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2020-01-17 at 7:34 PM UTC in every time hydro says 'chronic pain'
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace ITT: People can't stop thinking about me
living rent free in your head, niggas
This is a thread about hydro afterall. And the hydro story is not complete without the orbiting omega.
P.s.
I see you picked up a line from candyrein, who you used to follow around and obsess about. Fucking loghl.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-01-17 at 7:18 PM UTC in Meth cured my depressionI dropped out of school when I was 16 years old because of anxiety and depression. I was self harming, binge drinking and got into drugs. When I had a job making lots of money I was still depressed and I didn't know why, I also didn't know I had anxiety. I had no idea what was wrong with me or why I had panic attacks non stop.
Cannabis manages the symptoms of anxiety and depression pretty well but doesn't really get rid of the root causes. It wasn't until I started abusing amphetamines that I felt like a curtain of darkness was lifted over me and I began to start appreciating life, accepting that I had some psychological issues and working on them, and actually caring about my life and the world around me.
I used to aspire to be a criminal and manufacture large amounts of drugs and shoot ethnic people but now I am a completely different person. A lot of it is through meditation and radically changing my life in every way but the only reason that happened in the first place is because of how I started seeing things on amphetamines. It feels like a spiritual awakening to me even though I know it's mostly drug induced but I still feel this way even though I don't actively abuse amphetamines that often and don't even have much of a desire to do them anymore.
I owe a lot of the healing I experienced to illegal psychotropic drugs, fasting, sleep deprivation and meditation.
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2020-01-17 at 6:31 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)back on track you fuck sticks
i actually had a legitimate using dream last night. i guess i found some china in a baggie. when he scene started, i guess i had already some some bc i feel like i could taste the drip in the back of my throat. But then i dip my knife in it and get ready to take another one, and i think to myself “youre going to fuck everything up. you cant. its over.” and then i put everything in a desk drawer and then the desk rolls in on itself like a sock and disappears. And thats the last thing i remember.
i guess im glad that even in dream world, i recognized how much of a catastrophic fuck up itd be to get high. Hooray dream-me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-01-17 at 6:07 PM UTC in Anyone else noticing occasional long delays when navigating?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-01-17 at 9:04 AM UTC in Dayyuuumm, Lyndsay Zwyciel's doin fine latelyWHOA GONT YOU NEED TO COOL DOWN
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2020-01-17 at 7:20 AM UTC in every time hydro says 'chronic pain'The worst pain is a broken heart from being used and abandoned by Mexican goose boy.
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2020-01-17 at 5:17 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)I don't like being dependent on seroquel to get to sleep but it's the only semi sensible thing that works and doesn't make me feel terrible. It's so toxic though.. my doctor straight up told me that people die taking seroquel and that i should get off of it. The only other thing that works for me and isn't an inherently horrible idea is edibles and tbqh ill probably go that road eventually if not only for the fact that wheede is a lot less toxic than seroquel, relatively speaking.
im actually pretty fond of seroquel and how it feels but I started gaining weight like crazy and the next time I got seen she's like "oh, yeah that makes sense. Your blood sugar was high last time, it's the seroquel causing it. It gives people diabetes sometimes"
then i went without any for like a solid 2 weeks i was so put off but i just sleep/feel a lot better with at least a little bit. I cut way back though
also its handy when i start schizin' so im probably not gonna go completely off of it on the record even if i do stop taking itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-01-17 at 4:26 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2020-01-17 at 4:09 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)down to 23mg. doctor was giving me shit about continuing 3mg a week taper but im used to being achey and constantly having to take a dump, so as long as the discomfort stays at like 4-5/10, ill be cool.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-01-17 at 3:10 AM UTC in one of those days
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2020-01-17 at 3:01 AM UTC in Is Mal fuckable?
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah was definitely thinking of a stripper. Dude, I have literally been in relationships (one wasn't official but is still important in my life for a certain reason) with 5 girls WITH THE SAME NAME who all have similar characteristics and situations. It's like groundhog day but I can't figure out how to do it right. I literally ask God what the test is he's asking me and how can I pass to be freed of this infinite loop.
I would think about the best qualities each of them have and compare them to each other to make a composite of the best girl for you and go with the highest ranking one. Obviously physical attractiveness ranks very highly so that should be weighed a little heavier. Sometimes you impose qualities on girls tho that you either want or want to believe they have when they really don't lol. Knowing yourself is the key to relationships ime, sun tsu art of war shit, know your yourself first and you can't be defeated because you know what you want and who can give it to you and isn't just telling you what you want to hear all superficially.
