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2018-11-22 at 3:31 AM UTC in The site sucks more than ever. Why you do me like that?I'm sure you'll hate this post too, but I still love you, Risir.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-11-20 at 6:43 AM UTC in So, my mom passed tonight.My heart genuinely goes out to you and yours. I mean it when I say, I wish I could trade places so your mom could be here with you (assuming shes not suffering, and actually wants to continue living), and well... Someone worthless like me could be dead rather than someone who loves and has family who loves her, and most likely a reason to keep living.
I'm sorry it's so hard, especially with the timing too. It completely changed my world when my dad died. He was my best friend, and well... Only real parent I've had...only real family I've had, aside from my son, and a few close friends,and he was closer to me than all of them. I truly sympathize for what you're going through, Hamp. I wish I could do or say something to make it better, but... Unfortunately I can't... Some people say time heals all wounds... I not so sure about that, as I have a lot of wounds in my heart, including my dad dying, that still are yet to heal, but maybe with more time... I don't know.
Be well, Hamp. I'm truly sorry this happened.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-11-19 at 2:06 AM UTC in I'm not dead yet, unfortunately...I have massive blood clots in both legs, septic joint and possible reoccurance of osteomyelitis. I'm at one of the best hospitals in the world. They're thinking surgery after an mri tomorrow.
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2018-10-19 at 12:14 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himself
Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla he was fucking retarded. all he would do was googling a combination of keywords and posting the 1st result.
T-PAIN + neurogenesis
T-PAIN + depression
T-PAIN + autism
autism + brain
brain + T-PAIN
this is the only thing he was capable of doing and would just do it over and over and over and was so fucking retarded he based his entire worldview around these studies as absolute truths. anyone this lame definitely deserves to die.
you're hydro you're a research chemical addict in severe pain 24/7 who writes giant tl;dr posts and we all hate you and we're waiting for you to die. you're the most useless person here now that malice is gone
He investigated, and dug deep into things he was interested in, not just drugs, or research chemicals. He spent a lot of time trying to better himself, to grow out of the illnesses in his mind that held him down from enjoying life. I wish he could have found a solution that didn't involve suicide, but he did try harder than most to fix the seriously fucked up shit going on with him. He certainly wasn't retarded, and he definitely didn't deserve to die.
I really don't care if you, or anyone else here hates me. I do know I have made some really wonderful friends whom I care about a great deal on here, like Malice, over the years, so I know not everyone hates me at any rate, and those that do... they don't matter. You especially don't matter.
Yes, hopefully one day soon my suffering will end, but I can guarantee when my time comes, despite my tight knit group, there will be more people who give a fuck about my passing than when you die. Your own parents would mourn my passing more sincerely than they would when you die. You project a lot, it seems everyone really hates you, sploo, and Malice was miles above you in every aspect, and that's sad considering how deficit he was in some areas. You're a sad, sad, sick puppy, sploo. Maybe one day you'll grow up, but honestly, I think you'll just be a retarded asshole forever.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-19 at 12:18 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himself
Originally posted by totse3.com oh yeah.. more racism. fun!! why don't you guys get a cross, pour gas on it and set it on fire in your living rooms
fucking cunts.
hey… Glok.. if you truly had part in such a thing. that's pretty fucked up. Malice seemed like he needed help. I mean setting all troll play aside, I didn't believe him at first but started feeling the pain he had.
maybe it was troll.. but if it was real, why do you guys celebrate his death? why would you push him over the ledge like this?
Malice wasn't trolling the issues he struggled with. He was a good person too, despite some of the ways he'd come off.
I ca tell you this though, sploo didn't push Malice over the edge. It was a long time coming for him. He tried a lot of different ways to fix his issues. He really did want to get well, be better, know happiness. It's sad he couldn't find that in this life, but I do know it came after years of struggling up hill, and that little retard played no role in shit, he's just such a sad attention seeker he wants to take credit for something that's honestly horrible to want to take credit for in the first place.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-17 at 3:41 PM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himself
Originally posted by Technologist What’s funny is people are arguing over who caused someone’s possible suicide, like it’s a badge of honor.
No one here knows for sure if he even killed himself.
But this is interesting.
