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2018-04-24 at 1:40 PM UTC in YOU MAGGOTS SWARM MY EARTH, INFECT ME WITH PUTRID DISEASE
Originally posted by Dfg I dunno man the first video, if I was there, I probably would have taken the guy out before he got more hits in, I would do it regardless of gender. You ain't gonna fucking kill someone in front of me with bare hands and walk away.
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2018-04-24 at 8:46 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice And what about the gay life stuff such as having your soul mangled by the capitalist system, working an unfulfilling job in an industry you abhor, attempting to get through a difficult master's degree program at the same time, the endless repetitiveness of life, having little time to pursue your genuine passions and what you enjoy most, being so stressed and overworked that you can't enjoy it, often not even being able to sleep properly, dealing with chronic mild depression, having unfulfilling romantic relationships, seeing the people you love die, the countless possibilities and pitfalls, the rumination on whether this is really what you want, what mistakes you may be making, whether you'll end up regretting this at a point where it's too late, the countless misfortunes that will befall you throughout life etc.
Keep that dopamine drip going, lab rat 1. Keep telling yourself, "My life has meaning because the body I did not choose responds to certain stimuli in a manner that causes me to experience pleasure. This endless cycle of seeking it, despite the costs and inability to find genuine meaning in the world, has to be worth it.
so you're killing yourself because you live a normal unblessed life? you're looking at that shit all wrong. they're not difficult, meaningless or unfulfilling things, you're just looking at them wrong, they're experiences, life experiences. you should savor every single one of them.
i mean look at me, i just spent 2 years in prison. now it wasn't where i wanted to be by a long shot, and it certainly wasn't the best or most awesome experience ever, but it was certainly an experience. a lot of people watch prison movies, i got to star in one. and as a result when i got out i went to a place i would never have gone to otherwise, and met an amazing girl that i never would have met if i hadn't spent that two years in prison. still i would never choose to spend two whole years in prison but i'm sure as shit glad i spent that two years in there now.
what i'm trying to say is that all the shitty parts of life have a funny habit of working out in the end and in experiencing them we learn and develop, we become better people and have something to tell the grandkids.
i mean its like most people would never want to go to war and certainly wouldn't choose to. but they'll watch war movies and revel in the idea of going to war. but in a way they're missing out on a very exciting experience. because they get too used to creature comforts and that whole 'american dream' ideal which is just fantasy land really.
i couldn't think of anything worse than to be born with a silver spoon in my mouth and live my whole life in a big safe mansion and only going to fine restaurants and being all nice and safe and never having got into the nitty gritty of real life. that's where the real shit happens. it might not always be comfortable but it certainly gets interesting and makes you a much better and interesting human being for having been through it.
never regret having a hard life.
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2018-04-24 at 4:12 AM UTC in Can a Negress Get a Custom User Title?
Originally posted by Kinkou If you are done then don’t reply lol
Oh I'm always going to reply if it's my thread. Just keeps it going longer and longer. Two people were already in awe that this thread is this big. If they really hated me they'd ignore me. But they're both actually just DYING to get their dicks wet.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-24 at 12:42 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice I'm doing it for a wide variety of reasons. Even if I was happy and enjoying life I would still prefer to cease to exist. I would choose to continue to exist in order to alleviate the suffering of others and help end sentient existence as we know it, but I was unfortunate enough to be born into a crippled body that puts me in a state of near constant suffering and hardship.
Those aren't the only reasons, but I just can't take it anymore. I've had enough and I feel confident that this will never get much better. Based on my entire life it's clear that I just don't have the potential to fulfill any lofty goals. Even if things were different, life would still be a burden to bear. I'm simply choosing to check out early.
http://jiwoonhwang.org/pro-mortalism/
Honestly I feel you brother. Though I may add that 5 years ago I couldn't see how life could ever improve and it has immensely. I still think life is pointless too but there's plenty of shit to enjoy and 0 shit to enjoy when dead. You're really overthinking it. Shit improved little by little (because I decided it was to) but not without major detours and picking up regrets I'll live with for a long time. You just got to get out of your fuckin emotions for 2 seconds.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-23 at 10:29 PM UTC in I figured out what Enters problem isEnters problem is that he is an alright guy who lives in a western country. Western countries are demonically possessed, and normal people have a hard time there.
How is it that the kids pushing gun control on CNN admitted to bullying the alleged shooter, but everyone is trying to ban guns, not bullying? -
2018-04-23 at 9:35 PM UTC in Are mental disorders real?I am a walking demonstration that they're definitely real.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-23 at 8:11 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.A classic masterpiece I'm sure you're all very familiar with...shit does go hard AF tho :
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2018-04-23 at 11:28 AM UTC in How do you manage your economy of thanks?Thanks economics. I think a "thank" is a measure of social credit. It would be interesting if you could only thank if you have thanks. So let's say a poster has 100 thanks and wants to thank another poster he has to pay 0.1 of their own thanks in order to do so. He thanks 10 people and so loses one of his own thanks setting his number to 99, this gives the thanks more value. And it would ensure posters would post better content in order to make up for the difference. and i would like to call this system "Fractional Reserve Thanking".The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-23 at 11:10 AM UTC in I've called women cunts, bitches, etc to their faces in an aggressive manner...I think most people nowadays will do almost anything to avoid conflict.
