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2018-10-23 at 1:28 AM UTC in What to card next????I know a guy who works for green dot. You send me $100 and I give the code to him and he can add an extra 0 to the balance and we split it 30/70 (you keep the 70)
We have made thousands of dollars doing this over the years and it's totally untraceable. Pm me if you want to make $600 in an hour.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-22 at 4:34 PM UTC in Southerners make white people look badThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-22 at 11:10 AM UTC in Misato, Rei or Asuka?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-21 at 7:25 PM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?Funny. I was just thinking of Malice, kinda drunkenly staring off into space/at the wall when I snapped to and refreshed the page and saw this thread. Reading it, and seeing you mention Malice was kind of a, "whoa, weird." moment. Hah.
That said, I've been through plenty of grief in my life. The passing of my mother when I was 15, the immediate aftermath of an alcoholic father who was struggling with his own grief, drug addiction, suicidal contemplations, depression, prison sentences, all a form of grief. It's taken me years and years, truly, a decade, to come to terms with these things. I don't bottle it up inside though. I share my feelings and grief with those around me. I luckily have a loving wife who also lost her father the same year I lost my mother, so we share that grief and lean on each other. I have a strong family support system who was there throughout my drug addictions and prison and saw me through the end of it all.
I do agree with you though. People suffering through grief, whether it be something in their personal lives or even as a "faceless no one" on a website you go to that while you know what they look like, sound like maybe, you've never met them. You've never shaken their hand. Never hugged them. Never kissed them, in some cases. Like Malice. People should, in general, be more expressive of the feelings they feel because to bottle it up inside and try to suppress it always forces it to leak out in other, usually negative ways like drugs or alcohol or other self destructive behaviors.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-21 at 11:50 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-21 at 4:51 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himselfThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-20 at 10:20 PM UTC in What would be worse?
Originally posted by mmQ Needs way more context and rules, otherwise the prison choice is too easy–take it and tolerate it until you can't, then just off yourself a far less painful way than the fire death would've been.
Then again that's why more detail is needed. Depending on the nature of the fire, "burning alive" in it might take anywhere from 5 seconds to 5 hours, or way way longer even. I'd need to know how long my nerves would stay intact and how long I'd remain conscious.
I know... I'm typing on a fucking cellphone. And I cant seem to get in my zone. It takes too much time and effort to elaborate on things...
Can someone send me money? Or better yet, an old laptop that they don't need anymore but that still works? I'm isolated in a small town right now at my dad's house and feel like a loser failure. Even though I'm a cool guy and I'm pretty good at making kraft dinner thanks to a spectral post I read a couple of years ago...
I can't stand the emotional catharsis! I need to express myself... sexually. And with a laptop keyboard to type on.
Hi Rizzo in a box. I'm glad you're here because most times when you post, I enjoy reading whatever it is you've posted... even though we've had our differences in the past.
I just did some cocaine and it was (believe it or not) of high quality.
I'm glad this website exists. Thanks Lanny.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-20 at 8:15 PM UTC in Getting on the same bus as MaliceI also encouraged her to find a zoo to work at where she could take care of injured animals, and then coax one of the chimpanzees into ripping her face off and beating her skull in with a rock. A painless, dreamless, sleep.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-20 at 5:09 PM UTC in I also have a bus ticket - see ya soon malice & hydroI'm gonna do a backflip off the fire escape after downing an entire box of rattox. Wish me luck, guys.
Buy the ticket, take the ride
NARCassist, please get off the drugs and stop sticking them up your arse
Casper, your posts are trash just like you
mq, sorry for making all those mean jokes about your cat.
Lanny, HANDS OFF HTS OR ILL HAUNT YOU
HTS, sorry about the mess and the loud thud I'm about to make. You also have to replace rattox poison in all the traps (I ate it all)
Sophie, please stop sending me illegal child porn through PM's
I won't be able to read it in heaven/hell
Risir, I know you aren't really white
§m£ÂgØL- I reported you to the Chinese as an American Spy
PoC- thanks for those nudes of hydro
Scronaldo - and now I have to say goodbye to myself. Well bud, it's been a good run. I should be dying a kissless virgin but for some reason I've had A LOT of hot sex with hot girls and spent more money on drugs than I ever thought I would see in a lifetime. Maybe I'll see you again some day in a mirror in the clouds or maybe the afterlife is infinite quantum fractals experiencing all possibilities of the universe at once in an endless loop like I predicted.. that would be cool
Also shout out to ohfralala and polecat for being good posters, technologist and Cupocheer for being sweethearts in PM's
Shout to Infinityshock, one of the best posters in totse history.
I wrote down everything I know about clandestine LSD and methamphetamine production. I need you to continue my research on endophyte tall fescue ergoloids and run the Al/Cu on MEK+benzaldehyde aldol condensed p2p.