What a sad life someone must have if they would be proud of causing someone they've never met, only interacting online, to off themselves.There's no certainty, and I've not been able to find out anything, that he actually did go through with it, but I believe he did. I don't think Malice would troll on that. If he didn't, then he just left the forum, and the online profiles he used for good, starting over.
Malice's ass hairs had more value than anything you, sploo, are worth, ever will be, or anything you've ever done or could do at your best. You're the lowest of the low, and while you think you're some super genius who huffs raid for lulz, Malice really was intelligent, miles more intelligent than you could ever hope to come close to.
You know, I miss Malice a lot, and while he probably doesn't have much more than a few people here, and his immediate family, he sure has more people that miss, and mourn his passing than you will when you finally die (hopefully in a fire).The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-12 at 3:26 PM UTC in Leave an anonymous message to someoneThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-12 at 3:09 PM UTC in Anyone here have esp?Since I've been young, I've always been able to sense when death was coming, when someone was going to die, or immediately know when they passed despite being away from them, sometimes a thousand miles or more, with no prior knowledge of anything that would tip me off, also a lot have been perfectly healthy, and just dropped, nothing to suspect in the least that there was something wrong. I know when it's coming, but a lot of time I wasn't sure who it was coming for when I lived on the farm.
Through my childhood, I guess around the time I was 3-4 years old it started, my first interaction with "Death" was around the time we had a sick dog. The neighbor had poisoned her, but we were trying our damnedest to save her... Nobody really told me before that about death and dying.... but one night I was sitting in my room, and I saw this black shadow figure thing. I said "hey! who're you? What are you doing in my house?" It didn't so much look like a person, rather it was more a moving blob of black mist kinda. It was moving along the wall when I spotted it, but it kinda stopped, and I want to say like turned in my direction, even though it was featureless, I just got that feeling it was looking at me at that moment. It began talking to me. It told me it was there to take my dog. I was really upset and pissed off. Then it explained that she was suffering, that without them (Death) there would be an entire world suffering in pain far more than it already is. It went on that it was not there to do evil, rather, it was there to bring relief. It asked me if I wanted to see my dog sick forever like that. I of course said "no". It then said to me, "Well, wouldn't you rather her be out of pain and free, even though you'll not see her for a long time?" I'd said that I didn't want her to suffer, and if she needed to die, then I guess it was better than her being in pain. I remember talking to this entity for a very long time. I never felt any sort of fear toward it, and at one point it kind of seemed annoyed at my questions, but it tried to answer them. I have the feeling I caught it off guard, surprised I could see it.
Since that first time, I've seen that entity many, many times after. I had a lot of conversations, cried a lot to this thing, and well... got used to this entity coming in and out of my life. Even now, as an adult, I occasionally will see, and hear that entity. A lot of times when I go to hospitals, and nursing homes, that's when I bump into it. I've ran into it at a gas station once, while I'd stopped to go in and pee, coming out, there it was, which caught me off guard. Then as I left, just up the street, not far, there was a terrible accident. Hell, when I was in the nursing home, an elderly resident died in their sleep on my floor. Hours before, I seen that entity again, had it brush by me, and keep going. Next thing I know, about an hour later, I'm down stairs going out to smoke, when they're pulling this lady covered under a sheet out the back of the place.
On another note, some people, like my father in particular, I could read his mind, and he could read my mind too. We always were thinking the same obscure shit at the same time. I don't have connections like that with too many people, nor as strong as it was with my dad. We both sometimes would have the same dreams.
Another thing too, I sometimes have dreams, or strong feelings right before something bad happens. My friends always thought I was a nut because while coming home or going places, I'd sometimes randomly take a different way, that often times was longer, or out of the way. Every time I ignored those feelings something bad would happen.