Sometimes I ask myself, like
You know, what is going to take for me not be afraid
To be loved the way, like, I really wanna be loved
But that I know how I really wanna be loved
But I'm, but I'm, like, scared to really, really feel that
You know, it's like you want something but you don't know if you can handle itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-01-17 at 12:56 AM UTC in one of those daysi feel for those koalas though mate, seriouslyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-01-16 at 7:47 PM UTC in made a fuckin shakshuka took picsThis recepie is really easy, it does most of the work for you as long as you pull security.
Ingrideints: Olive oil (not picured), Israeli beer, bottle opener (I used a Makarov), standard issue rifle, some religiously extremist bagels with a knife, tomatoes, onions, garlic, eggs, red bell pepper, salt, whatever spices you want, tomato paste (I used marinara because I did not have tomat paste).
Use the bottle opener to crack one opne. This step is to be repeated after each and every step in this recipe.
Pull security while the bagels victimize their neighbors and ethnic cousins.
Throw the dead palestinian, err, onions and garlic into the well, er, pot, along with some olive oil.
Pull security while the religious zealot settler bagels murder the tomatos and red bell peppers from the next village over.
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2020-01-16 at 9:30 AM UTC in one of those daystime to take a few hits off the airhorn in memory of sploo
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2020-01-16 at 4:42 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Who remembers this movie? Shit was lit son.
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2020-01-16 at 2:03 AM UTC in Is Mal fuckable?
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2020-01-15 at 11:01 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2020-01-15 at 5:16 PM UTC in Time spent around water found to contribute to happiness
An extensive 2013 study on happiness in natural environments – to White’s mind, “one of the best ever” – prompted 20,000 smartphone users to record their sense of wellbeing and their immediate environment at random intervals. Marine and coastal margins were found by some distance to be the happiest locations, with responses approximately six points higher than in a continuous urban environment. The researchers equated it to “the difference between attending an exhibition and doing housework”.
https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2019/nov/03/blue-space-living-near-water-good-secret-of-happiness
Although living within 1km (0.6 miles) of the coast – and to a lesser extent, within 5km (3.1 miles) – has been associated with better general and mental health, it seems to be the propensity to visit that is key. “We find people who visit the coast, for example, at least twice weekly tend to experience better general and mental health,” says Dr Lewis Elliott, also of the University of Exeter and BlueHealth. “Some of our research suggests around two hours a week is probably beneficial, across many sectors of society.” Even sea views have been associated with better mental health.
White says there are three established pathways by which the presence of water is positively related to health, wellbeing and happiness. First, there are the beneficial environmental factors typical of aquatic environments, such as less polluted air and more sunlight. Second, people who live by water tend to be more physically active – not just with water sports, but walking and cycling.
Third – and this is where blue space seems to have an edge over other natural environments – water has a psychologically restorative effect. White says spending time in and around aquatic environments has consistently been shown to lead to significantly higher benefits, in inducing positive mood and reducing negative mood and stress, than green space does.
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2020-01-15 at 1:30 PM UTC in Why is it that turks and middle easterners always fight with knives?Great question wariat. Because the middle east is not a pussy place like western europe or the u.s. Also because it is not as developed as europe, so, its a lot harder to get caught for a crime. How will the police find you if you're some random beduin who lives in a shack outside the city, without a proper address? Its not like the u.s. where you have to update your address with the dmv within 10 days of moving.
I used to carry a knife when I lived in the middle east as well. Middle easterners are very sensitive/emotional, and sometimes this trait of theirs is their demise honestly. You walk through their neighborhood for whatever reason to reach whatever destination, and suddenly the local "hoods" start to come out asking you where you're from cause they never seen you before, start talking shit to you, start thinking they can punk you, etc. These primitive emotions is what fucks them up, because, they don't realize that the "stranger" factor goes both ways; they can rob a stranger just as easily as a stranger can stab them, and nobody is likely to be prosecuted in either case.
Stabbings were a weekly occurrence even in my small town. The one that I remember the most is when some guys were outside drinking vodka at 2-3am near the entrance to a multi story apartment building, being loud as usual. Some dude yelled out the window to be quiet as its night time, so they told him to either come downstairs or to shut up. WHen he came down, the gopnik instincts kicked in; "what, you think you're tough?". It was later discovered that the apartment guy died from his stab wounds.
The middle east is a place where you can find a random shack in the ghetto with a kitchen knife on it, with locals saying that a rapist frequents it. Why do the locals say this, yet the police does nothing? Because it is not a developed place.
Where I lived, cops would drive with their flashing lights on at night. Why? Because they are not looking for problems; from a distance you can see these lights reflecting off of walls around corners, this gives you time to fuck off or to stop doing what you're doing. The cops there do not feel as protected as the cops in the u.s., they know that people have large families, and that someone might easily find an illegal gun or something for revenge.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-01-15 at 1:03 PM UTC in Why is it that turks and middle easterners always fight with knives?because they haven't yet mastered beheading via elbow dropThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
