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2022-01-23 at 12:08 AM UTC in 550 square feet of fuck my dickMeasured that basement today...
Even the cheapo self-stick is 99cents a square foot.
That's like a shit ton of money.
But damn, I gotta do this so I can let my cats scratch it to hell.
I wish I could just snap my fingers and make it happen.
The woman I'm dating goes hard AF and I can barely keep up sometimes.
Today we went out to eat breakfast and then took the kid to run around a playground and after that all I remember is sitting down for 1 second to catch my breath and 3 hours later I'm waking up dazed and confused.
Living in 2 places at once is definitely taking extra out of me that I don't need to be losing right now.
She went to church so I took the chance to run back to my apartment to feed my cats and play with them some but I am going back later tonight.
It takes me about 30 minutes to get there.
If I had 1 thing I could be doing right now it would be laying carpet tiles so that my kitty cats could come with me and have their own safe place to get away too and chill with me.
Moving more of my stuff in is completely pointless right now because there is no room for it and I'll just end up moving it again and again until I get something set up livable.
Her place is fine as is and I don't want to fuck it up. All I need is a place to do computer stuff late at night while she is sleeping.
Tomorrow we are going to a museum in the morning and probably a couple other stops but my goal is to get to the store and buy some friggin carpet squares and get fucking started.
I don't know what I'm doing anyways and yes it will probably look like shit but whatever.
I gotta try damn it.
Going to buy 1 or 2 boxes and see how they stick and if they don't stick then I guess I'll get some glue... -
2022-01-21 at 5:15 PM UTC in Fona 1-21-2022TGIF am I right.
Highly doubt more than maybe half of my co-workers will even show up today.
I need the money so I go to work and do my job.
This weekend should be nice and eventful.
Nothing too crazy planned although I'm sure there will be things to do and places to go.
Pretty much going with the wind and so long as we get out of bed there's no doubt we will go to bed feeling good having done something.
My energy level the last 2 days has been a slight bit low from stress and work but I plan of zoning out today and ignoring my surroundings in hopes of conserving energy better used for fun tomorrow.
Other than the usual stuff I might try and pick up a couple monitors to put on my dual monitor stand so that I can code easier which is a goal of mine to start again very soon.
Probably going to do something fun for the kiddo to wear her energy out one afternoon.
Maybe we will go out to dinner too.
Really none of it matters as far as what we end up doing so long as we keep moving forward with something.
I've got to do some work in preparation for moving more and hope to achieve some of that early one morning or during nap time.
Hope everyone is having a good day.
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2022-01-20 at 6:56 PM UTC in Entry level coding projects to stay interested and focused.Did the whole basic website thing.
I need a new project or something.
Wanting to pick this back up soon.
Ideas? -
2022-01-20 at 6:12 PM UTC in Fona 1-20-2022
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2022-01-20 at 5:54 PM UTC in Fona 1-20-2022
Originally posted by Bradley what medicine are you perscribed and can i try some since u just got them
Gabapentin. I don't take it as much as I use too but I was told if I quit filling it I won't be able to get back on it.
It's nice that it doesn't give me any side effects and manages to take the edge off in most cases.
Works for several things but I mostly take it for nerve pain. -
2022-01-20 at 5:24 PM UTC in Fona 1-20-2022Great news. The doctor did not need to see me for any type of visit and instead refilled my prescription. I thought I was suppose to see them every 3 months to keep this going but hopefully that isn't the case because I do not have insurance.
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2022-01-20 at 5:21 PM UTC in Fona 1-20-2022I got all dressed and ready to go do something only to realize I don't have anything to do today.
Earlier I was thinking of going to pay my rent and get it over with but now I want to wait until closer to last minute because I want them to think I'm poor when I ask them if I can get out of my lease early.
Requested a medication refill from my doctor's office. They probably will want a tele-medicine visit so they can charge me $100.
When looking at Goodrx it said I could use their services for $20-$50 but upon further investigation I found that it is only good for 1 short term refill and I'd rather not fuck anything up with my current doctor.
Made an appointment to get my cat's nails trimmed for Monday. Somehow I have to catch both of them and get them to the nail salon at the same time. I plan on waking up extra early that day just to catch them even though the appointment isn't until 12:30.
The only thing I have left to do this afternoon before I go to work is deposit a check and that can be done using my phone.
Might go ahead and make spaghetti for lunch even though I'm not really feeling it. -
2022-01-20 at 4:28 PM UTC in Fona 1-20-2022
Originally posted by Bradley Hey Fona, terrible update. Have you tried smoking any cannabis today? Do you drink instant or brew your coffee? I have a coffee machine but feel it's wong to use it to only have a couple cups but when im not drinking alcohol, i seem to drink a lot of coffee.
