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2019-05-10 at 10:41 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionTramadol is shit. It can cause seizures too, especially at higher doses.
It makes me feel like shit. I used to give it away when I was 16 and had my poo-poo platter of narcotics. (Not that tramadol is or should be classified as a narcotic, but damn did I get a lot of scripts to fill. Shit I still have a pretty healthy platter of shit to fill now. I can barely walk, and not for long either. I do have MRSA still in my femur and
Knee too, so Id probably be dead without the shit I take.)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-20 at 2:23 AM UTC in The Smear Zone is an area around your ass hole where there is dried excrement...This is why the ever wise Malice used a bidet and wet wipes. I use wet wipes myself and shower when ever I can after a shit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-17 at 1:50 AM UTC in Anyone here experienced with Arduino, or at least electronic circuitry more generally?
Originally posted by snab_snib you're not going to do shit because you have a mental illness. stop doing meth or whatever it is that you're doing. leave the fucking intercom alone. you're a complete fucking idiot and have no business messing with electric devices. if you were smart you'd just wire it to a fucking jack and plug it into your computers mic in. but you're not smart, you just like to pretend that you are, but since you aren't, anything you do under the assumption that you are smart will fail completely. start living under the assumption that you're a fuckin idiot and you'll get better results
Dpnt listen to this faggot. I think what you're doing is cool and I want to see you succeed. However, I dont have any advice for you... I wanna learn too.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-15 at 10:33 AM UTC in The moon, the stars, the sky.Oh, and mq, we didnt always "formally" star gaze. Honestly, most the time it was because my father was a smoker and up all night, so being my grandma was allergic to smoke, we would go sit outside to smoke. So it cpuld be hours that we'd be out there or sometimes just for a cigarette. Also depended on how the sky was. If it was cloudy, we weren't out so much, but if it was clear, we could be out there all night, coming in only for drinks, snacks, and cigarettes, and also for me to piss... He'd just piss off the portch of course- he was a real man... A Manly-man.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-14 at 9:49 PM UTC in Manny please ban Infinitycuck
Originally posted by DontTellEm Lol. Don't ban FL banny!
Do it, I don't live there anymore anyway. If it rids us of Infinitycuck, do it.
Lanny, if you don't ban Infinitycuck, I swear to god I will fucking move to SF and I will be begging for your change on the days you ride to work.
I swear to God, Lanny, and if you don't fucking give me said change, I'll spray mace in your vents (so dont think winding the window up will work.)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-15 at 4:17 AM UTC in The moon, the stars, the sky.The moon is about 3/4ths full, and its gorgeous, especially when the sky is cloudless, as it's been here and there, and fairly little clouds right now.
I spent A LOT of my childhood, teens, and early to mid 20's lookimg up at the night sky with my dad. We spent hours and hours gazing at the stars, telling stories, discussing astronomy and science, off the wall possibilities, religion, politics... Everything. Very often we'd be under a sky like tonight from sundown to sun up.
I consider looking at the sky and the stars magical. As my dad often would say "baby, you're looking back in time." And he was right. Where else can you gaze and see something that at this very moment may be dead and gone by now? And we won't know until the light reaches us, or lack thereof for many stars that'll just blip out of existence one day.
I'll always think of my dad everytime I look at the night sky. I'm really lucky I have those memories and got to spend the time I did with him enjoying something so amazing and awe inspiring.
How often do you look at the stars, moon and other heavenly bodies? Is there a star out there that you consider "yours"? What's the coolest thing about astronomy/in the night sky to you? -
2019-05-14 at 12:31 AM UTC in Manny please ban InfinitycuckFor continuously posting thread stretching spam of Bill Krozby's dick. Shit is getting ridiculous. I don't ever ask for anyone to be banned, but it makes whole threads next to unreadable because of that shit. Its fucking retarded.. So much so it wouldn't and shouldn't even be accepted in trt.
Edit: lol didnt realize until after I made the thread that my stupid autocorrect did 'Manny' instead of 'Lanny'. Sorry ;)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-13 at 3:22 PM UTC in A white guy with dreadlocks smoking weed listening to ReggaeI mean... I see these people around this one bar/club that has a lot of local and I guess "underground" groups play. He'll, they have a lot of variety, even some bluegrass. Some of them who go regularly are white as milk but have dreads. They're cool folks.
