Originally posted by G
Finna get draped in jedielry & saunter about my cul-de-sac nude w/ the goblet of gods. Just realized a lot of my jedielry is in my safe deposit box since I had contractors here.
Muh mancave dresser lit right now son lol.
May do a cherokee wind dance to clear the cloud coverage for the event.
Pot metal and fools gold. Aren't you in your mid 50's?
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Been busy as fuck learning code, living life, and working. Finished HTML and CSS courses. Now tonight I am beginning to learn Javascript. Yesterday I went out and saw family for Thanksgiving who most of I haven't seen in over 10 years. Work is going good and I'm at $20 an hour right now. Everything seems to be paying off decently. Not interested in prolonging my cyber life on NIS to be honest with you all. This shit is lame as fuck and I really do not like most of you. The ones that I do like know it. The others can get fucked. Sorry but I'm doing me and most of you are not doing anything. I feel my posts may come farther and farther apart as I continue to focus on what really matters to me. Right now NIS just is not doing anything to tickle my fancy and to be quite honest I feel as though it has disgusted me long enough. I wish you all the best.
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Made the mistake of pulling in to grab a pack of smokes and I saw what I thought was an auction going on but turns out it was some sort of African ritual were young black men flood into a convenience store to steal with the knowledge the 2 people working can't stop them all. I kindly asked the 45 negros if any of them were in line and the next thing I knew I was bent over the ice cream freezer and someone was pulling my pants down and calling me "white boy". Before I could do anything I felt this great pressure going in my back side followed by painful thrusting. The clerk yelled "They raping him. They raping him." I screamed for her to call the police. 2 hours and 10 minutes later an Uber pulled up with a volunteer mental health worker. By this time the negros had all finished in me and ran off with all the stores alcohol and black and milds. I was just laying there in a pool of ass blood when the mental health worker came over and asked me if I wanted to talk about my feelings. I told them to go kill themselves and started to crawl toward the door to leave but my car was gone (stolen) and I just stopped there at the mat where you wipe your feet. 15 seconds later the Joe Biden SWAT TEAM had me surrounded and cuffed. I was charged with being a meanie for telling someone to suicide. My lawyer says I am looking at a minimum of 45 years hard labor.
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I went to go work at my Aunt's earlier but my dad stopped by as soon as I got there and needed some help with some stuff which turned into me helping some other people with other people's stuff and 6 hours later I am just standing there bored as fuck having accomplished almost nothing. I said fuck it and went home. Chell wanted me to go to the mall with her so she could shop but I didn't want to and then I found out her mom was going to meet her there and I extra wasn't about to go. Now Im just sitting here in silence with nothing to do and I am bored as fuck. Sure, I got a bunch of video games but no one is on discord and all of you are probably not here either because this place is dead as fuck. I tried to get ahold of 4j but he doesn't respond to my texts anymore and I am pretty sure he is on the run somewhere out West. Yeah I could leave the house but there still isn't anywhere to go? What the fuck am I going to go do? Thought about just driving really far but that is not only a really bad idea with my shitty car but Joe Biden made it too damn expensive to just go on a drive. I wanted to see if Red was down to meet me halfway and we could pull a homeless guy apart with our cars but also gas is too expensive. Now I am just shitty and bored old man with nothing to do and I wish my throat was still sore so I could just drink cough syrup but I'd look real dumb doing that without a sore throat. I just want a chocolate cake and the tv remote but nothing is good on tv and if I went for a chocolate cake right now I might as well just get all of my shopping done but that is too much. What is the point in life if I just get to sit in my comfortable Lazy Boy chair all day surrounded by all the cool shit I ever wanted. Now I know why old people use to just stand outside with a garden hose and water grass. They were bored af too.