I quit smoking weed. Coffee is brewed. -
2022-01-20 at 4:27 PM UTC in Fona 1-20-2022
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2022-01-20 at 4:23 PM UTC in Fona 1-20-2022Woke up and went back to bed.
Woke up again and checked my e-mail.
1 new message.
-Did not get the job I interviewed for last week.
*light shrug*
Calls mechanic.
Mechanic says "I've gotten a chance to look at it but haven't got in depth enough to figure it out just yet. Probably a fuel/air issue"
*rolls my eyes*
Now I am drinking coffee and reading the news. -
2022-01-19 at 7:07 PM UTC in Dead white girl syndrome
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2022-01-19 at 3:47 PM UTC in Anyone lay carpet tiles before?Im seriously kind of stuck on how easy this seems to do.
The only thing I don't like is the fact I am unsure how easy it is to undo.
Not trying to spread around a bunch of glue and make this permanent because if it turns out to look like shit then it's permanent shit. -
2022-01-19 at 5:02 AM UTC in Taking out the garbage.I took out one bag of extra garbage that wasn't kitchen trash.
#Progress -
2022-01-18 at 6:58 PM UTC in Fona 1-18-2022After having ate breakfast I am feeling a lot better.
I've got a good amount of cleaning done and have gathered up a decent amount of trash to take to the dumpster today.
Mornings are never a great time for me as it is when I open my eyes that I realize I haven't done anything yet and it can feel overwhelming even if for no reason given the fact I just woke up.
Last night I had a fantastic time playing Minecraft with Rabbitweed and am looking forward to continuing the fun later tonight.
Some aspects of my life I can't control right now so the best thing to do is not worry about them.
Everything is looking good though and my bitching is just a way of keeping myself in check.
There are 2 sides to everything and sometimes I pass on the positive side.
For instance, the mechanic hasn't called about the Lancer yet BUT... at least I've got the Lancer to the mechanic :) -
2022-01-18 at 5:53 PM UTC in Fona 1-18-2022
Originally posted by Bradley are you on the lease for when she gets sick of paying for you to stay there
No I am not.
That is part of why I plan on moving in slowly to make sure we can live together full time.
The last thing I would want is to find out we just don't click that well together and I find myself fucked without a place to go.
Honestly I doubt that will happen but there is a kid in the mix so for her sake I would rather ease into things and give everyone time to adjust.
I'm very happy every second I am with them but living with someone new always brings out little quarks that often are missed in the dating stages. -
2022-01-18 at 5:35 PM UTC in Fona 1-18-2022
Originally posted by Bradley Then why are you in need to work so badly bro? Can't you use her money to stay afloat till things fall into place?
Your pushing yourself so hard to be great, you need to remember to take care of yourself too!~!~!~
I don't want to ever use her money for anything.
She has already been paying for more than half of the fun lately.
And although she did offer to help me pay my bills this month if I don't get the Lancer sold in time I still would rather do this myself.
I was unable to predict the total cost of my expenses for the month when I bought that car 2 weekends ago but I guestimated that I could swing it and for my own pride I would like to handle it on my own.
Moving in with her is a great opportunity for us to save money together as I won't be paying rent anymore and can instead just split the bills for her place and help her pay that and the rest we can save up for fun times.
The only reason I am stressing at all is because I do not know how much the mechanic is going to charge me and if I have an unknown expense coming up all I can responsibly do is plan for the worst. -
2022-01-18 at 5:25 PM UTC in Fona 1-18-2022
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2022-01-18 at 4:47 PM UTC in Fona 1-18-2022Basically I just want to bitch about how I need to get out from under this fucking Lancer and I haven't even got a call back yet on what the mechanic has found wrong with it.
Also, I interviewed for a job last week that never called me back.
I'm waiting on these next 2 paychecks so I can pay my rent and take a sigh of relief.
Really did start too many projects and haven't got nearly any of them done.
At this point I want to dump it all off my plate and start over with 1 and just 1 thing at a time.
It is way too cold to be outside juggling.
This week I would like to get my cats to the groomers and get their nails trimmed.
And at some point I need to make a doctors appointment.
But that right there is already 2 things.
Here it is almost noon and I'm sitting in my pajamas. -
2022-01-17 at 6:08 PM UTC in Taking out the garbage.
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2022-01-17 at 5:04 PM UTC in How to get out of an apartment lease?
