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2017-06-24 at 3:18 PM UTC in Do you own any weapons?
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2017-06-18 at 11:45 AM UTC in Crazy Glue in Dick
Originally posted by infinityshock stop posting stupid shit. as a matter of fact…stop posting at all.
there are a billion alternatives to doing something that, regardless of sanitization procedures undertaken, is virtually guaranteed to cause an introduction of really nasty microbes somewhere they have no business being. as i said in previous posts…a prognosis/diagnosis/treatment plan is virtually infinite depending on the type of blockage and location, but you jump right to possibly the most invasive, damaging, and likely to cause infection. probably would even need a full surgical suite for that shit, as elaborate as it is.
if its a male (wouldnt work on a female…but thats not the point of the OP) the blockage in the urethra could simply be bypassed and the ruined section (if not possible to repair) could be replaced with some sort of surgical-grade tubing. or…poor bastard…a perpetual piss bag/catheter.
kidney stone blockage is not the same thing as a urethra being forcibly sealed with a functioning adhesive. completely different treatment regimen, ffs.
stfu and go back to abusing your child.
Fuck you, faggot. It could be implemented on a female and this is legit as an emergency treatment. You're WAY over estimating introduction of infection. OF FUCKING COURSE you need to clean site before introducing the needle and be in a clean environment, preferably sterile if at all possible, you shit-stain faggot!
They use needles and tocars with a canndula attached to puncture the rumen in goats, cattle, and sheep to relieve gas pressure in emergency situations, and rarely is there much of any sanitizing prior- granted, most don't give a fuck as much as if this were a human, but there is good prognosis when done properly, and most do make it. I've done this one time, and had full recovery. This was done in a drive-way, on her farm on a goat. I spayed the area down with a hose to knock down dust, and used a bottle of bleach to "hillbilly" sterilize the area as best as I could. I shaved the skin with clippers, and used 93% rubbing alcohol to clean the skin and my hands (after doing a good washing/scrubbing before hand). There was no infection to occur. This was also done into an organ (rumen) with a FUCKTON of bacteria which could have caused infection at the puncture site. It did not. The real fear here is introduction of bacteria of a nasty variety into the rumen. I advised administration of a 10 day antibiotic course (bactrim was my choice for availability, cost, what was on hand, and for being a good one for both gram-neg./gram pos. bacteria.) though she DID NOT follow my advise here, and goat was still fine. It wasn't hard, and while a second person to help was definitely easier than alone, it could have been preformed solo. This would translate just fine to a human, as well- male or female.
There isn't a whole lot of difference in what I described doing, and being we are talking an emergency situation. I described in laymen's terms "decompression of bladder via cystocentesis".
Ideally, you'd want to have an ultrasound machine so you can clearly see, and aid in placement, but it could be done without one, having someone very familiar with where the badder and other organs lie.
It is not "guarenteed to introduce microbes" with some common fucking sense, which it's obvious you lack. This is a legitimate procedure to do to buy time to empty the badder, before surgery on the urethra to be unblocked.
Get fucked faggot. I'm going to be nice and source you everything I described, faggot. Now, suck my nice fat, big, black 12-inch e-cock.
I have forgotten more practical medicine than you've ever known or will know in your life, nigger. I also am not afraid to save lives, be they human or animal. At the end of the day, we overall have the same parts, and it's just minor tweaks to adjust one treatment from animal to animal, with a few little side-notes here and there to worry about. Treatments found to aid human's usually started off on an animal first, anyway. You also mentioned "alternatives"- in an emergency, where you got a bladder full of piss and a blockage, you don't have a lot of time to fuck around unless you wanna cause damage that'll be a lot harder and more invasive to fix.
