2022-02-03 at 12:24 PM UTC
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Fona 2-3-2022
I made it home.
I left and the weather turned to rain but by the time I got home there was snow on all the roads and I couldn't see any of the lines.
My plan is to do a quick turn around this morning and get the fuck out of here.
Not trying to be stranded at my apartment today.
2022-02-01 at 1:59 PM UTC
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Fona 2-1-2022
Good morning guys.
I have a job interview today at 10am.
Last night I took a shower and immediately fell asleep only to wake up 3 hours later and stay up for 6 hours.
By the time I fell asleep it was probably 4am.
Needless to say I am feeling a little tired this morning but good about my upcoming interview.
Getting a job offer last night boosted my confidence and has me feeling knowing of my worth.
To be honest, I don't even want this job I am interviewing for but at the same time I don't exactly know what the pay is so I might want it after I find out.
Once my job interview is over with I will probably go to the liquidation store to see what Tuesday look like there.
After that I plan on going to Walmart and getting some essentials in preparation for the snow storm that is suppose to be rolling in.
It is too early, and I am too sleepy to guess what else I will get into this afternoon.
I hope everyone is having a great day.
-Fona
2022-01-31 at 10:41 PM UTC
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Fona 1-31-2021
Got off work.
Immediately received a call when I got home for a $15 an hour job but it comes with a $250 weekly attendance bonus which makes it $21.25 an hour.
I worked there twice before and know I can do that job with little issue.
Not sure if I'll actually take it but it is an option and sounds like easy money to me.
2022-01-31 at 1:06 PM UTC
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FONA IS MAD AS HELL
The coffee was a bad idea last night as I had trouble falling asleep.
By the time I was snoozing it was probably 2am but whatever.
2022-01-31 at 12:49 PM UTC
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Fona 1-31-2021
Good morning everyone.
Woke up today very tired as I didn't fall asleep until really early in the morning.
I'm out of bed and all dressed for work though.
Going to go in there and keep it real. Telling them I'm out and have shit to attend to so as long as I'm working there in the meantime if anything comes up or if my phone rings, I will be taking it.
Will be meeting with my manager first thing to ensure I am being paid my PTO and will arrange to have tomorrow off work so I can go to an interview.
Also hopefully they will change my hours from the vomit inducing 9-5 to the less horrible but I'll probably be late 7-3.
My patience is completely diminished and from here on out I'm more interested in protecting my mental health than putting up with their shit so if they act like cunts I'll quickly walk out and make due.
The Lancer has been inside the shop for the last couple days I've drove. I am hoping to get a call very soon to come pick it up and the second I do I will be selling it in hopes of at least breaking even at this point.
Over the weekend I thought of a couple more places I would like to apply to work at. After my interview tomorrow I hope to apply for more jobs.
I'm not giving up.
They will tear it down and begin with pouring concrete for a parking garage for the new casino only for the economy to tank even more and all their money will dry up before leaving a half finished piece of crap sit idle for the next 10 years.
It's what usually happens...
2022-01-31 at 4:16 AM UTC
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Fona 1-31-2021
It is actually still yesterday but I'm getting a heads start.
Adjective of the day: wrathful.
As in I'm so fucking pissed I'll probably be pretty wrathful toward my bosses at work and get fired in which case they can fuck their dicks.
Honestly sick of all this hate overflowing from me but going to bed having the last news story I read be about 2 gay penguins becoming dads has me irritated with this dumbass society I am surrounded by.
My goal for tomorrow and my only goal is to keep quiet, ignore everything and let it be.
In other words, do the complete opposite of what every oxygenated blood cell in my body is on stand by for.
With any luck I will catch a break soon and even if I have to take 1 step back to take 2 steps forward it will be for the best as staying put literally won't get me anywhere as the crap job I work now comes with no protection or chances for a better life what so ever.
Currently too damn mad to think much about anything but I have to put it on ice and cool down for I have a loving woman and kid who both deserve me at my best.
I feel as though this weekend was alright but my attitude and aggression probably kept it from being better than it was as I just didn't feel very fun.
Relaxing was enjoyable except for the part where I just wanted to sleep a bunch and pretend I wasn't in this crap situation starting all over again.
