Posts by Sudo

1. 2023-09-24 at 11:39 PM UTC in Women-only depression thread
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   Women give me depression. Why are there so many songs about bitches but still not enough to cover every palate of emotion they bring out in men who love to hate them?
2. 2023-09-24 at 11:35 PM UTC in Who thinks Lanny should check...
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   Kafka, I hate to tell you this but I've been speaking with Sophie and he doesn't care to have his door darkened by you anymore. He finds your little displays of pining for him pathetic and beneath his response. If you ever want to be graced by his (online) presence again you will have to spell his name in at least two bodily fluids and provide verification that it is indeed your own work. The name that will be spelled out is not "Sophie" either, you will have to figure out which name in which he wishes to be referred to. That is all.
3. 2023-09-04 at 6:49 AM UTC in troons r good and u shud treat me like a girl >:(
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

   Originally posted by Meikai I've probably told this story a few times here, definitely told it elsewhere, but the long and short of it is… a couple things. The one I like to cling to because it's cute and innocent is the time I had a dream in which I was a girl, back when I was probably like… 6 or 7? Had to be that young, because it was when my grandpa was still alive. I was just really fucking happy in that dream, man. So happy, in fact, that I remember asking my grandpa what I could do to make sure I had the same dream as before. Basically: it was such a profound experience that it made me want to pursue something akin to lucid dreaming a decade before I even learned what that was. He suggested "thinking about it really hard" as I fell asleep, and I basically did that every night for months until I gave up (because it never worked) .
   
   In case you're wondering I don't think I actually told him what the dream was about, but could be that I was just so young he didn't think of it as unusual. idk. Shit, I might have even technically been as young as 5, now that I think about it - I think he passed in Feb 97. In which case I woulda been 6 but that only would have been true for a few months. He was hospitalized for a bit toward the end, and I'm pretty sure he was still living at his house when I asked him how I could relive a dream.
   
   I did try wearing my moms shoes at one point and got scolded hard. I still remember the difference in vibe that scolding had. Or something. It was weird, because they couldn't really explain why it was bad - just one of this things - and because I guess there seemed to be a tinge of fear in the scolding? Like the fact that they couldn't really communicate why it was bad scared them? IDK. This was also pre-puberty, so no: no boners.
   
   After that scolding and the vibe it had (there's something extra bad about getting in trouble in a way that you think scared your parents as opposed to just making them mad), I was pretty staunchly - one might even go as far as to say overcompensatingly - gender conforming, at least until a couple of years into puberty when I… uhh… I definitely started to do things which would support an armchair diagnosis of autogynephilia.
   
   It's just like… always been a thing for me, dude. Practically my whole ass life. Even while I was being "staunchly gender conforming", that was only an outward thing. This is in the land of quasi-autogynephilic reasons that led to me transitioning, but like… I'm prone to magical thinking, right? I think that's fairly evident in a lot of the shit I've posted recently. So imagine you're a magical thinker at some point before actually hitting puberty, and you suddenly started to tingle down there - not a full on boner, just a weird sensation. Yeah, my ass got giddy that I might be transforming. I actually had that sensation a few times throughout puberty, looooong after popping boners was the norm, and still… every time I felt it, I'd kinda get this vain hope that… maybe? Maybe this time..?
   
   I learned about HRT at 17 and that was pretty much it for me. Once I knew I had that option, this outcome was pretty much inevitable. My biggest regret is putting it off from 17-25 because I "wasn't sure" and was scared that I'd be too ugly for literally anyone to find attractive and it wouldn't make me happier (thankfully I was wrong on both counts). Hindsight is 20/20.

   
   I'm turning this post into a 1 (wo)man off Broadway show called "death of a rapeman"
4. 2023-08-21 at 1:28 AM UTC in Coming out of retirement
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   Good for you man I hope it works out 🤑 that will be your greatest legacy
   
   Are you going to change the name to "Speedy parkers" which is actually a great name for a sports bar and grill. Do some market testing and form an exploratory committee to investigate this possibility
5. 2023-07-06 at 4:50 AM UTC in KITE PLANE MUST HIT STEEL -
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   I didn't read any of the thread but I just skimmed the utube title and the lone gunman used to be on fox at 10pm on Sundays and I remember watching it with my dad who really enjoyed the show for some reason, despite not being a big fan of the X files.
   
   SIMPLER TIMES
   
   GOD BLESS NORTH AMERICA 🌎
6. 2023-07-06 at 4:47 AM UTC in Charles Manson was da CIA
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   One of the first things I read on TOTSE back in DA DAY was reading Charles Mansons parole hearings. It seems so tame now but it was "underground" and shit at the time.
   
   Anyways. God Bless the uniqueness of that man and his admirable ideology when it came to environmentalism. I bet even he would be against carbon tax
7. 2023-07-06 at 4:44 AM UTC in KITE PLANE MUST HIT STEEL -
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   Afghani Manchurian candidates flew thermite kites into the Word Train Powers on neuf onze
   
   I gained 400 lbs by creeking walnuts open on the dashboard of my Kia Rio and hoovering them up in front of frightened ride share passengers
   
   Jeff Hunter did SNL
8. 2023-07-04 at 5:32 PM UTC in Why the fuck is RFK Jr running?
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   Sirhan Sirhan was a complete patsy. The Cold 6000 is non fiction.
   