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2018-04-23 at 7:27 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.If you kill yourself, they've won. Society has done nothing but constantly brainwash the human into disrespecting themselves and making them want to commit suicide. People may not literally kill themselves, but they subconsciously want to die and express this through drinking alcohol, doing drugs, etc.
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2018-04-23 at 7:10 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Zanick You're not fooling me with your false repression of desire, you're more covetous than you ever were. If you back out of your plan now, you have hope. If you back out in a month, you'll have guilt.
The latter is 100% for sure what's going to happen. The idiot is going to back out, like he should, but he's being moronic and fucking up his life beforehand, so that when he realizes he doesn't want to die, he's going to be 10x worse off than he was.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-23 at 6:24 AM UTC in Fuck you LannyI actually requested that I be required to complete a captcha with every post and Lanny implemented this, no questions asked. I'm pushing toward 3,000 posts and I still can't pick all the squares with a road sign, but I'll get there. I like to keep setting goals for myself.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-23 at 2:38 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I'm thinking about taking a trip beforehand to the regional park I'll choose to die in and go through the entire ritual. I won't take the entire cocktail, but I will take a high enough dose of benzos to make me pass out, so I can go through the process of what the final moments will feel like, staying there overnight. I'll post pics to prove I'm serious. I'm also thinking about having something custom made to honor Schopenhauer, my final place being marked with the quote, "Nothing can be stated as the aim of our existence except the knowledge that it would be better for us not to exist. - Arthur Schopenhauer". Maybe I'll leave the 2 volumes of "The World as Will and Representation" there as well, protected from the elements.
Does anyone remember that time I got lost in a regional park for 2 days and barely made it out of there? Took LSD, potentiated by methylene blue, and kept climbing higher and higher until it was too dark to find my way back, didn't know I could access free GPS from my phone, had to hide somewhere and build a small wind shield by digging in the dirt, using leaves as cushioning, then scare off a pack of coyotes in case they attacked me. Severely dehydrated, without food, legs right on the verge of collapsing. -
2018-04-22 at 9:19 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.There's an Icelandic lullaby that i think Enter would like. It's called "Móðir mín í kví, kví" and it's about this woman that got pregnant out of wedlock, however she likes this noble guy(Basically medieval version of Chad, CUNT!) and since it is socially unacceptable to have a child out of wedlock during the time the song takes place in and because once the guy she likes would find out she would blow all her chances with him. She buries her young child alive killing it. Some time later, apparently the noble guy has invited her to a ball. So as she is looking for something to wear on her big night she suddenly hears the voice of the child she killed say: Why don't you wear the rags you buried me in mommy? Which is actually sung as part of the lullaby.
Lol, she got haunted or killing her child, obviously ruining date night for her.
Other than that the whole lullaby is pretty eerie but i like it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-22 at 7:20 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-22 at 7:16 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.It's a 26 year old pornstar called Dillion Harper who has been gangbanged multiple timesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-22 at 7:44 AM UTC in Have you ever written somebody a sincere love letter?Absolutely. For almost two years straight, my wife was in prison, and I was in prison also. We wrote each other. That was the highlight of my fucking day. To get a letter from her. I read every word she wrote over and over, haha. So yes, I poured out my love for her in some of those letters. We're happily married today, and those times are just a weird, shitty stain on our past. That isn't us now. So yeah. Wrote my (at the time) fiancee almost daily, full fledged love letters.
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2018-04-22 at 6:38 AM UTC in Whose voice is in your head ???Interestingly enough, I was reading a study on schizophrenia the other day and apparently the American schizophrenics are the only ones whose voices threaten them
People from other countries apparently tend to have a neutral or positive relationship with their voices.
Mine just constantly remind me of shit I did or had done to me. Unless I actually talk or "think back" to them, then it's just like talking to anyone else and it could be positive or negativeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-22 at 3:33 AM UTC in EDM Nigga Avicii DEAD at 28.
Originally posted by Lanny No, there was an official music video for that track. This one:
Like in the middle of the video there's a scene where the dude is pushing a boulder up a hill (deep fucking reference right there woah, so sophisticated) and like the imposed camera crops out a chunk of the dude's head and the shadows of the dude's hands on the bolder jump around like three times over the course of the shot. And of course the lighting doesn't match and the imposed image has noticaly lower contrast.
holy fuck this is the song that goes "ohh sometimes i get the feeling". LMAO really glad he's dead. this song was a nightmare for me back at a job i had in 2012.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-21 at 10:57 PM UTC in mq is a 33 year old man childThe irony in your title for this thread is physically painful.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