I don't know... my dad said I was more sensitive to paranormal things because I had been born with a blue veil (It's part of the sac that surrounds the baby in the womb, and while being born, and sometimes it'll grow thick on the baby's face, and have a bluish color to it. Nurses and midwives way back used to dry them out and sell them to ship captains for good luck.). I know my grandmother, my father, and myself had all been born with blue veils, though I really don't know much more than that about it, but that's why he said I picked up on things like I did.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-01 at 1:11 AM UTC in Women of (torvalds) NIS: Do you like getting creampied?Yes, it is very much a turn on to have my husband cum in me, and I really, really don't like that seed to be spilled. I really don't think I could fully enjoy the act if I didn't have him cum in me, as I hate condoms, and who wants to pull out? I did have some health issues with my first copper IUD, but the second one seems to be doing find, placed right, and otherwise not causing issues. I would definitely recommend it as a birth control option. They're also good for 10 years, and can be replaced in that time too. I've had a lot of issues with hormonal forms of birth control and hate condoms, so it boils down to this. Sure, it is pretty painful at first, but after a while it goes away. A lot of woman say it doesn't hurt at all beyond mild discomfort while back in placed,but for me it was a few weeks of pretty bad discomfort, and them it slowly tapered until it's unnoticeable by about the second or third month. Get your bitch to get an IUD and you can cum without fear. It's not hormonal, it's a 5minute procedure you can get done almost any where that deals with birth control (planned parenthood, for example), and it last for a decade, (probably longer, but that's what the fda approved it for) and you can't forget to use it. It's success rate is higher than the pill too.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-27 at 9:34 PM UTC in just banged this hot little 21 yoMore power to ya, narc. I mean... You said you banged her, but didn't exactly state what sort of banging that entailed, so... I really can't recommend much. Just have fun, I suppose. Glad you're enjoying yourself, stay safe, have fun.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-27 at 8:24 PM UTC in I'm sorry if I was mean to youThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-28 at 2:42 AM UTC in You are all mentally illYeah, I agree. I know for sure that I'm pretty out there. I scored higher than you on the autism test malice had us all do around last year,even. I wonder what it's like to be sane? It has to be better than this feeling of sinking dread, anxiety, and despair that continually goes through me all the time, for which I can't say I've had a reprieve from in a long while. At this point, and I hate to say it, but I could really use a benzo, as much as I hate them. I really need help with this shit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-27 at 3:35 PM UTC in I'm sorry if I was mean to youRisir, if you ever just need a hug, lemme know... I got you. *hugs*The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-20 at 9:31 PM UTC in I found Infinityshock in Florida
Originally posted by -SpectraL Fucking lazy, lying pigs. It's indecent exposure, which is a state crime, and it can certainly be prosecuted even if the perp is on his own property.
In Florida there are a lot of small communities that have statutes that allow nudity. It's more common down there than you think.
... And who fucking gives a damn if he's out on his property nude? Why is a dick, pussy, and tits so fucking offensive? We all have genitals ffs. Who cares if kids see him? Like, you afraid the boys will turn gay and the girls will want to hop on? If you don't make a big deal over it then there won't be a big deal. It's life. We were born that way, and frankly Florida is so hot outside with the humidity that it shouldn't be banned anywhere.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-16 at 11:17 PM UTC in MaliceK888
Originally posted by Ensign §m£ÂgØL Predicted this response too so typical
A prediction is usually stated prior to the event occurring.
Why does it even matter to you? It feels like you're just hoping shit is fucked up between us. I was responding to Risir to begin with, and expecting people to be going through depression after life altering and threatening illnesses is like saying you expect the sun to rise tomorrow. Life is hard sometimes,especially when you already have mental health issues to boot, which we both do.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-17 at 12:17 AM UTC in Hannah Hays, possible retard, can no longer get workLet's be honest here, people. If she didn't have a speech impediment (which I'd bet money she had years of speech therapy too, she's not that bad sounding compared to others like her. You can tell how she carefully says her words.) she would sound like every other stupid, dumb bimbo we see everyday in the streets.
What I don't get is why she's poor mouthing so much if she's doing well in this industry. She's acting like getting a script filled (benzos aren't that expensive) is some huge expense. She also seems to think that the act of sex is a transaction where if she doesn't get a monetary compensation, then she's being taken advantage of. Oh, and the "drugs are bad (umm Kay) and people who do drugs are bad" makes her sound even more retarded.
She sounds very immature especially when she discussed her future g"business", and decorating her room, and families house. Lol. I think she's got the mental intellect of a 14-16 year old. She was very well scripted for the interview, and you could see it when she was asked a question she wasn't prepared for.
