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2020-12-08 at 5:45 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)HI veryone, I Foudn this threead. I'm trying to quit drinking and it's not going th best. I've been staying away from liquor after I was really deep in my feels in August and started having bad thoughts. I started my effexxor 150mg mid seeptember again. I feel better now than when i was drinking so much vodka. I was getting bad withdrawls but managed to quit for about six weeks and then I went to go hangout with this girl I wanted to fuck and she was drinking so the just one thing kinda happened and I proceeded to stay drunk till like a week ago, Today is my first day not drinking, I don't have any weed, but I havee somee hydroxline that my doctor perscribed last month and i told her they didn't work cuz i wanted xanax, so now i just get nothing foor anxiety, fortuantely, I normally take less than im peerscribed (I'm perscribed 225mg effexxor for instanc, but only take 150) becausee if I can't get a refill or i lose my medicaid or something I neeed to be on them or i get really really sad like i did last year when i went off of them for like eight months after my ex left me.
So here's to today, i feel like going down rn and getting somee beer, but I will not because I want better for myself and it's extrmely obvious to me i'm addicted to it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-12-08 at 2:30 AM UTC in fabulous slippery gob on my trampaggravated assault is a bullshit fucking charge the words don't mean anything to me & they shouldn't mean anything to you or anybody else i might assault whilst aggravated but the really offensive thing here is the pharmaceutical investment in everybody's perceptions all under the table creating the boxes for them to sort us into you me & everybody we both know all of us subdivided according to a professional grasp of what is the substance that we articulate in every instance whether it be consistent with the majority or some subcategory along this axis or that but again this is not meant to be a subsidy or even really happening
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2020-12-08 at 1:06 AM UTC in Japan is microscopic in size compared to the US
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2020-12-07 at 12:52 AM UTC in What happened to krotzThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-12-06 at 11 PM UTC in Anyone wanna talk on the phone?
Originally posted by Bugz I can only say ask the great creator for guidence and to stop the urges of wanting to drink. chant, pray a lot mean it when you do so.
have you asked your doctor if there is a medication to stop the urges? I think Gabapentin was used for this. this drug is used for seizures, spinal pain, an older psych medication and it might stop the urges?
I hate suggesting one vice to replace another but Pot is fairly benign I think (for 99.% of the world maybe?)
smoke pot. drink a soda instead. Just a simple La'Cruix drink? chill. just find something else to occupy your mind. stay away from people who drink until you kick that urge. don't have "one for old time sakes"
I hate people that say "Oh You're a Quitter huh"
Stick with friends you actually like sober who dont drink and will chill with you. getting a buzz doesn't have to require dangerous drugs and Alcohol is a very dangerous drug. it's a shit drug that only causes Hangovers as far as I know.
Dog I 'm a drug addict too but it's not that bad. I smoke a lot of shitty weed and CBD weed my friend grows. I take mushrooms sometimes and I love speed/crystal/cocaine but I am extremely poor so I buy only a quarter gram (20$) once or twice a month.
It' sjust the alcohol that reaelly gets me. When I moved from my dad's house last winter, I stopped shooting up meth the moment it wasn't around like it was nothing. Cigaretttees when I get locked up are like that too. BUt htis alcohol shit just gets mee. I was sobere for about 3 1/2 to 4 yeaers but I fucked that all up for myself last about 18 months ago.
Kinda hate myself, in August I was considering just taking all my fishing stuff and going swimming in Lake MIchigan until I couldn't swim out any farthr. I was very drunk drinking vodka and tomato juice abouty a milee and a half on a breakwater for the marina, I'm really glad I didn't kill mystelf but when things get hard, of course I still think about it.
I am on Effexxor 150mg and when I don't drink I have to take Hydroxyline to deal with the anxiety and shit.
I never had anxieety until this summeer eithr, i'm 27 and it really pisses me off becausee I know my liver isn't all that jeeopardized by my drinking, my mom isn't dying of anything, I don't do anythihng illegal (aside from small amounts of drug injestion) or have anything illegal near me, but I just get to worrying and hurts me in a lot of ways.
