Posts by gadzooks

2018-10-03 at 10:36 AM UTC in Is this place better now that the majority of the DH refugee’s have disappeared?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

What's DH? For srs I am out of the loop.

2018-10-03 at 9:16 AM UTC in PCP Party - Come on In...

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Every few years I make an obligatory Half Baked thread about a PCP party.

POP!

CHIPS!

PARENTS!

Just lol if you ain't having a PCP party in 2018.

2018-10-03 at 9:13 AM UTC in Suicide

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

You still alive?

2018-10-03 at 9:01 AM UTC in Crouton

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Misguided Russian What dose you take?

Me or OP?

I can't even remember how much I took. I was also taking phenazepam and drinking and shit alongside my methadone prescription and Crouton.

2013/2014 were a bit of a blur for me tbh.

2018-10-03 at 8:57 AM UTC in Holy shit crack is fun as fuck.

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Crashing now.

Foot placed directly in mouth.

Why must all good things come to an end?

Thank God I have some xanax and G to transition into sleep mode.

Please disregard all positive fanfare presented in favor of crack.

2018-10-03 at 8:44 AM UTC in Kicking The Crime

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

God I love that whole auto-replacement of 'faggot' for 'dear'.

2018-10-03 at 8:41 AM UTC in Kicking The Crime

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I used to be a career criminal. I still do drugs (I don't consider doing drugs to be unethical behavior), but I quit all the fraud, shoplifting, and general thievery many years ago.

It's possible with the right mental-shift.

Most of the habits you list are not all that impactful on others, so you're kinda already good for the most part.

But if there are people negatively impacted by any of these habits, always consider that those people being affected could be either you, or a dear loved one.

I always like to say, as tritely cliche as it may sound, 'do unto others as you would have them do unto you,' only I like to replace the 'unto you' with 'unto the person you care most about'. That can have a more powerful impact on your future decisions.

2018-10-03 at 8:34 AM UTC in Fun fact, Sophie's project is the 430th most popular python repo on GH...

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Anyone who voluntarily codes in a language other than Python is fucking up royally.

They're either guilty of premature optimization (if they're using C/C++/Java for faster-running compiled code), or they're using NodeJS for the backend simply because that's how things get done most of the time.

Either way, it's fail-sauce.

2018-10-03 at 8:30 AM UTC in Would you go to Mars?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

The fuck is there to do on Mars?

Sounds boring as fuck.

I'll wait until they build a few theme parks and set up some Martian-chick brothels.

That and some exotic interplanetary psychoactive compounds. I will try some Mars drugs.

2018-10-03 at 8:18 AM UTC in What is the estimated intersection between the set of totse/zoklet/niggasin.space posters and incels.me?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

My guess is high.

I lurk there all the time, but I'm too low inhib to make an account. Also, I would probably be considered a fakecell (since I've had sex before, albeit rarely).

Sometimes it really does seem like the dating game is favoring a certain type of dude and relegating all sub-8's and low NT 8s/9s to a life of loneliness.

2018-10-03 at 8:09 AM UTC in Holy shit crack is fun as fuck.

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Why do I so seldom partake in the freebase inhalation of crack cocaine?

Euphoria, numb lips, damn it's some fine ass shit.

Why does crack get such a bad wrap? I'll never get powdered coke. Freebase HCl all the way.

2018-10-03 at 8:02 AM UTC in Speed Reading - Fact or Myth?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Has anyone here actually been successful at any attempt at so-called 'speed reading'?

It would be pretty dope if it's legit, but I'm skeptical as fuck.

It just seems like recall will always be low if you aren't mentally enunciating each word.

I hope to be convinced otherwise, though.

Any proponents?

2018-10-03 at 7:14 AM UTC in Crouton

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I used Crouton to help ween myself off of methadone.

It wasn't all that effective, though.

Fuck, I miss opiates, I really do, but I have made a vow to myself and to the higher powers that be, that I won't ever do any again.

That warm blanket / womb-like feeling can't go on forever. :(

2018-10-03 at 6:54 AM UTC in I'm 12 and what is this?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

What is this subforum? What purpose does it serve? Is it just where shitty threads go to die?

I see a lot of shoe-related posts though.

2018-10-03 at 6:43 AM UTC in I've not had a real relationship for over 5 years

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I haven't been in a real relationship since 2005.

She's married now, new last name, and kids too I think.

I have a fleshlight and a case of beer in the fridge.

:(

2018-10-02 at 8:15 AM UTC in I just smoked crack in a pub bathroom. Good shit.

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Fucking totally. A couple of New England rapscallions. Actually I guess Chicago isn't really New England. Y'all got DA BEARS, and DA CUBS, right?

2018-10-02 at 8:09 AM UTC in Do you think you're better off alone?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Zanick Maybe, despite how alone we feel, our experiences are often reproduced in more people than can ever adequately convey how they feel, and we're just two who can, and the world is that horrible. Or maybe I'm drunk and the world seems that unfair because I'm a bad drunk. In any case, I think we're going to get along fine.

I swear Zanick, you are me.

Every post you make is like 100% what I'm thinking.

2018-10-02 at 8:05 AM UTC in Do you think you're better off alone?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Sophie I'm happy i found a gf when i did, of course i had gfs before her but the pause between wasn't good for my mental health. In a bad way.

Originally posted by vindicktive vinny how many years old is she ?

Lol, I'm a tad curious myself.

I'm the last motherfucker to judge a nigga (in space), but "pedophile tech support" kinda implies, well, you know...

2018-10-02 at 8:03 AM UTC in Do you think you're better off alone?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Mewsik I think the first step is to truly understand who and what you are. Being as whole as possible and to not look for someone else to make you whole, but rather to just enjoy the wholeness of each other (whatever that might be). Being equal simply means both being whole. Knowing yourself, your needs, you likes, your wants, your values, things you don't want or don't like or can not tolerate. Once you reach that point, your likely hood of attracting what you want and need will happen .. Trying to picture what that person looks like is counter productive .. People who are as whole as they can be (they can provide for themselves and their necessities) won't desire to manipulate or change or create another human being .. If you can find who YOU are and maintain that and continue to grow emotionally and mentally .. it will happen organically.

That old saying about 2 halves make a whole is the biggest bunch of bullshit ever.

At first, that's depressing as fuck. But after that's some hopeful, optimistic shit. I hope so too that it will happen organically. I pray for as much.

2018-10-02 at 8 AM UTC in Do you think you're better off alone?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by HTS Yeah, yeah, but this only comes up when dudes have an axe to grind. Otherwise, "HTS is a little bitch, not a (real) man". It's ironic that being trans might actually be the most effective way for beta males to get betas to recognize them as males. Dudes attack weak men's manhood and credibility as males all the time, but as soon as they start transitioning their masculinity is undeniable. Really gets the cortex in a vortex.

Hey, you're cool in my books. Haters gonna hate, skaters gonna skate, etc.

I like that there's a familiar Totsean/Zoklet face around.

You do you.

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