Now I have a phone I'll try to snap some pics to show you the rare albino dreaded weirdos lol.
Whatever floats their boat. As long as they are nice people I dont care how they dress or style their hair. I would never do it as some people say it stinks and is nasty however Ive not been able to tell but if I dont wash my hair regularly I get bad dandruff. That started when I had the infection crop up last year. Never had an issue with my hair this bad before that.
I'll have to find some of the reggae tracks I like to listen to. Its been a while and I cant remember the names of the groups or songs :(The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-13 at 5:15 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by mmQ Hey goodnight Hydro. Happy Mothers Day sorry I didnt say it earlier but it's still 11:45 here. XD
Hey I appreciate the good will, although I usually find mothers day a painful holiday... Just like most other holidays... But thank you.
Youre a good guy, mq. I enjoy your "company" on here, and well, I do look forward to your posts. Hope you get shit figured out with what I believe may be a low testosterone issue... Whatever it is, I hope youre able to get it figured out and fixed. Love ya, buddy. Have a good night. :)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-13 at 4:01 AM UTC in City of Baltimore got ransomeware..
Originally posted by Sophie Well yes and no. If you target a big organization's mission critical infrastructure you can get away with asking for a lot, since it's likely cheaper to pay the ransom than risk being non-operational for God knows how many days.
It always depends on how much the ransom costs vs. How much money will be lost due to bwing not operational for however long it would take to replace whatever was lost... Assuming it can be replaced.
However paying doesn't guarantee that your data will be recovered. You are dealing with criminals who are ransoming your data... They could decide to be even bigger dickheads and not give you a way to get your data back.
How the fuck do these large companies and shit not have offline, secure backups of their most important data at the least? Idiots.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-12 at 4:09 PM UTC in Pedo appreciation threadHow the hell can that little Asian girl have such big tits/cleavage, yet be so young. Either an older Asian woman who appears young (it does happen, a lot of Asian woman appear to look like children, and many TRY to look like children.) OR, photoshop.
I feel that pedophilia is a mental illness, and just because someone has a desire does not mean they've acted on it. People who have those desires need help, and to be encouraged to satisfy their sexual urges in a healthy way, that doesn't harm a child. I don't care if that way is by watching animated porn, or cgi type pornos or whatever. Fuck, I don't care if they fuck robotic dolls, so long as a child isn't being harmed.
I just think that going to ostresize pedophiles, going on witch hunts, and pushing them outside of society makes it impossible for them to GET HELP, and if they can't get help, are cornered outside of society, then they have no incentive to protect the children in the society they should be apart of, thus they are more likely to offend, and harm a child.
If a person gets caught for watching child porn that they DL of the internet, and all they are is punished, and put on a list which makes it next to impossible to find work, or live anywhere, and they aren't given ANY mental health help while in prison... all it is, is people rubbing their dick that they destroyed some perverts life. It does nothing to protect children. To protect children, that person SHOULD face reprocussions, however they NEED mental health help, and guidance on how to express their desires in a safe way that doesn't harm children. Maybe for that person it's animated porn, or a doll, or maybe just being celibate, but there are ways that these people can be helped, and also avoid children from being victimized. Ostresizing them doesn't work though, and actually puts more children in danger.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-11 at 10:09 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by DietYellow it's good for migraines though because of the SRI that I would refuse to take had it not had an opioid attached to it because fuck that noise.
That's ironic though, considering you call people pieces of shit who use opioids and act all superior since you kicked using heroin, and act better than everyone else who uses heroin/strong opioids...
At the end of the day they all can cause addiction. I've seen a tramadol addict, believe it or not. I never thought it was possible, but there he was in my living room. He ordered it from veterinarian pharmacies that didnt check too close. Lol it was retarded but it happens.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-11 at 12:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by DietYellow Tramadol is one of the only things that has directly helped my migraines, almost certainly because it has SRI properties as well as the opioid for dual action. It's almost tailor made for migraines.