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2017-06-16 at 12:05 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI'm a caretaker for a vietnam veteran, who's a fucking full blown alcoholic, who's in denial over it (i.e. "I only have a couple drinks a day..." which is a bold-faced lie, and he forgets the part that he'd not had a single day off in 20 years or more, except while in the hospital, which they had no idea he was in withdrawals, but he gets gabapentin and they had him doped up on pain-killers too). He thinks the one time that he quit drinking cold-turkey, that my mother whom he buys pills off of (adderall, hydrocodone, and oxycodone, sometimes), the lady she gets the adderall from had gave him LSD "by mistake". First, she doesn't dabble with hallucinogenics, just weed and her adderall script, and secondly- LSD isn't like main stream pop culture describes "acid". He was hallucinating ants all over his body, and thinking he had to shoot anyone who came to his door, and that there was some big conspiracy against him, and this non-nonsensical logic story playing through his head. He refuses to believe this could be anything other that "acid" or LSD, rather than being what I truly believe it was- alcohol withdrawal, which can, in bad cases cover every symptom he displayed, and is far more probable than "accidentally" sold acid, which comes on blotter paper, not fucking capsuled pills (but he don't know, or believe that...)
His legs are like raw meat from agent orange exposure. They are nothing, but open, weeping sores- both legs. from knee to tips of his toes, to which he barely has any toes and his to nails are completely rotted off. He's been told that he needs to keep his legs elevated, but he refuses to do so because it hurts, and which is a huge reason he drinks as much as he does. Over the last year, he's been refusing more and more to even go to bed, and sleeps in his chair, which causes his legs to go numb, lose circulation, then lose feeling, thus minimizing pain- at least until he has to get up and walk or go to bed at night. I can tell the nights he sleeps in bed, versus when he sleeps in the chair when I change his bandages on his legs, it gets fucking worse and worse every time. He also needs to move more, as he's morbidly obese and has been falling a lot. He has next to no muscle mass. He's gone from using a cane to a walker in a year and from falling once in a blue moon to falling several times a week- sometimes more. He doesn't want to go to the hospital (when they have him, he's in there minimum a month for rehab, unless like last time he lied and expected my mother and I to wait on him hand and foot, like we do anyway, and fight to get him in the house- he also told the physical therapy lady to go fuck herself politely when she called to set up an appointment to come to the house to do sessions with him, which pissed me off terribly.)
WORST PART- beyond the bandages of stinking raw meat, or the fact that getting him to take a shower is hell (a year a go it wasn't, he showered fine and looked forward to every chance he got since he could only do it twice a week, when the nurse came to replace the bandages, but now it's 3 times a week, summer has come, and last year he even got maggots on his legs from the flies in the house because he lives like a fucking pig), Nope! He has a penis, that resembles more a vagina with huge swollen testicles- literally. There's nothing there... I kinda feel sorry for him- he's smaller than a micro-penis... and I often wonder if he ever did have a dick, and if this really is from agent orange. So, because of his non-existent penis, and his mobility issues deteriorating more and more (albeit, he was doing this from go, for years, out of laziness) he pisses in a piss jug... Which is anything he can find when he has to piss. He does have designated jugs... but sometimes he just grabs a pitcher or whatever... a bowl... a cup.. and leaves it there... and they pile up, get hidden around, and the whole fucking house smells like rotten meat and piss so fucking bad (sometimes shit, because he's getting to the point he's so lazy he waits til the last second to go take a shit, and then sometimes he shits all over the floor, can't clean it up, but tries by smearing it around everywhere, then doesn't tell anyone until days later when it's stuck on everything and he's tracked shit everywhere on his bandaged feet that I have to then handle to take off his bandages.) HE FUCKING REFUSES TO GO DO IT IN THE BATHROOM and dump them when he's done! He first said "I can't make it". Okay, fine. Then, when you're done pissing in you jug, take it and empty it into the toilet so the whole house doesn't have to smell like fucking putrid urine. His current designated jug is a giant square animal crackers jar, and it gets heavy... way too heavy for him to carry, but fucker can sure get his giant fucking wine bottle (in the jug-style bottles with the hole on the side to hold while pouring) WTF?!?!?! Fine, but now he don't want to use a smaller one, and I AM the one who's gotta empty the fucking things because his ass is too lazy and he doesn't want to fucking make any effort for himself to do as the doctor's tell him... but "if I had money (which he does...) I'd go to a specialist instead of at the VA. He has medicare too, which is only a 20% deductable, and since he's been in the hospital a couple times this year, his 100$ has been met, but he won't fucking make the appointment, but bitches about it all the time. Same with pain management, which I know would help him cut back on drinking and help him move around and keep his legs elevated more, but he won't do it.