   It's funny during the cold War information was so uniform people believed that lone wolf's were responsible for dropping the top dogs
   
   I may or may not be posting this while wearing a Malcolm X shirt in Home Depot
9. 2023-07-04 at 12:57 PM UTC in A seems like a pleasant poster...
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   I remember Viziers Uncle gave him herpes and he was going to fly to the UK to meet Daily which is funny. I miss IWD, literally the last contact with him was him posted on Facebook singing backstreet boys obviously in an asylum. I hope he doesn't mind me posting that. He's a good gont, I checked the obits recently and he wasn't innit. Hopefully he is getting help.
   
   It's funny his long posts were always dismisses as "METH" when it was really just mental illness. Then when he got on meth he was a whole wrecking crew. God Bless him, I hope he's doing alright
10. 2023-07-04 at 3:35 AM UTC in A seems like a pleasant poster...
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

    Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ MOLOSH

    
    How do you remember that? Do you have room for real world memories with all that useless temple related stuff up there?
11. 2023-07-04 at 3:33 AM UTC in Shadow Banking
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Payday loans? More like "SWIM found a way to get crackheads max benefits and it's not like they were gonna pay them back anyway"
12. 2023-07-04 at 3:31 AM UTC in A new drug "Tucci" or "Tusi"
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    It's been really prevalent around here too with alot of people having access and it apparently originating in Columbia. It's not supposed to be mixed with coke which is what my buddy did and said it made for sketchy weirdness
    
    But ya idk it's like some ketamine molly mix or something like how 2cb is supposed to be. I think it's stupid
13. 2023-07-03 at 10:52 PM UTC in I often get asked why I smoke Cigars.
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

    Originally posted by Donald Trump I often get asked why I smoke Cigars.
    
    I like to begin with a few facts since the person asking is almost always a very average individual.
    
    Like a sheep asking a Lion why it eats meat.
    
    I never smoked a single Cigar until I was already 4x kickboxing world champion.
    
    I didn't smoke a single Cigar until I was already a millionaire.
    
    I had already beaten the game of life.
    
    At such a young age I’ve achieved more than 99.9% of men will have achieved on their deathbeds.
    
    I do not recommend Cigars to any of you. Most of you aren’t ready.
    
    Cigars will make you weaker.
    
    BUT.
    
    There is a very specific reason I smoke Cigars.
    
    That reason is the bedrock of my philosophy.
    
    Cigars make me stronger.
    
    Everything I do makes me stronger.
    
    There is no activity I undertake that weakens me.

    
    Man I actually came to this thread to try to shoehorn an Andrew T8 reference but that's the whole thread
14. 2023-07-03 at 10:49 PM UTC in Off grid/self sustainability fred
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Whelp folks. I went out of province with some stupid Ho for Canuckistan Day weekend and thought I'd be OK leaving the door to the Coop open when it's surrounded by 6 foot high chicken wire fence. Came back to some black feathers and heartbreak 💔 😪 😢 😫 THE GUILT
    
    I feel really bad for my stepkid who always wants to see the chickens so I'm gonna get some more tomorrow and try to convince him they're the Benjamin Button Breed
15. 2023-07-03 at 10:46 PM UTC in Went on a date, have bad news.
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    My Lebanese friend has been making alot of "I really want Hitler to come back" implications on social media lately amid reposts of Israelis doing Israeli things.
    
    Did he seem j00ish at first? Is his nose bigger or smaller than mine?
16. 2023-07-03 at 1:13 AM UTC in this site is haunted
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    All my friends r ded
17. 2023-06-24 at 12:55 AM UTC in First photos of Ocean gate remains
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Idk how people have all this specific knowledge of the dumbasses who died and everything about it. I was just happy they died and moved on with my day. The last few hours would be the most interesting. Someone's gonna make a movie about it.
18. 2023-06-22 at 3:30 AM UTC in Are you White? (A discussion of interest)
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    If u didn't get a sunburn today on the summer solstice you're not white
    
    I got a burn today get on my fucking level
19. 2023-06-20 at 12:24 PM UTC in Religion is more prevalent among society's lower socioeconomic classes...
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I see you subscribe to the "opiate of the masses" school of religion brought to us by a broke French ju.
    
    Lower class people have a more concrete sense of right and wrong and less moral ambiguity. It's OK to think logically and skeptically but to believe you are the highest moral authority (ot even worse; a beurocratic institution) in the universe is insanely self centered.
    
    Religion is community focused and collective. Rich people are typically more focused on their interests.
    
    There are a billion reasons besides your simplistic reddit tier narrative. AMAZINGLY FAKE AND OVERWHELMINGLY GAY
20. 2023-06-20 at 1:35 AM UTC in Shepherd's Pie
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    That looks delicious
    
    You appear to make it correctly, it's easy to use too much potato and have them too thick. The question is what do you do to the hamburger and do you ever use carrots or sprinkle it with cheese?