Oh, it looks like my bus is here, Smell ya later!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-20 at 2:01 PM UTC in American hegemony.well honestly as a past and future pirate, I can not wait for America global hegemony to decline in regards to free trade. one day I will be a privateer sacking cargo ships from ching chong land and you will be a bunch of land lubber fags.
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2018-10-20 at 12:31 PM UTC in SpectraLThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-19 at 10:41 PM UTC in Conflict Shitpile IV - Idlib Dawn Editionisrael's sent a delegation to the Ukraine to probe Russian AA tech, specifically the S300BM series deployed in Syria - likely to test the F35's stealth coating against it. Probably not a worthwhile move as Ukraine does not have current-generation Russian radar, and the specific units deployed in Syria have not been disclosed.
The US has drafted yet another list of companies to be sanctioned, this time contractors tasked with helping to rebuild Syria.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-19 at 3:53 PM UTC in NIS got approximately 6 million % worse since I left for three daysYou are a child molester.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-19 at 7:10 AM UTC in lol anyone ever walk down the streetAnd i said hey!
Hey!
What a wonderful day today
Where we can learn to laugh and play
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2018-10-19 at 5:04 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionBuddhism says life is learning to reconcile pain. Addiction has been an excellent teacher. I was always ahead of my classes, and tall and strong, at least okay looking. When you lose all the things that made you who you were, who you you become then? Since the physical body is the same, are you always that person somewhere? Or is it possible to kill that former self and become something else entirely?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-19 at 4:20 AM UTC in Toilet training a miniature pomeranian is hell.THE DOG DOESN'T WANT TO BE PUT IN A GODDAMN SWEATER.
Stupid bitch.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-19 at 3:51 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionI laid out every personal, deep, scathing critique of being with me, and she still wanted it. And i yelled at her a bunch. Told her maybe if i choked and hit her like her ex shed like that more. I told her i pray every day that shell fuck off, because i dont want to have to be responsible for her, wondering if shes okay. I dont want to have to wonder if she watched a sad movie and opened her wrists in the bath again. Feeling human isnt worth feeling that awful all the time.
She always harps on the fact that my birthday is the day that she died on the operating table twice and was revived. It doesnt mean anything. Its not a story. Its a coincidence. And we're both junkies. And she gets so close and then it freaks her out and she lies and lies to try to push away. Im just tired. I kinda wish shed just disappear. At least before i was just a common, everyday kind of unhappy.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-19 at 3:14 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by ohfralala This might be my favorite poem ever, even if it wasn’t intended as such.
<3
I used to write a lot. But heroin kind of lobotomized me. I rarely write anymore. I have to be massively depressed or withdrawing to feel enough to get something half-passable out. Poast sharing some of the old stuff hed clipped from TOTSE kind of sparked something in my head. But I cant even count the number of notebooks ive thrown out or destroyed. Since Im already being a total fag, I might as well share what I churned out in about a half minute last night. And i get that the cadence and everything isnt perfect but like i said i was angry and fucked up and just typed it out as fast as it came out of my head.
I never expected you to be perfect you know?
the way that heroin is.
When the warmth spreads to your fingers and toes
And fills in the hollows and crevices
Till your whole again and human.
And the past becomes as hazy as a bathroom after a warm shower
And you can pretend that the last 12 years
of fuck-ups and tears didnt matter
While you while away more hours till the ground crumbles beneath you
And i guess ive just always had a thing for broken people
Its like you cant know yourself until youve found yourself in pieces
And seen the rough edges and flip sides to every crack and paint chip
To every dream you ever had and every thing you thought you were
So all it takes it one sad half faked smile
And I see myself in her. Literally. Maybe not.
But if we robbed a bank and both got shot in a truck
At least it would all end before we hated each others guts
In some way ive always needed that bonnie to my clyde
And when you try to stifle a smile and look at me
I feel like a late october pumpkin and youve scooped out my insides.
Hurt hits me like a golden oldie, but i hate it when you speak
Because each honeyed word and pretty lie fools me into feeling human
And I fucking HATE to feel that weak
When you said you felt ugly and i kissed the silver ringed scars
that covered the galaxy of your stomach
Near shaking, afraid to be such a failure in front of your parents
Even though i couldnt look you in the eye you cupped my face in your hands and said
"We're the same, you and I. You dont have to say anything. All they need to know is that I want you"
And something switched.
But trying to keep you is cupping an injured songbird in your hands
Too afraid to move or scare or hurt it
Cause it might not come back again
Whewn my mom told me my life should ended in the trash can at an abortion clinic
I said "I love you too", and i think thats the last time ill mean it.
And i think when it comes down to it, death or drugs, either or
With a needle or a bullet you just want someone who cares so deep
To bleed out with you on a motel bathroom floor.
Figuratively
Maybe.
Or something.
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2018-10-19 at 3:10 AM UTC in New BookHitchhiked Into Conception
Journey to the Centre of the Earth was my favorite when I was younger but I don't read a lot of fiction anymore.
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2018-10-19 at 12:02 AM UTC in Southerners make white people look badThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