this leaves my ass fetching beers as I'm running around for appointments, work, and all sorts of other bullshit... He also won't take his showers on my time, or let me take his bandages off (doctor even said he should air them out for a few hours each day, before they get put back on) earlier than RIGHT when he's ready to take a shower, and now since he has fallen a dozen times in the shower now (as well as evweywhere else and I'm the only one, even though I've got a bad back, can get his ass up- seriously, one day I was out and my mother's muscluar male friend who works out couldn't get him up and he had to wait til I got home and the fucker didn't even wait to help me, I had to do it solo) I've GOT to be there to help him, but he doesn't want help until he's fallen, because he's embarrassed of his non-existent cock, even though he walks around with his shorts falling off his ass, and balls hanging out the leg... or that I'll have to see him naked when he DOES fall and it's fucking harder... and he fucking drags his ass doing it so I can get to my appointments on time or get to sleep since I started a job that is 100% night shifts (10pm-6am). He cries when I make him take a shower because he fucking STINKS, FUCKING STINKS BAD, too. Then he got all offended I said he stunk, when fuck... he TOLD me to tell him since he said he can't smell when he is smelling badly. It's Goddamn ridiculous! My son is 10 times easier than this even when he was a fucking newborn baby for fuck's sake! I take care of a goddamned man child!
Oh, and he won't turn on the AC. He insists he's "cold" when the house thermometer reads fucking 95 degrees F in the house. Like WTF, dude?!?! Everyone else is sweating balls, but he's wearing a fucking sweater, and I can't believe it since fuck, he weighs 315lbs. He refuses to even believe that something is wrong and thinks my mother and I our the crazy ones for thinking it's hot...
I think he's developing Alzheimer's since he asked the same questions over and over, does some really weird shit, and fucking can't remember anything to save his goddamned life. He's literally been giving me seizures. An hour before I go to work he SCREAMS my name (which gets the macaw doing it too) and fucking stresses me out telling me "TIME FOR WORK!!!!" or he screams through the house where I can hear him at the fucking mailbox, hollering at the fucking bird! This is why sometimes he's fallen and I don't notice right away because... he's always screaming about something... Always crying wolf. THe shit about that is, I'm awake, I have a routine. I get very anxious before I leave, but it only takes me 5 minutes to get there, so I don't need to leave until 9:30-9:45 to be there with some extra time. First day of work, I seizured before going in, and luckily, got to the bathroom at work before having another one. Seizured in the parking lot the next day before leaving, and every fucking day, it fucks with me so bad when he gets to screaming about when I have to be at work- fuck, I've worked since I've been 16. I know when, how long it takes to get there, and how I need to get ready to go. I've never, ever needed reminders to fucking do this and be ready and on time for work. He still keeps doing it... it's going to kill me.
I had a rule about not driving after having a seizure for at least 24 hours. Can't do that anymore. I've told these fuckers I've had a seizure, they've SEEN me have a seizure, and still.... "Oh, btw, you need to take him to a doctor's appointment" or in the case of seizuring before work... it's not far, but goddamn, you think anyone could fucking drop me off to work? Fuck no... I'm going to have to get into an accident while seizuring and maim or kill myself or someone else for them to take them seriously. It pisses me off so badly... Tey don't respect me at all, or give two fucks I'm endangering myself every time I drive when I feel or have had a seizure.
Murder/suicide is my only option...