Meh, there are plenty of other retards out there who don't have a speech impediment and are "normal" with the same same level of intellect as this girl in the world, so fuck it,let her do what she wants. She'll be back to working a minimum wage job in no time anyway once she's washed up and loses her youth. She knows what she's doing. She might be stupid, but she understands the grasp of it all. There are plenty of people who've had issues, aren't the sharpest tools in the shed, and have hard lives, and mental issues, so I'm not anymore sympathetic for her than any other person.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-16 at 6:41 PM UTC in Malice
Originally posted by DietPiano Read my autistic rants instead
Malice had very unique autistic rants that I do not believe you can replicate.
You're not going to keep me up to date on the latest research chemical out there that cures x, y, or Z mental illness. You're not going to go on with source links, then divulge into a tangent about how cool something regarding one source/journal states is. You're not going to hypothesis how two of these drugs could work together to do x task in curing mental illness/or some other condition.
Or sometimes he'd go on about the latest and greatest in autism fashion. Those were fun. Or sometimes when he'd go on rants when he was super pissed off. Or when he'd go on philosophical or political debates with Lanny, or some other autist.
I appreciate your invitation, just... You can't compare to the autism powers Malice possessed. I really miss him and no one can take his place as king of autism. I wish he'd have wrote a book. Maybe you all didn't care for him as much as I did, but it's a shame so many could easily toss aside someone who was a cornerstone (IMO) of the community like it seems you all have.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-08-22 at 3:36 PM UTC in When you see a post from EnteritaThought he was leaving though? Well, lol, we all know that's bullshit. Nobody leaves for good. We all wind up right back here eventually. He might be gone for a while, but soon enough his little autistic, woman hating ass will come back to cry about why girls don't like him before too much time goes by.
Our dear little cumcake.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-08-16 at 3:22 AM UTC in this guy says it as it is for realMy only grip thus far (I'm only on #14) is that raw pork isn't safer because we feed the pigs better, no, it's because we keep them in concrete stalls in commercial operations now days, which keeps them off the dirt, which we've been doing for so long we've gotten rid of the trichinella spiralis, which causes trichinosis. Trichinella spiralis can be easily gotten rid of with the administration of fenbazendole deworming agent, in both pigs and people. So, you see, when you take a group, and isolate them away from where it can spread, and it's easy to control the cleanliness of the area, as well as give them deworming agents regularly, that it basically stomped out this in commercial pigs, pork sold in grocery stores.
It has NOTHING to do with "feeding pigs better". Pasture raised pork, that's fed scraps from the table, left over milk, and them being left to graze (which they do, that most people don't know and are surprised to learn, and it's why they use pigs to hunt for truffles) on a reasonable sized plot, where they're not being stuck knee high in their own shit, as some people allow, then that pig is being fed better than their commercial counter part, which honestly, is terrible how those pigs are raised, it's a sin any living creature should suffer such abuse, indignity, torture, and pain in their short lives.
Commercial pigs are fed a blend of fats, proteins, and carbs, that are scientifically shown to be the best ratio to get a pig to gain weight as fast as possible, along with antibiotics (they'd have a high mortality rate otherwise, and studies show antibiotic raised calves at least (haven't read about pigs but I'm sure it's probably the same) gain weight at a faster rate, lower mortality, and reach their slaughter weight sooner.
The pig raised "free range", which is similar to how they would be in the wild, along with the addition of scraps or grain, DEFINITELY taste better than their commercial counterparts. So, who's "fed better"? The free range pig, as well as them being raised HUMANELY. The free range pig CAN contain trichinella spirlis. I mean, I've taken my chances and always cooked my free range pork medium rare to medium and on occasion eaten raw free range pork. I've never had trichinosis. It's a risk, yes, but I'm not fucking cremating my pork just because of some worm I can clear up with a 2$ dose of dewormer. I'd rather have a pig raised humanely to eat any day of the week with the small risk than fucking the atrocity that is commercial pork rearing, anyway. Just cook your meat a little longer, it doesn't have to be burnt to kill the small chance of a worm. Also, if you regularly deworm your pigs, you likely won't ever have this problem, just as I never did, and I dewormed mine regularly, and as needed.
Have fun with that, I guess.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-08-14 at 3:30 AM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!