2021-10-31 at 4:01 AM UTC
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BAN ME MOTHERFUCKER
Seriously though I need to step back from all the fame and work on some of that fortune.
Clearly I am loved by all and even though I could live quite comfortably on hand outs alone I prefer not to.
This coming week I need to focus.
2021-10-29 at 4:30 PM UTC
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Fona 10-29-2021
Hi guys.
It's been a pretty busy last couple of days.
I've just gotten back home from my mom's and set everything back up.
For some reason my apartment smells like shit and it's annoying.
Trying to get the rent paid today but the landlady is on lunch right now.
This weekend I have to look at my bills as I haven't touched them in weeks.
It has been a month since I got a full 40 hours in at work and even though I am being paid more it is not making up for the lost hours.
I'm glad Joe Biden ruined Christmas so that my shitty spending habits don't have too.
Right now I am just trying to make sense of everything and get calmed down and settled back in.
Work is going really good and some 3rd shifters have now joined me on 2nd shift so I have some friends back.
Doing my best to keep my mouth shut and go with the flow but it is pretty hard when I catch management overstepping their bounds and trying to work outside of their element and in mine.
Watched a manager try to train a new girl yesterday and it was very apparent he had absolutely no idea what he was doing.
I think I will go get some fried chicken for lunch and see if the landlady is back yet.
TTYL
2021-10-27 at 3:52 AM UTC
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Fona 10-26-2021
I am pretty tired.
Rabbitweed passed out on vicodin and wine again.
It's been a really good day.
Processing a lot right now.
Im feeling good about the future.
2021-10-26 at 4:52 PM UTC
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Fona 10-26-2021
One of the managers lured a bunch of cars in with hotdogs and told some street people they should come in for a tour and brought them to me to train.
I figured we were going to get new people yesterday but they were pissed he was expecting them to work 8 hours on no notice.
Needless to say they all left.
I was pretty annoyed about that situation yesterday but I had a decent day and I'm getting use to my company running ass backwards.
I told my manager to put me on a forklift and I would leave him alone.
2021-10-26 at 4:42 PM UTC
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Fona 10-26-2021
Last night was a good night.
Had some low level freak outs at work but I'm sure my new co-workers will get use to it.
Came home and programmed while Rabbitweed sat on the floor.
Then I played a game of risk and went to bed without any trouble.
Woke up today feeling rested and was pretty happy.
2021-10-26 at 6:49 AM UTC
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Fona 10-25-2021
I don't know how much actual studying I did with all the dicking around I also did but I did do a bit of dabbling in the directory and added a damn find page 2 for ya gonts.
Give me time I am trying to learn this from scratch.
2021-10-26 at 12:16 AM UTC
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Fona 10-25-2021
Made it to lunch time.
Work didn't tell any of the new people they were actually starting today and instead just said it was an orientation...
1 girl (or maybe it was a guy) left early because of it.
Its just another day but a different shift.
Im looking forward to getting out of here.
2021-10-25 at 10:11 PM UTC
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Fona 10-25-2021
Work is going okay.
It's really a fucking mess but Im holding down what I am responsible for.
2021-10-25 at 6:19 PM UTC
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Fona 10-25-2021
Got groceries and everything is set up at my mom's house so that after work I can come back here and get busy doing whatever Imma do.
The only thing I didn't get done today was pay rent and that is because I didn't fucking feel like it.
Anyways, I need to change shirts because I am covered in ketchup and work starts in 40 minutes.
I've got to get going.
Everyone do the best to enjoy your day and make a better tomorrow.
<3
2021-10-25 at 4:22 PM UTC
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Fona 10-25-2021
My morning of being stuck in my apartment is coming to an end.
I am loading up my car now and getting ready to head out.
Really not looking super forward to the rest of my day but I am looking forward to getting it over with.
TTYL
2021-10-25 at 3:04 PM UTC
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I have quit smoking.
I really need to quit smoking cigarettes.
My self control and self respect are both flawed.
2021-10-25 at 2:39 PM UTC
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Fona 10-25-2021
Paying rent tomorrow instead of today because I forgot the atm on this side of town won't let me take enough money out and my bank is too far away just to drive to for this.
My last stop before going to my moms later is the grocery so I really don't have anything to do for the next couple of hours except sit at home and sweat. My hands are trembling thanks to anxiety and coffee.
Can't even code as I'm too nervous to think.
It's a beautiful day and I look so forward to not spending the rest of them like this.
2021-10-25 at 2:21 PM UTC
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Fona 10-25-2021
Feeling pretty worked up right now.
I tend to get myself like this just about anytime I am going to do something new or even mildly uncomfortable.
All that I have to do is get myself to work today and the rest will happen as it should.