...but only after I go visit Piles of Crack for his birthday this week coming up, and fuck him silly. I seriously need dick. I'm so sexually deprived, it's not funny. I can't orgasm through masturbation, which sucks really bad. God, I can't wait to bury his huge cock deep inside me. -
2017-06-17 at 6:39 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSIn a few days ill also be a few states away sexually abusing piles of crack- fuck yeah!
Happy birthday, lover :) -
2017-06-13 at 11:51 PM UTC in I got my mail-order kid today
Originally posted by HampTheToker I got my son his first rifle this year after his seventh birthday. Most excited he's ever been.
All children should learn gun safety even if they aren't exposed to firearms at home. At some point in their lives they will encounter a gun in one way or another. I sleep a little easier knowing that my son can tell the difference between a toy and the real thing and knows how to handle either.
I got my first .22 Stainless steel bull-barrel rifle at 7. My dad put his foot down and my mother had a fucking fit, but he wouldn't budge on this one... Still have it actually. -
2017-06-10 at 11:45 PM UTC in The best ways to pass a drug test
Originally posted by infinityshock youre not reading what im typing. did anyone read the part about where ive had training and certification in this shit? like by a real national organization chartered to do this shit? no really…i actually did post that. i checked, just to make sure i was abundantly clear that my qualifications supersede your qualifications as a druggie in this matter.
GC/MS will detect MOST (not all) toxins and MOST (not all) drug metabolites, STORED IN THE PROPER NON-LEECHING CONTAINERS, regardless for about a year, and doesnt give a fuck about being frozen down to about dry-ice temps. but this is GC/MS…do you know how much that shit costs?
freezing WILL denature some of the proteins that are used for markers in tests to determine if a sample has been adulterated or not.
you fucking idiots so concerned with your piss tests are letting those drugs youve ODd on interfere with your thought processing. im fucking saying. that freezing piss. will induce changes to the piss. that will be detected. by aspects of the testing process. specifically designed to identify tests that have been adulterated.
fucking shit. is that fucking clear enough? short sentences of about second grade reading level. you people are fucking stupid.
you know what. fuck you all. i dont know what im talking about. i know nothing about anything and never have and never will. go piss in an ice cube container, freeze it, then when the time comes for a piss test jam it up your piss pipe into your bladder for it to thaw out for later. damn, you showed me.
Yeah, I do know how much GC/MS costs. I've had 26 GC/MS tests done. I have qualifications on this shit I'm not een going to get into here, but omg "I'm certified by a national organization" whoopie... did you get yours out of a cracker jack box, faggot? Probably, that's where most come from anyway. FYI, too to add to this debate, there is no federal standards on how UAs are conducted.
Source me, faggot. seriously, show me one fucking article/journal/source or reliable piece of info from a reputable source where freezing denatures "markers" that would indicate for a drug UA the specimen was "adulterated" in all common UAs done in the USA. Do it, faggot- you can't.
they check for salt content (why dilution is a big one to worry about here). they check to make sure it's real piss. They check some idiot didn't put bleach in it, but by their own storage practices, FREEZING WILL NOT RESULT IN A FAIL EVEN IN GC/MS testing! I KNOW FOR A FACT! -
2017-06-09 at 11:03 PM UTC in ATTN: 1337/Bipolar HighRoller
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2017-06-08 at 2:11 AM UTC in The effects of smoking OG Gas every day on your mental health.I think marijuana has far more negative effects for some people than most of the legalize marijuana community wants to own up to. It's a fine drug, has a good safety profile, and DOES help some people, but it's not some magic cure-all for everyone like most of the pro-marijuana community would like you to believe.
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2017-06-03 at 8:17 PM UTC in I wish to be diagnosed with some kind of medical problemwhy? and it's "Hypo-", as in "low" ("hyper-" indicates "high") not "hyo-" lmfao, you retard piece of shit.
