood all over my shirt and mouth, and the cops didn't do nothing about it.
But in spite of all that, I got to roam in the woods a lot, we had some land, I had a great time in high school (even though I couldn't take a shower before school if he was home during a swing shift, because he would hear the water in the pipes and wake up and come and literally yank me out and make me dry off and get dressed and go to school, even if there was soap in my hair still.)
I could tell some good stories, some of them really funny, but I despise people who blame their actions on a bad childhood.
I know more than one person who had a 'perfect' childhood, and they are assholes/failures -
2015-09-21 at 12:50 AM UTC in Freedom or Security
Only dumb beta pussies are so scared of the world that they think literally every member of the citizenry needs to be able to murder at the drop of a hat. Like I always catch flack for having a Hobbesian outlook but you do too, you're just too oblivious to realize what it entails.
Defending ones life is never murder. I don't believe in shooting looters or killing people for stealing stuff; but I see nothing wrong with a man or a woman defending their home, where they lay their head and raise their family, with lethal force.
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2015-09-21 at 12:45 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.
- Parents' lack of understanding of children's needs, child development and parenting skills
- Parents' history of child maltreatment in family of origin
- Substance abuse and/or mental health issues including depression in the family
- Parental characteristics such as young age, low education, single parenthood, large number of dependent children, and low income
- Nonbiological, transient caregivers in the home (e.g., mother’s male partner)
- Parental thoughts and emotions that tend to support or justify maltreatment behaviors
- Social isolation
- Family disorganization, dissolution, and violence, including intimate partner violence
- Parenting stress, poor parent-child relationships, and negative interactions
- Community violence
- Concentrated neighborhood disadvantage (e.g., high poverty and residential instability, high unemployment rates, and high density of alcohol outlets), and poor social connections.
The only factors on this list that do not apply to my childhood/adolescence are: social isolation, (we have, err, had... a huge, somewhat close family who are/were all either crazy or criminals), and also my latest stepdad didn't beat my mom like the others did. To be fair, she was an incorrigible cheater.
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2015-09-21 at 12:40 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.Hahaha the first thing my eyes fell on,. besides the thread title, was the sentence 'early death' in the graphics, and I laughed and stopped reading to post this. After I click 'post reply', only then will I actually digest the entirety of the post.
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2015-09-21 at 12:35 AM UTC in Reasons to commit suicidefuck totse and zoklet
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2015-09-21 at 12:34 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionthanks, count blah. I wish I could say I enjoy your posts lately but I don't. Not because of anything you did, but because you have been going through some shit, and I know you don't deserve it. You were always cool from way back, ever since I met you, and I highly respect you as well. I hope things get better for ya, I have always admired your work ethic and your pragmatic outlook.
this etizolam shit....its got me going all sentimental and soft, I tell ya -
2015-09-21 at 12:22 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionThere is no one around me with the mentality or inclination to discuss much of anything with me except their own prosaic interests. I do get along well with my kids, though, we always have stuff to talk about, but a lot of times it's just them telling me about their day or their social lives, and I just sit back and let them talk about themselves while I nod and smile, it may not be very interesting to me, but at least they are communicating. For obvious reasons, I don't really share many of my interests with them, and that is another reason I come here. There is no one to inherit my esoteric knowledge of subversion and guile; my offspring are going to be successful in their own fields and so it's of no use or interest to them.
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2015-09-21 at 12:09 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionwhat kinda cats
the all-gray longhaired maine coons and gray shorthaired tabbies are my favorites
I don't own cats right now, but I have before.