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[my hereto riemannian peach]
How much tomatoes actually goes into ketchup like if I was gonna make my own like a psycho what's the sugar/tomato ratio?
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
We was talking about connection and shit and he said he been looking for someone his whole life to help him and I said u can really only get that from within yourself like a Buddhist cop out and he said what if in order to do something great like launch a missile u gotta have 2 keys, the other is obviously someone very trusted and that blew my mind so much. If he just came up with that while high on propane I really gotta start doing it
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
That's hilarious your gubmint just tries to publicly shame ppl for taking out loans for mostly consumer expenses as a stop gap during an economic lockdown I hope at least some people realize how frivolous it is and how powerless they really are
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
I hung out with a friend from 20 some years ago who was really high on propane and talking hilarious about life and mental illness and shit. He implored me to be emotionally vulnerable and I basically told him that my soul is gone. I'm almost completely off subs so it's fucking with me too. I came off opiates for a day or 2 a few munfs ago n ent up getting bear maced so I did some iso. I really need to change these sheets and make some food. I lost like 40-45 lbs in the last probably 6 months. I'm like Mac off sunny. I remember reading about how he lost all that weight and he basically made it seem like how he was able to lose all that weight was by being a rich white man. It's pretty gay how lefty most of the cast is and makes it a Lil more difficult for me to watch in retrospect. That's part of how I'm broken.
U can really lose alot of weight by alcohol and stress too. And also never sleeping that's a big one. When u drink with real binge drinkers they say "I eat when I'm done drinking" because the food slows them down and soaks some likka up so at 8am or whenever your tryna stop drinking they eat something after theyve expended alot of energy fucking fighting and being no good all night but I'm a stressed out nigger with shit to do so I tend to wake up quickly to my phone ringing and go work or do errands and try to function, periodically needing alcohol/energy drinks/opiates/Marijuana to continue a low level of functioning. I really need to increase my vibration. My friend has great vibrations when he means to, that's probably what attracted us to each other (gay) and now he's kinda seen I'm a busted ass fortress. I took this Nigerian girl to a busted ass fortress and she took a bunch of pics of us and put them on social media then I fucked this stupid white ho and ignored her for months which definitely hurt her but she literally literally literally asked me to take her to the barbie movie like that confused me to much I couldn't let her do that it made me so much more uncomfortable to go on a fucking date and be asked what I thought instead of seeing me naked and listen to heavily abridged and redacted stories about me. I gotta find a soul I feel like every time I have a chance to get one I fuck it up by da worst of da coping skills. I can blame my parents and be a faggot or blame no one but myself. Fuck my sons gonna have some trouble and that freaks me out hence the alcohol and poor decisions. This post is a work of fiction I saw on a podcast when I was driving me 50cc scooter I don't need a license or registration to operate. Fuck they slapped me with some stupid conditions Holy fuck. ANYWAY I wish I could type as fast as scion this post took 19 hours typing on me Gameboy color
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
I'm honestly a Lil jealous of scrons typing prowess. I feel he can type probly 130 words a min on weed/mine craft and 270 on coffee/mef.
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I thought this thread was a racist generalization but lmao
But to the point, nobody should have to pay it back
There's a Florida rapper named 9locKKK91N3 or something similar who has funky hair and a jungle sounding gubmint first name who had a bunch of attempted murder and firearm charges dropped in exchange for pleading guilty to PPP fraud. It's funny in the US they make such an example of Americans who take advantage of the the fed. Fucking nigga be shooting people like Wesley snipes the actor but they only care when he acts like Wesley snipes the person
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
Salam Alaikum Brother now begins your journey. We meet every Tuesday night in the back room of your local dry cleaners. Bring Styrofoam.
The Heifer and the Table is what everyone focuses on but there is so much great content later in the book and great retelling of old testament stories. I'm gonna buy a new Quran this week I think.
Tell other white people in your red state and shake their worldview. I Love stuff like that 😊🤑🫡💪
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I've been seeing all these memes about it and I gotta admit it really seems like a psyop to divide people because nobody should really care
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I hope it wasn't your grandmother
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I hate opiates get your facts right. I can't wait to be done with them for good. I'd love to be able to feel the gamet of human emotions but maybe I'm not meant to feel things
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[my hereto riemannian peach]
Hurricane Katrina didn't have wind so long
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I have some theories about contemporary canative culture which would probably sound like white apologies. I basically think they get an unnecessarily bad rap and get unnecessarily absolved of accountability at the same time. Really like everything else there's far too much corruption going on.
I'll try to shoot nil an email though
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Hed already been institutionalized so IIRC he was tryna get on disability of some sort which is OK for some natives. He was also recieving ration checks from his reserve up to a point. IIRC he still talked to his sister sometimes but she was living further east
now that I recall I gave him some money which he used to travel to another city to get fucked up fora few days. I think he said he didn't specifically use my money to get fucked up and still had it earmarked for its intended purpose though. I think I still sent him money after that too. Not important. Guess itd be hard for him to type on a phone rn anyway, hopefully thats the biggest impediment in him reaching back to the community
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I Love Mike Tyson but I thought this was about hitman Roy Demeo for some reason