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2017-06-02 at 11:01 PM UTC in Someone will find one of your tweets offensive and block you without your consent
Originally posted by Shitfucker i don't twitter
Neither do I. It's gay and retarded IMO.
Can someone fill me in on the whole twitter craze? Why the fuck is it so popular, what's the niche it fills... it just feels like more blithering idiots, and/or ads being crammed down users throats from what I've seen and heard about regarding twitter. I know a lot of people who use it to promote their shit, which is okay, whatever, but that's why I feel like it's just ad-space than any true social interaction. I also don't like the format and layout of it- feels very hard to follow and invest time to read and keep up on that shit. I don't know. I think it'll end up like "myspace" and be dead in a few short years- it feels very much to be a fad right now.
How many people use twitter regular or semi-regular here, at least? What do you use it for, and what do you enjoy about it? -
2017-06-01 at 4:02 AM UTC in If you slice open a major artery in your leg...With pigs, goats and cows, slicing their throat to butcher them, using a razor sharp knife it would take about 10 seconds for then to be unconscious. Now I know the would area is different and we don't even know if what you're looking at is a artery (could be just a big ass vein. Arteries have a lot more pressure going through them and why you don't want to IV in them. The arteries are forcing blood to all the parts of the body, viens are the return portion that gets the blood cycled back to the heart. Less pressure and its going in that direction, so again why it makes even more sense beside the fact shooting up in an artery isn't a good idea- arteries can have so much pressure that they blow the plunger back filling with blood if you accidentally it one).
Anyway... With the location I am. Describing, the animal loses consciousness rather quick (10 seconds, and they don't even feel it if you make sure you use a seriously super, razor sharp knife) and from there it kind of varies, but a couple minutes at most. Sometimes they have "jolty" spasms, but that's just the nerves. I feel it's so much more humane (they did a study decades ago in Europe but funding got pulled when evidence was pointing to the brain scans showing quicker, more reliable, and less painful/stressful method of slaughter than the "bolt gun" method but people believed there was a lot of anti-semetics who were against this information backing up the ways that jedi and Muslim people have to slaughter their meat for I to be kosher (well, there is the blessing part, but it has to be done this way to be blessed so...). I think it's better than using a gun even. I've done both ways, gun and slitting the throat. It also gets more of the blood out of the tissues which means the meat keeps better, tastes better from there being less "stress" hormones going on, and makes life a lot easier by using the heart to pump the blood out rather than half ass getting the blood out after using a gun or the bolt method.
I don't know if any of this helps your curiosity, Sophie, but please don't be letting your curiosity lead to you dying lol.
Do some research on "halal slaughter" and how the jedi people do it. I hate jedis just as much as the next anti-semite, but they do have I right with their slaughter practices. I don't believe any animal raised for food should be dishonored the way most are currently with the way the meat industry does it and I wish to fuck that would change. -
2017-05-31 at 6:27 AM UTC in ATTN: Hitchhiking into Conception HuntersOh and BTW, he still lurks. I got messaged and harassed all day by that piece of shit when I made it clear I wanted nothing to do in my ATTN §m£ÂgØL thread. I thought he wasn't as big of a faggot man-child piece of shit as he showed himself to be. He fucking dared asked me for a "favor" to not post shit about him because "it hurts my feelings" referring to my vague "man-child" post.. Lmfao- I'd respect that if he knew how to give respect himself. I took screen shoots from Skype before he deleted all the messages though because I knew he'd be such a manipulative faggot bitch. He sure as fuck didn't care about my feelings when he was still posting and I took it like a goddamn trooper. Fuck you, §m£ÂgØL. I pity niggers like you.
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2017-05-30 at 1:23 PM UTC in Can a woman get pregnant if she takes semen from her mouth
Originally posted by Phoenix Jesus, Lanny. All that time learning programming languages and he still couldn't figure out the one we actually speak.
Lmfao - I was thinking the same shit. I don't use emoticons all that much, or emojis for that matter, but I'm happy to learn I can now.