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Between constant jackhammers at home and constant stupidity at work I am feeling level 4 agitation. Was really hoping to come home and find some sort of healthy distraction to get lost in but I'm spent from today and have no further will to continue with staying awake. I made spaghetti today but it tasted like cum and I'm alright with not eating any left overs of it. That's what I get for buying only store brand ingredients. Fuck inflation... I'm probably more poor now than I was last year and don't even know it. Fuck my dick fuys, I got gas and it cost me $40 to fill up. I felt like someone was calling me a nigger. Some how I have got to become a professional programmer and be done with these shitty labor jobs that never ever end well. The only reason I'm still awake is to see what deals woot.com has in 27 minutes when they update their stuff.
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Hi fuys. Everything has been good lately. Haven't posted much as I've been really busy with work and life. My job has finally gotten around to training me on the things that mattered to me. Now my pay has increased to the point that I don't see anyway I'll make much more money there except for waiting around and collecting regular raises. Not going to lie, I am actually sort of bummed out that there is nothing left for me to learn to do there or at least nothing that will put more money in my pocket. It does feel good finally reaching the goals I had set for myself at this company but now (sort of like my last job) there is nothing left for me to do except wait for people to quit, die or just find a way to be okay with stagnating in my current position while I wait for a raise to come which by the time it does won't even be worth anything with the way inflation has been going. I know from experience that the holidays are not a good time to look for new work so I'm going to stagnate until after New Years and then maybe see about jumping into something else. I was really hoping to somehow find a way to be making $20/hr but I did know from the get go that it was highly unlikely I would find myself making anymore than $19.50/hr at most. It's all good as I did hit the realistic pay rate I sought for which is that $19.50/hr. If I chose to stick around I could probably make a few dollars more with time but that time would be better spent finding a job that out right pays more to begin with. Once 2022 hits I am sure I will set a new goal of $x/hr and chase it whether I actually have to or not.
Programming slowed down the last week or 2 as my personal life took an upswing and I've been enjoying living life in ways I never foresaw myself doing. I never really took more than 2 or 3 days break from it and even then it was always in my mind. I'm still coding and learning more and more every chance I get to sit and focus. Currently I am finishing up a CSS crash course and it is going very well. I found a set of tutorials on Youtube that I have been following along with and they just make sense. My goal is by the weekend to be ready to move on to learning Javascript.
That upswing I was talking about in regards to my personal life has got to do with friends, family and taking time to get out and do things. It feels so much better than sitting in front of my computer stoned all day making cobblestone dumb shit in Minecraft. Maybe now is not the time to break it all down to you but I do want you all to now I am happy and am looking forward to the future. I'm sure one day soon I'll be updating you on more details but right now it is more of a privacy thing and would rather just keep it to myself. A lot of you already know more than what I've said in this post. If it wasn't for the fact there is such a large fraction of pieces of absolute shit here I'd probably say more.
With that being said I am trying my best to get through the holiday season and make sure everything goes well. Even though my job is going very well I haven't got a 40 hour week in over a month and I'm not sure if I will this week either. Side jobs keep getting postponed and I've even considered making crepes with a French woman on the weekend at a local market for extra money. I don't even know what the fuck a crepe is... Really I'm not too worried about money as I know how to work and get a job but it is more about not over working and killing myself. I need to ensure I have enough free time to continue pursuing the growth of relationships and continuing to advance my skills programming so that I can live an easier life enjoying more of the things that matter to me.
I highly doubt you'll be seeing me making daily Fona threads for a bit, unless of course I get pissed and need to vent. There is more out there than what is in front of my eyes on a damn computer screen and I'm enjoying living. It is as simple as that. I want to be a person and not just a username. That does mean if I ever do get a chance to meet any of you I would love too but interacting on this shit posting, troll inhabited, waste of a site has done little but hold me back from going forth and taking control of what I need to.
Feel free to message me but do know I haven't been reading any threads lately and by lately I mean I've only ever read my own the majority of the time to be honest.