I never get seizures. I do a lot of drugs and benzo withdrawal, and potassium od, and other things that should by right give me seizures and I never get them. I must have a really high threshold. Also I take two antiseizure drugs in high doses and only 400mg a day, which is about right for me.
Good luck on the mrsa. Also, go bek 2 hospital and shoot pills again.
Hey, if they work for you, more power. I'm just saying how they work for me, which isn't good, and for a drug that's handed out so willy-nilly, compared to others, it really should be looked at harder than it is. It's more dangerous than vicodin, and percocets, that's for sure.
Glad you found something that works though.
As for going back to the hospital, they won't keep me any longer. I can't get rid of my infection, I'm just fucked. I don't want to stay there anyway. I want to live what life I have however long or short it is.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-10 at 7:52 PM UTC in Where should I go?
Originally posted by DietYellow "I'm just gonna be a heroin addict for the rest of my life, at the old old age of 35 not even."
If you really understood chronic pain, and the relief opioids give/quality of life, then you would understand.
It's tiring to try to explain this to people, such as yourself, that don't care to understand or listen.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-08 at 3:18 AM UTC in Friends, my penis is officially brokenYou may have low testosterone. It starts decreasing in men at 30, I believe.
Malice wrote about it years ago. It happens to a lot of men. Hell, especially to men who've been on opioids for years and years. I seen a marked difference with my piece of shit ex of 11 years when he took the testosterone I had ordered from an online pharmacy malice had recommended. The only problem was is that he went overboard and began taking a shit ton of it ,and not cycling it properly, then he became and even bigger piece of shit asshole nigger, and being way more aggressive, and rapey. He was always rapey, and hell, raped me for at least 8 years in my sleep, but it got a lot worse then.
It could help IF DONE correctly. Just a thought... one are dear old friend Malice would approve of.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-07 at 4:25 PM UTC in Guy gets sixty days for banging a beagleLook, I don't care if someone is having "consentual" sex with an animal (where the animal isn't being forced and/or harmed- there are those into beastiality who damn near worship then ground their furry, four-legged "partner" walks on, and they are treated better than a lot of people treat their girlfriends or wives.) But abuse of any kind should never be tolerated. They should fucking castrate and hang that nigger. I bet a lot who are into zoophilia wouldalso agree with me.
Check out their subreddit. It's wild lol. But hey, as long as they aren't harming, causing pain, abusing or neglecting the animal, then why the fuck should I care? Animals fuck in the wild, we breed dogs. Shit, some "breeding" boils down to down right rape anyway to get the horse or dog knocked up. That's why when they hand breed mares , they usually put breeding shackles on her hind legs so she won't kick and fuck up the stud. That's also why pasture breeding is better. The mare has more success rates because she won't let the stud breed until she can actually take in the estrus cycle. It also is better for both psychologically.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-05-05 at 2:56 AM UTC in update on my homeless adventuresThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-05 at 2:48 AM UTC in update on my homeless adventuresThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-05-02 at 9:41 PM UTC in update on my homeless adventuresWell, I'm now living in a car owned by a homeless Vietnam vet who'd like literally adopted me as his daughter. He has a lot of health issues, and was told 18months ago he has 6months to live because of his aortic stenosis and low platelet count or something. He also has night terrors, but it's not too terrible. I just wake him when he screams in his sleep and tell him it's all okay. It's only happened twice since I've been with him, and before I was with him it was every night so I guess I have helped somehow lessen those bad dreams.
He's really a cool dude. He doesn't do dope (I did give him a TINY bit a while ago when he fell and hurt his leg bad, for the pain so he could sleep, but he doesn't do dope on the regular. Actually, he had only done dope once before I gave him that and it made him sick, so he didn't ever want to do it again, until he got hurt and I hard to convince him it'd help the pain, which it did.), years ago he had a bit of a run in with cocaine, but he only did it daily for about 6months and quit, and has no desire to fuck with it again. All he does is smoke weed. He's fun as shit to talk to, tell stories with, listen to stories he's got to tell (which he has A LOT of cool stories), and OMFG the people who have fucked me over, he's said "fuck them niggers! Want me to run them over? I'll probably be dead soon anyway, and you can just have my car, I'll sign the title over to you. " LMFAO. He was serious too. I told him no, they weren't worth it.