Either way, awesome. This place is starting to feel more and more like home.~
:facepal: this is typical Bill Krozby retardation. "I've heard different things on the interwebz" lol common sense tells you that YES this is possible. Seen can survive up to 7 days in ideal circumstances once ejaculated. I'm sure it can survive for a wee bit of time in saliva.
lmfao- all the goddamned times he goes around fucking bitches and REFUSING to use condoms and he acts like it's an achievement to have only one illegitimate child... Wtf... I'd be more sympathic if he at least pretended he used protection with all the bitches he fucks, but nope...
He and people like him is the reason why we have STDs spread around so much. He's surely contributed to the spread and antibiotic resistant gonorrhea.
He also likely has illegitimate children he doesn't even know about- what half way sane and decent woman would even want that faggot in their child's life. Just because they're retarded and fucked Bill Krozby doesn't mean they don't have any sense of concern for their offspring growing up- he'd probably drop them on their head like he did his daughter or molest them or something. -
2017-05-30 at 12:56 AM UTC in im attracted to women with high functioning autism
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2017-05-29 at 11:20 PM UTC in ATTN: Hydro
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump If hydro becomes a mod I will quit my job right now and buy the largest bag of tech possible and spend my existence front page flush 100k posts.
Does anyone miss big sexy amanda? What about space pants? and blue nigga?
I don't want to be a mod, I wouldn't fucking ever in my life take on that level of degeneracy of wasting even more of my time on this shit hole lmfao so no worries, dude. -
2017-05-29 at 3:45 PM UTC in ATTN: Hydro
Originally posted by RisiR † True^.
Hey hydro,sorry for ignoring your PM but I'm kinda in a no fucks given phase. Nothing personal.
Don't be sorry, it's all good. Just wanted to let ya know you got people here who cares about you and what you're going through. Just keep that in mind. Hope shit gets better.
As for the OP I have serious mega LULZ from that- like you fucking could, faggot. I'm an beta bitch, okay- I rape faggots like you and make them go home a cry to their mommy about all the awful shit I did to them. Hasn't any of the forum drama at least shown you too that I pack heat? LMFAO... I'm so not afraid of you it's ridiculous for anyone to be. You're one o those bitch-faggots who is so oppressed and pushed down that all they can do is day dream of the shit they couldn't ever actually accomplish, like raping me,of all people. Keep dreamin', faggot. -
2017-05-29 at 7:51 PM UTC in Are pedos monsters or just sick?
Originally posted by NARCassist Not trying g to be a Grammer Nazi, but why are we putting a letter g after the word "trying" ?
I post from my phone- it does retarded shit sometimes.
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Also, sophie- I agree 100% that homosexuality is abnormal. Using the term abnormal always comes across as negative and a bad thing, but I don't think it always is or should be used like that. It's different. The problem with pedophiles, at least some of them is when they harm children. We've discussed this before... I haven't changed or anything. I think a lot of harm comes more from the way society addresses it more than a person who's had sexual contact with a child in a non-violent, "consenting" way, though when we are taking young children, it's really hard for them to grasp the scope of what they're doing... That's my only problem and concern with those who are pedophiles. Homosexuals usually are dealing with consenting adults so there is that... And again... I worry about the damage done to a small child, not so much by the act, being if its not violent or traumatic, but society does its own damage in making a huge deal of it and questioning and pressuring the child too... That seems worse in a lot of cases, to be honest.
Shit, I have an abnormal mental problem, while it's not being a pedo or homo, it's still something(aspergers or BPD, idk but also my generalized anxiety disorder too. I know I'm not all "rght" in the head.) so don't take offense to me referring to it as a sickness or mental disorder.
I just don't want to see children hurt, and I know despite your sexual predisposition, that you too are there with me on that... We just have differences on how we see it too, because I'm not a pedo, but hey... At least I have some empathy and understanding for your situation and want to work on removing the demonizing label and life long stigmas from those in your shoes along with seeing more efforts being made to help people like you cope without children being harmed. That's why I am 100%for simulated child porn if that's what would float your boat.