I did buy 3 fish tanks, got 2 of them running 1 for guppies and 1 for angelfish, the third one I want to do shrimp in
I think that'll be nice and give me some level of purpose. I got this needy milf cat that I named Lumpy and im starting to not like her tbh.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-12-06 at 10:52 PM UTC in ITT things blacks have ruinedAll 3 of your holes.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-12-06 at 10:44 PM UTC in Anyone wanna talk on the phone?Quitting drinking isn't going well for mee. I'm probably gonna need another prison bid or rehab or some shit. I don't want to burden my 1 equally drunk family member and I have like 6 close friends and all of them would tell me not to drink the beer i just walked half a mile to get. I don't know how to work Tinychat and Rabbitweed permakicked me out of Discord when for the fifth time in two hours he was asking how to find local black men he can suck the dicks of without getting beat up at the local park again
So I'm bored, IDK how to work chatrooms or make one or not get banned from one, Hollar Panthrax my Niggere~!~!~, I would like some company and feeel kinda shitty.
We can talk about : my homosexuality, my narcissistic character traights, why I still think I am going to be successful onee day, you I gueess if you want to, I'm willing to tell stories and idk maybe jerk off or somethin when you gete to telling a long story, and I'll talk a bout bad ideas and my pirate gang I started locally.
I also have a ps4 and assasin's creeed valhalla becausee I am still very very gay for Odin
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2020-12-06 at 5:18 PM UTC in I want to drink Whale milk.According to David Attenbrough, it's the best milk a mammal can produce.
I bet that shit is better than pregnant titty milk. Like steroids.
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2020-12-06 at 2:25 PM UTC in Fat people TV showshi welcome to TLC's little fat people
we're fat
we're small
and we decided to inflict this genetic suffering on offspring. Watch our freakshow life spit in the face of eugenics, watch as society is forced to bend to meet our disability needs.
SO CUTE OMG
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2020-12-06 at 6:54 AM UTC in I tested positive for COVID-19Ur so fucking special. ๐The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-12-06 at 6:34 AM UTC in I tested positive for COVID-19The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-12-05 at 10:36 PM UTC in State your drug of choice and tell us what harm reduction measures you are aware of and empoy
Originally posted by Obbe I pretty much just smoke weed these days. I've tried vaping it but it's just not the same for me. It's probably harming my lungs, but not in a noticeable way at least.
Cordyceps offer's some decent protection.
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2020-12-05 at 3 PM UTC in What footwear u rocking?Adidas, cyka blyat.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-12-04 at 2:24 PM UTC in Your mortality is a mythIknoow
This is shit, ive got licence conditions out my ass
Cant contact a mr singh(which is basically 93% of stoke)
Might have a phone wankThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-12-03 at 10:15 PM UTC in My mom accidentally locked one of the cats in the cost closet
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2020-12-03 at 12:07 PM UTC in Los Angeles residents ordered to stay inside their homesShut up dick nose
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2020-12-03 at 3:51 AM UTC in Would you rather fuck a nigger or a paki?
Op where is your neck and shave that patchy bs off itโs not a real beard lol
Lol @ ugly haircut & chipmunk cheeks with dead stare tooThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-12-02 at 10:52 PM UTC in Mark your Calender for Dec 20th 2020Join me on this day of Transitioning into the Christ Spirit. Christ is our wonderful Bus Driver and we are his patient passengers and obedient to his commands of calm and clarity. there shall be no dark angels of hoodratisms on his Bus. Christ's Bus will transform into a flying shuttle that has one stop and one stop only, to our heavenly kingdom he promised us to get to through his namesake.
Don't be pitied by being left out. There is a better place. a place were we don't have to face shame that others projected upon us falsely. the game that those in power have abused their sworn words of oath or acquired falsely to abuse from their hand from their own arms. arms in which their hands can be as powerful as the nuclear weapons that threaten our very existence for 3/4th of a century now.
Why stay. it doesn't have to be painful. we're not drinking Jone's Koolaide Elixir. we're driving into a new spiritual bodies from the nearest Oceanside that beckons and calls upon you. if your faith is strong you wont die. you will fly and fly and fly. Because Jesus will take over and your ride will become his bus that transforms into the Shuttle to the next ascension that is Heaven!
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2020-12-02 at 10:03 PM UTC in Mark your Calender for Dec 20th 2020There was a time when someone stated they saw "Totse" background on an episode of The Osborne in which the Daughter of Ozzy was on a laptop computer with the classic Totse BG could be seen.
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2020-12-02 at 4:39 AM UTC in I'm gonna turn my closet into a VR roomI was in there just now masturbating and my mom went in my room and said something I couldn't make out because I was wearing headphones.
I wonder if she knew what I was doingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
