gadzooks
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Originally posted by GGG
Lol I've got that baseline at work as well. I also make a habit of going to the bathroom a lot because it lets me get away to take drugs/vape, and also I just go to the bathroom a lot. Sometimes I leave and just walk around while everybody assumes I'm in the bathroom. Mostly I just like moving around and being active so I do this when it's slow or to get away from the computers.
You sound like my kinda dude.
I'm so fucking lucky that I telecommute, so it's infinitely easier to hide any state of inebriation.
Heck, I took a hit of a the etiz vape during a conference call, and nobody was the wiser.
But yeah, I know that feel. Did the whole Office Space thing for a while. It can be brutal without mind-altering substances to pass the time.
gadzooks
Dark Matter
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To recap this morning's conference call: -- I just need to incorporatre AWS SAM subtemplating to securer sensitive data stored at environment variables. -- Eveyrone else is still working on shipment API. -- QA is still running tests on Cognito triggers in production.
Next actionable steps (for me): Incorporate AWS SAM subtemplating.
See, I hold my own.
I can still function.
Drugs are awesome when you get them under control.
The secret is to control them, and not to let you control you.
gadzooks
Dark Matter
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Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
Do more drugs is my advice.
You'd think that would be easy, but I spend too damn much on drugs that even on a moderately decent salary I can't afford to keep up with all the goodies available out there.
I'm working on branching out into consulting.
In the tech world, that's like hitting the motherfucking jackpot.
I's my goal that keeps me going, and keeps me just sober enough to function one day at a time.
gadzooks
Dark Matter
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EDIT: Can't edit title...It should say "what is", not "what I"...
I've ben vaping etizolam and have heard some horror stories on the topic.
But I feel relatively aware and coherent right noe.
How does one definitely demonstrate to themselves that they are blacked out?
Has a psycholgocial test, or even a clandestine heuristic, beet determined to figure out this out?
I got work conference calls in like 10 minutes. I'm worried blacked out and just dont even know it.
Shit, this is some philosophical shit when you think about.
It raises questions of identity and of the day-to-day cohesiveness of that one true uniting substance that keeps us whole.
I've just never been able to figure this one mystery of life out... If I feel a concern that I might be blacked out, is the salience required to make such an observation evidence to the contrary? Or am I gonna not remember this post all in like 10 minutes?