Don't worry, Sophie, I'm not ragging on you or trying to put you down, you especially are a smart and clever guy and I appreciate your contribution to the community, compsci information,and even though we disagree or have a fair to come together on some issues I respect us being able to be civil about it and "agree to disagree" so as not to fuck up or ruin being able to have you as a cool online friend or have my disagreements (or yours toward me) get in the way of being able to appreciate your contributions and opinions you express. -
2017-05-29 at 3:55 PM UTC in im attracted to women with high functioning autismI think this is why he made the ATTN: HYDRO rape thread about me since Malice diagnosed me with aspergers and I made a thread about it and BPD.
Aww, isn't that cute- thie faggot has a little crush on me. Sorry to burst your bubble though, I have a real man in my life finally. I'm done fucking around with faggot man-childs. -
2017-05-29 at 4:03 AM UTC in HTS-Phoenix Fan ClubHTSnoob/Phoenix has her/his/whatever (I don't care what you are and I don't say that to be offensive-not sure what term you prefer though) lulz from this community, just as I do, although I am thankful it wasn't me who is remembered for a highlighter stuck up my ass for days... So yeah... Thank you, HTS, for taking that legendary, epic lulz experience for the team, so to speak- I get to be the one remembered for having a threesome with two faggots, one being from this fucked up community, while simultaneously getting pregnant... Now I type it I take that back... I wish I only was remembered for getting a highlighter stuck up my ass :/ lol.
When shit was not so good for me she/he reached out to me and I really appreciate that even though I wasn't receptive to that help I was being shown at the time,so as far as I'm concerned I really think that he/she is a good person like the handful of really good people and friends I've been lucky enough to meet, who've helped me and been really positive and helpful friends, and so much more in my life- but it blows my mind that so many have come from the totse/zoklet circles erk everytime I think about it-so I appreciate people like that...
Phoenix, you're a cool person, even though I can't say I know you all that well, but I can see you're a good person for being kind enough to reach out to me in my time of need when everyone just about seemed to against me, even though youd heard a lot of fucked shit about me too which I don't blame you or anyone for thinking bad of me... I accept and take responsibility for the fucked shit I'd did- what I did was wrong, I have a great deal of guilt and remorse for that and wish I'd done differently... But I can't change that unfortunately... But all I can do is move on, and work to be a better person everyday, and say from my heart I genuinely am sorry and apologize to everyone I hurt. I appreciate you seeing past all the bad shit about me and trying at least to be there and reach out when I was in an awful place- despite my rejection of that it still means a lot and speaks volumes about your character- if ever I can return the kindness, hit me up.
Scrawny, good thread, 10/10. -
2017-05-28 at 4:05 AM UTC in Things that have stuck with you for years part 3One day my dad and I were out about. It was a Friday and he was going to the store to check out/get some computer components (we'd build computers together and shit- fun shit right there). I was 5 years old. This black man in his early 20's was broke down on the belt way so my dad stopped to see of he could help. It wasn't something he could help with unfortunately. The guy said "damn, of all day this is the day my car breaks down. I just graduated from college, I got my student loans coming in, and this is the first good job to call me back for an Interview". This interview for this guy was 40miles away. My dad said "okay, get in. I'll make sure you get to your interview". The guy was shocked- some burly white dude with his 5 year old daughter was offering. To drive him. 40miles so he wouldn't miss a job interview... You could see it all over his face how surprised he was my dad offered.
We get there and wait for like 2 hours for him to come out. He finally comes out- he got the job. We drive him back to his car, wait for the tow truck to get there and all and this guy was ecstatic. Some random act of kindness saved his ass- maybe even changed his whole life, who knows.
My dad did shit like that. We'd never seen this dude before, never seen him again. My dad just would help anyone if he could. That stuck with me all my life.