God might have been fed up waiting on my next move and forced my hand for all I know.
The hardest part of this is not knowing what tomorrow will bring or where I will end up working or if I can even pay my damn bills this month.
It's time to get back to the basics and take it one day at a time.
Going to try and get some sleep now and hopefully start on a good foot tomorrow.
Anxiety keeps building but I hope to use it as fuel to make shit happen and not to stay hiding in my bed waiting on the scary sun to set.
Love you guys.
-Fona
2022-01-31 at 2:16 AM UTC
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FONA IS MAD AS HELL
fucking depressed for reals for real.
Im not looking forward to the shittiest working hours imaginable tomorrow.
Not only do I have to show up but I'm suppose to be grateful probably and that's never going to happen.
It's 9pm and I just finished a cup of coffee.
Got to be at work in 12 hours and I know waking up tomorrow is going to make me wish I had literally anything better to do.
2022-01-31 at 1:30 AM UTC
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FONA IS MAD AS HELL
It's not even Monday yet but I am fuming at the thought of going back to my old job working for those pig fuckers.
My mind is full of scenes of them laying in their pig blood gasping for air.
Thank god I won't have to be there much longer.
All I want to do is get revenge at this point.
Fucking pig fuckers.
Most pathetic fucking return I ever got in my entire life.
2022-01-29 at 5:53 PM UTC
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Fona 1-29-2022
Laid in bed depressed all morning.
Woke up and no one was around.
Got dressed and went home.
I want to have a little fun this weekend and it isn't turning out to look that great.
Monday morning I'll have to be at work at 9am and that is weighing on my mind pretty heavy.
Quite literally won't have any free hours to find a better job and already scheduled the couple I can burn to go to interviews and physicals in the next week.
Got to keep the money flowing but that means my Sunday evening is pretty much crippled.
I dunno what Ill do all afternoon seeing as how it's just going to be me.
My buddy wants to hang out but his scheduled and mine are not lining up very well.
Also, someone stole the fucking trash can from the alley way which is just stupid.
I bet it is up the road somewhere with my stolen hat.
Fucking Lancer is not done yet and needs to be so I can sell it and recoup some of my money.
The mechanic has it in his shop working on it or someone stole it off the lot.
Either way it is what it is and I won't get much dont to it in 18 degree weather.
A week ago I didn't see things being this shitty but they are and it sucks.
Hopefully I can get a new job really soon and things will improve.
Mentally though I am exhausted from dealing with bullshit and all I want is some time to relax and enjoy my weekend.
Later tonight I plan on doing my taxes. I am so excited I can hardly contain myself.
Fuck this shit.
2022-01-28 at 8:15 PM UTC
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Fona 1/28/2022
Went and got glasses.
Cost me $250 (ouch).
Wishing I had opted for the vision insurance at my job before this all happened and I needed glasses to see straight again.
After that I did an assessment for employment at a big plant and passes everything with 100% accuracy. Now I have to go get a physical for that job but I scheduled it a week out so that I hopefully will have time for my glasses to come in.
Basically I have,
1 job guaranteed starting 2 Mondays from now if I want it.
Still have my current job if I need to kill time before starting a better job.
And I have 2 highly likely jobs pending a physical.
and 1 more job that I interview for on Tuesday.
4 more jobs I have done applications for and probably another 4 that I sent a resume to.
2022-01-28 at 2:40 PM UTC
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Fona 1/28/2022
The hardest part about filling out job applications is the criminal record part which takes forever to get it all wrote down.
2022-01-28 at 1:39 PM UTC
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Fona 1/28/2022
Got a call to come interview at a factory.
Set it up for Tuesday morning next week.
Going to an assessment for another job in a few hours.
And I got hired at a crap job yesterday.
All I need is a job that doesn't suck which is why I'm still looking but in the meantime at least I don't have to worry about going back to my old shitty job.
2022-01-28 at 1:10 PM UTC
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Fona 1/28/2022
I already have plans for half my day today.
Hopefully I can fill in the rest as I get to it.
Put in a solid 10-12 applications between leaving my job and last night.
There is a business park close to my house I have yet to explore that I hope to check out.
