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2023-10-02 at 7:32 PM UTC in Crippling depression support thread

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Like if u read any letters from the civil war they were serious sadbois who still got up and fought. Truly admirable

2023-10-02 at 7:31 PM UTC in Crippling depression support thread

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

People were definitely depressed af back in the day and the ability to go "nothing matters lol" is an evolutionary advantage

2023-10-02 at 4:33 AM UTC in Crippling depression support thread

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by Chios Honey So what happened to you? last time I saw you was in tiny and you were being edgy and angry at everyone and then people said you boarded the Bus. so now I have to ask how many others never boarded the bus. the number has just been reduced by one.

He was never added to any official Talley

It's funny that a dozen bus rides in were finally making a thread about the crippling depression and intrusive thoughts we all face

END THE STIGMA

2023-10-02 at 4:31 AM UTC in BDSM Test Results Thread

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by Fonaplats

These age player results are alarming ALARMING. I honestly mostly fuck bishes a decade or so younger that me but mostly because of immaturity/promiscuity. My non monogamous results are higher because I think I misunderstood the question and would just cut a ho loose if they acting up.

I'm typing mine out because screenshotting is dangerous and gay

97% degraded
94% rigger (wtf does that mean?)
93% sadist
93% switch
92% rope bunny (does this just mean tying people up? Use belts and handcuffs like an adult)
89% degraded
83% dominant
78% brat tamer
77% exhibitionist
75% submissive
74% non monogomist
66% master
64% primal (rawr)
64% brat (how can I be both?)
54% voyeur
50% masochist

Others in low numbers with age play at the bottom. I hope that was a honeypot to track pedos and I passed

97% degraded

2023-10-02 at 12:37 AM UTC in Crippling depression support thread

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by Chios Honey LOL Not true. that shit will make you sleep the entire day if you're not slowly put on it. like starting dose is 2-5mg and usually standard dose is 20.

its hard for me to work and I'm tired and it caused me to gain a fuckload of weight. I'm forcing myself to walk up hills at least 45 minutes a day now. like 3 miles of up and down hills around here. steep hills. and I have to walk fast so I lose the fucking weight these shitty SSRI gave to me. they slow down your metabilsm and also I no longer have a working thyroid which also gains weight

I know this cat by the name Paul wozny

His organs don't work so he bought some from Bosnia

2023-10-02 at 12:01 AM UTC in Mash.

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

I'm glad you're alive what have u discovered on your travels?

2023-10-02 at 12 AM UTC in Infinityshock lost

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly lanced lannys longing labia, letting her larp as a little laotian ladybody lapdancer........ i see your nuts and raise you a pair of faggots…

Who's the guy in thr middle who's not Lanny? I always wondered that

2023-10-01 at 10:57 PM UTC in why are females not honest

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by infinityshock lovingly lanced lannys longing labia, letting her larp as a little laotian ladybody lapdancer...... i hadnt noticed.

they all look the same when the lights are out

So you worship ugly hos in the dark? Weird flex bro

2023-10-01 at 10:52 PM UTC in Crippling depression support thread

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by Speedy Parker Most of what you "deal with" is just in your mind and not real. Learn to identify that which is real. Then learn to identify what is real that you actually can control. After that control the real shit that you can and the rest will work itself out.

Better advice than I figured from u but u could have just said "wut about da sirenitty prare?"

2023-10-01 at 10:50 PM UTC in Crippling depression support thread

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Finally a thread for me!

I was talking to my friend today about how "defects" can be evolutionary advances in a tribal setting. He said the only one that wouldn't be would be depression (anxious/insomniac person would guard from predators, autistic would figure new things out etc) and I countered with depression being a perspective changer and possible creative boost. Idk tho fam shits pretty gay

I'm basically always battling depression in one form or another. Females make me depressed, then briefly not so depressed, then much more depressed. I feel bad for all the things I've fucked up and all the things I was too pussy to try. I fucked things up and have given up on myself in alot of ways.

Having kids is hard to fight through depression because kids don't know it and shouldn't have to deal with those vibes. There's times when my kid will be leading me by the hand to play and I'm so depressed I just want to sit down and stare at nothing or zombie scroll thru my phone and retain nothing. When ur depressed for long periods of time it affects your memory. Opiates kill me too. Right now I'm doing the Littlest about of opiates that I have done in a while, hence using this website as a coping mechanism again, so I'm starting to feel things again and its pretty xool but also depressing and scary.

I feel like I have such ease navigating some things and a complete inability to navigate others. I'm so blessed in so many ways, it's fucked I'm still never going to feel I have everything I need. I hate that there are people I strongly desire to hurt that are still out there. I feel like the day I conquer my depression and mental illness and actually want to engage in life I get in a car crash and die. I've had so much pain and turmoil to go thru 30 some years of that turn just become a washed up zombie is such a shitty way to live. I'm not saying I deserve better I'm just saying I wish I had a clearer path to the things I desire where I wasn't always sabotaging myself every step of the way. Why do I even want to bring more ppl into this world? Probly ego.

2023-09-30 at 12:54 PM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

That's a beautiful story of learning a valuable lesson. I've made people develop opiate dependency because of pain from fucking but that might have a bit to do wit how I'm using it too.

I remember once this girl ran to the bathroom and came back like holy fuck I'm bleeding I haven't had a period in like 3 months I been off on substances super unhealthy and fucking lil dick white guys ytf am I bleeding? An I'm like bitch dont worry I kno yo auntyyy Flo

Another time this girl was bleeding with an iud thing in her arm and somehow thought it meant it wasn't working and made me think she might b pregnant after.

Candy so wholesome she banged her neighbor on new years and was just polite to him after like "no I'm sorry sir your sexual utensils are not to my pleasing have a good day"

2023-09-30 at 12:23 PM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by CandyRein That’s one of the reasons I do not date black guys …I know it sounds stereotypical but when I do they almost kill me ….

I like a nice smedium man ..that I can feel and enjoy ..not run from up the wall …literally

Smedium lol

That's a smart decision in alot of ways. I've seen the look on ppl faces when they shit starts bleeding and they're like "omg wtf am I OK?" And u gotta tell them it's normal but it's really not

2023-09-30 at 12:16 PM UTC in Save yourselves from Lanny

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by Kafka Why is is sepia and why are there no bedsheets?

Look at this white privilege

2023-09-30 at 12:15 PM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Candy u so small ur guts be rearranged so easily I gotta imagine it'd b painful fw most well endowed individuals. It's A GIFT AND A CURSE

2023-09-30 at 11:51 AM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Holy fuck that's from 2 years ago an he reads the daily fail

FASCINATING BEHAVIOR

2023-09-30 at 11:45 AM UTC in This is retarded as fuck

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

R/askgaymen/R u fuys schrinks? Get out of my head!!!

2023-09-30 at 11:43 AM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Skin conditions are so cool

2023-09-30 at 11:41 AM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

I liked it better when I thought she got 20k but a smooth operator like herself would like me to believe she didn't do such a thing in hopes of finessing me for some fat stax as well

2023-09-30 at 11:38 AM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

I didn't know fona got married that's a way bigger scam than a PPP loan what if they get divorced and she takes half of his 04 Saturn ion?

2023-09-30 at 11:35 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..

Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

Originally posted by CandyRein

I've seen that clip hundreds of times and just realized a few days ago that peepee ozuma or whatever is a biological female. Anything I saw about the clip was so politically correct it confused me. Still would not bang

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