We got a room last night and today so we can shower, and rest up in a bed for a while. (We both have a bed, he's not interested in sex with me, thankfully.) Hell, too, sleeping in a car is so much better than on the ground or in an abandoned house. God, it's so much easier and less walking.
I'm doing so much better away from those leeching assholes who stole from me. I have way more money, and less bullshit. My friend I'm with now just gave me 150$ for dope today which was cool. I helped him get his service transferred to a new phone since his took a shit about 2 weeks ago. Saved him 60$ since he would have just got a new service card along with the new phone he bought.
Soon I'll have enough to get a room. Other shit will also be coming through soon too. Oh, and my friend has is social security and VA disability checks which definitely comes through to help me.
Yesterday we went out to this restaurant/diner I haven't been to since I was a kid. My dad and I used to go there at all hours of the night (open 24/7), sometimes at 2am to get chipped beef and gravy (also known as 'shit on a shingle') because they made the best. Oh, my God,all their food is soooooo good. I got an order of stuffed French toast and it was fucking awesome. I got it with blueberries. They had it with the blueberry syrup, and fresh, sweet, ripe blueberries on top the whipped cream, and the homemade pudding. It was fucking amazing. Their waffles were super good too. They had some super good batter. So crispy, sweet and tasty.
I will say, being out here, I do eat well. I get handed food from people all the time. I got Chinese food (chicken fried rice, lo mein, and egg rolls (although the egg rolls were no where near as good as the ones 1337 made). Some shit people literally just bought and decided to give it to me on the way home lol. It also got a hot ,whole cheesesteak sub someone just got and gave me, a long with an ice cold coke. One time, about a month ago, a dude gave me some fancy beers. I don't usually drink beer (1337 did turn me on to yingling though, but I rarely drink anyway), but they were... different, I guess. I took a few sips off one just to try it and gave the rest to this one dude who likes to drink.
I panhandle for a couple hours in the morning and make minimum 50$. I do it again in the afternoon and make between 35-60$. On the weekends I can fucking clear over 200$ in just the night. Same with game days too. Hell, I've had cops give me money too.
I won't be on the streets too long. This situation sucks, but I'll manage. My leg is getting stronger too.
Ive been getting my friend into panhandling too. Before he was scared because he grew up in this area, but now it's been overrun with yuppies. Anyone he knew is either dead, moved alway from being taxed out of their home or on the street too. Hes worked all his life, served in Vietnam (he lucked out and was stationed in the Mediterranean though). His stepfather best him terrible as a kid so he got a car and slept in it to avoid the abuse when he was a teen. Hes spent a lot of his life living out of a vehicle just because he didn't want to deal with bullshit from renting places or rooms. He also likes just up and going to visit friends he has in Ohio, or just... going somewhere, which I fucking love. I have enough dope, we just up and go. If I don't have enough money I've made, he just gets it for me so we can just go see cool shit.
Things have been a lot better now. It still isn't great, but... it is what it is. I still don't care if I live or die, but... I'm not actively trying to kill myself. I've got to know a lot of dope dealers too who will hook me up if I need it, and look out for me. Fucker who robbed me got the shit beat out of him by this one kid I do business with sometimes. I was shocked lol.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-04-29 at 7:49 PM UTC in What's the biggest scene you've seen people causing in public?Dude... the city I'm in I see scenes all the fucking time. I saw a woman making a huge fit scene 15 minutes ago. Last night a drunk homeless asshole went off outside a bar wanting people to fight him. It was retarded. The bouncer threw his bucket that had all his personal possessions in the street after he started shit. I LOLed hard. He walked off saying he'd be back with a gun lmfao, right.
This place is crazy as fuck. I'm up on what is considered one of the worst parts of the city. Most people treat me alright. Most of the dealers look out for me.
I'll tell you more tales of 'scenes' when I have more time. I've seen some serious shit lol. Fuck, the police got called for a scene on a bus down the street about an hour ago. The fire department was also putting out a fire that got started in an abandoned row home too, not but 1 block from that first scene.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!