2019-09-11 at 11:25 AM UTC
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NIS sux and ur a faggot
read a book, i bought GEB the other day, what ever happened to that thread?
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2019-08-03 at 1:57 AM UTC
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PSA: Get a library card
http://libgen.is/OP is an idiot giving his info to the state. why else would they even issue library cards when sites like the above exist except to gather intelligence on you?
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2019-09-09 at 11:18 PM UTC
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going back to school.
So as most of you know for the past 11 months I have been getting rid of all the bullshit drugs I was doing before. I quit nicotine, Crouton, poppy seed tea, meth, weed, and have drastically reduced my benzo consumption to the point where it doesn't interfere with my normal functioning at all (and am still working at getting that down). Also I spent a long ass time mourning decisions that I made during the time period previous to that and everything I lost because of those decisions. I'm now at a point where, although it is still painful, I am beginning to accept the things that happened and that they are now in the past and that there is nothing I can do about them now. I've realized a lot about myself and spent countless hours and days analyzing everything that I did wrong, the shitty, selfish attitudes that I held that lead me to make those decisions, and I think I am in a position now that I can realistically decide my next course of action in life.
The three most promising options that I have right now are:
A. Go work as an electrician for a contractor company. This would be a good job and I could make like $25 an hour but it wouldn't be too intellectually stimulating, and the path kind of ends making not a whole lot more than that (I think). Also I would probably not fit in too well in the environment, although it wouldn't be a total dealbreaker.
B. Go to a web development boot camp for 4 months and try my best to assimilate myself into that culture. I could make a little more money with this job, but I'm not sure I care much for web development, so maybe it'd be fun and maybe not. But the positives of this would be that I could get into a job (and normal adult life for my age) relatively soon as long as I stayed sober and applied myself.
C. Go back to the university I was attending before, as I could start again in about 4 months, and majoring in cognitive science. I've already decided I'm not doing engineering. I like the math but I don't really care for the engineering aspect of it and I don't want to be put in another situation where I am competing against people who are willing to give up their entire lives for the subject. The cogsci program seems really fucking interesting. It's essentially the science of how the mind works which is something I have always been interested in, mixed in with a little computer science (not as rigorous as an EE or CS degree), a little psychology and biology. You can take classes about AI and machine learning and will definitely learn some coding.
The cons of this degree that I've read people talking about are mostly that it is not as rigorous as a CS degree and so people say that while the classes are very interesting, most of them are interested in doing data analysis and things like that so they end up going with a more rigorous degree. However, it seems that you can get a lot of different jobs with a cogsci degree and the school that I would be attending has a good name. Graduates of their bachelors programs generally get good jobs in a lot of different fields.
I'd also get paid to go to school and complete this or any degree, so I can do it for free. I'm gonna be like fucking 35 by the time I graduate, but that's just where I'm at in life right now and I wish I had done it a little younger but can't change the past now. I also look like I'm like 25 and handsome again now that I'm clean(ish) so I could probably bang a few college girls while I'm there.
As it stands I see no reason to not go with this option.
idk what do you negroes think?
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2019-09-07 at 12:32 AM UTC
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Im dying
5 bux says dp just went to the hospital for an anxiety attack
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Originally posted by Bill Krozby
fucking lol.
TALES FROM THE SHITHOLE: CUM FIESTA PART 2
but once I had to squirt really bad from drinking crystals hot sauce straight from the bottle and drinking and I went into the fiesta mart and there was already some dude taking a dumper at seven in the morning probably that worked there anyways i went to womens restroom and it was fucking disgusting, way worse than any mens room i've ever been in.. I ran back out and went back to the mens room told him to in spanish to hurry the fuck up, "rapido, pronto, ayuda me" and he was like "que?" so I ran back to the womens restroom and I couldnt fucking do it, there was period blood all over the seat and liquid asshole / urine ect.. so I tried to fit my ass over the trashcan, one of those trash cans that are imbedded in the wall so even my skinny ass couldn't fit in I sprayed a lot of orange ass and some of it was slipping out of the trash can.
I felt like it was a saw movie, I had to go run over the tp gizmo to whipe burning b hole, but the bathroom was on incline to a drain in the middle of room to easily clean i guess, and the time was ticking so i quickly wiped my ass as fast and ass hard as i could right before the liquid orange toxic ass got on my slippers and made it out. I left the store.
And went and bought my groceries elsewhere
now i get prepped by stocking up on immodium, even though it takes the fun out of diarrhea
lol goddamn that sounds like a crazy debacle
once i went to the bathroom at work (the kind where it's a small room with one toilet that you can lock the door) and nobody was outside or waiting or anything so i took like 5 fat hits off a meth pipe and started blowing fat clouds and it got all cloudy but nobody was around so i didn't think it mattered but then i walked out right after and there were like 5 people waiting for the bathroom lmao
i powerwalked the fuck out of there before anybody could figure out what i was doing and potentially stop me
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post is totally incomprehensible but i am a white american in california
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by far. i can't wait til i can wear them tomorrow because they feel so nice
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2019-09-06 at 5:12 AM UTC
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casper died
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i ate some pepperoni jalapeno pizza today then i was remembering yesterday some guy brought a bunch of figs to my work and gave them to us so i was thinking like "damn i want some fig newtons" because i haven't even had any in a really long time so i walked to the store and saw this
and it was fucking with me for a minute because i could have SWORN they were fig NEWTONS not NEWMANS. then i found out it's just a ripoff. i'm surprised they haven't been sued or anything but then again i saw a store called "6 eleven" in cambodia once so who knows
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get raphael on here so we can hear his side of the story
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2019-09-05 at 6:30 PM UTC
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i do/do not want to get high
i get intrusive thoughts about cutting my fingers off
i get confused and build machines to count the numbers
i dont know why
something about some shit that happened long ago
its not important that you understand my struggle
it used to happen all the time
now it happen double
i miss when i can hide it when the episode was subtle
i stay inside
im a burden
i dont want to scare you
probably drinkin burboun when im fallin its a parachute
45 on me im prepared and i aint scared to shoot
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2019-09-05 at 8:39 PM UTC
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i do/do not want to get high
JUST FOR TODAY I WILL STAY SOBER
however i will still waste the entire fucking day away being a useless sack of shit that nobody cares about
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yea once i was pretty convinced i had a stroke while tekked out so i walked out to the street so that if i collapse or something at least someone would find my body and maybe i'd have a shot at survival. i called my at the time gf and she said i probably didn't have a stroke so i walked to the park while talking to her and 6 cop cars rolled up on me and surrounded me and my paranoia went through the roof even though the cops walked past me down some hill and i hung up and got the fuck out of there and then cleaned my room for 36 hours straight
tek days were so crazy, literally none of that story is exaggerated
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2019-09-01 at 3:38 AM UTC
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Dual boot windows/linux
just dual shoot up meth and heroin and say fuck this computer nerd bullshit
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definitely not. the few friends i have now, i love them for being the only people there for me after i totally hit rock bottom and i'd never fuck them over like that
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2019-09-01 at 3:42 AM UTC
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Photo of Me 40 years ago
So if we could just pretend that I went to college
And traveled abroad
And did something different
Anything but just sitting at home
For three and a half years
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this is me
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