I'll be busy doing me. I hope you all find time to do you too. <3 Fona
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Woke up not caring about anything and just happy it was still dark outside. Quickly filled up with anxiety about the day ahead. I'm switching to 2nd shift today and it feels weird as now instead of being the first to the weekend, I will be the last. Thankful it is at least not 1st shift where I can't make it out and about without avoiding crowds. This first week will be an adjustment but I don't forsee it being as much of a time change adjustment as it will be a "totally new set of co-workers" adjustment. I use to stay at the crappy plastics factory telling new people I was training that "this job sucks and I have been here too long. Don't be like me and instead go make more money at 'this place/that place' " and I finally just got tired of being complacent and faking that it was alright I wasn't paid well because I was happy with my work family. Still I do that time to time at my current job except now I am actively trying to better myself and make more money instead of just sticking around because the work is relaxed or I can leave when I want. Truth is (at least where I have worked) that everyone has stuff that comes up and if you really need flexible time and so long as you are a good worker it is not that hard to get and if you are a good worker you will find yourself with down time. I will never again be okay with any job working for some filthy rich tycoon while being paid mere sheckles and not even having my needs met. Shit just isn't worth my time wasting away my life like that. All my focus on now is making some money while I learn programming so that I can make the big bucks. I am still being paid a crap wage but I am a lot better off than if I hadn't switched jobs earlier this year. All that I wanted was some support from someone saying "Yeah, go do it. You're worth it". But I never got any of that... Misery loves company I guess :/ Sometimes you are just too close to a situation to get a good perspective on it like I was and it turned out it was just hurting me. I took the risk on my own to switch jobs to begin with and today I once again am taking a big risk by switching shifts to a whole new set of people I know nothing about and vice versa. My comfort bubble that consisted of people having my back at work will be gone when I go in today. I've done this before though and I will do it again. With any luck I will have the opportunity to advance much faster now and be able to have a little more cash while I continue my studies which is really the only important thing I need to be focusing on. My options are work my self do death over the course of the next 35 years at a crappy job or I can invest in myself and as long as I work hard I will get a return that will be well worth it and allow me to do things in life that I can only dream of now. Nothing I can do now will tell me how my day will be later so I might as well quit worrying about it.
Before I go to work today my goals are to pay my rent. Go to the grocery and get some stuff moved to my mom's house so I can stay over there again this week while she is away on business. That being said I want to get a move on and not rush at the last minute.
After this last weekend I really need to slow my life outside of work down a notch and get all my cards in order again. Felt like I had a really good weekend but it wasn't planned and now I got to recoup some cash.
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^Me hiding in the restrooms realizing I am in an all black mall.
After the mall we went to a park where a bunch of mexicans were playing soccer and partying. We immediately just wandered into the woods and followed a stream until the trailed abruptly stopped at which point we just turned around. I wouldn't call the trail long or nice but I took pictures of literally the entire thing.
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Woke up and have been dicking around for a couple hours as I slowly get moving. Going to meet up with Cly this afternoon in a mall parking lot and hopefully find ourselves on some sort of adventure. In the mean time I have no plans so I think I will focus on doing some programming this morning while also dilly dallying around the apartment.
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Good morning fuys. Start of a new week yet again. I got a decent sleep this afternoon and feel rested. Hopefully there is some work to do this week as I really need to get some hours. If there is overtime I am taking it. My plan is to study CSS while I am at work if I find it is slow or if I'm stuck in that folding chair. When I get off work I'll start doing some CSS lessons and hopefully start incorporating some of it into the site. After work I have to stop at the grocery. This week is going to be a little rough as I am staying at my moms for a few days. Welp, I gotta go to work now. TTYL
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My life needs something in it that I can continually work toward that isn't just some miserable excuse for a goal that won't achieve much more than loading my dishwasher. So I signed up for a coding class to try and get the hang of this shit so I can make 6 figures next year. With winter approaching and my sensitivity to the cold I am going to find myself more often than not sitting inside all day anyways. I'd rather work toward a better tomorrow than spend my energy just burning time for no gain. This is by far the most blah sounding undertaking but it DOES have a high reward where as everything fun I can think to do has little to negative pay off. I wanna be a nicely dressed smug jackass who bitches about the quality of an avocado.
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