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2018-11-09 at 9:01 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Majestic 12 : The UFO Science Task Force I'm fairly confident myself, Aldra and PHM aren't NPCs.

Well y'all sound like my kinda people.

Originally posted by Majestic 12 : The UFO Science Task Force How is your internal monologue, my fellow souled fellow?

Earlier tonight, angst-ridden and chaotic.

Now that the benzos are kicking in, calm and complacent.

It's amazing the power psychopharmacological compounds can have. It almost seems like they are a necessary ingredient in a fully experienced life.

I don't judge straight-edgers; in fact I envy them.

But whatever the case may be, I find myself reliant on chemicals to moderate my mood and my thoughts.

Sleepiness is kicking in pretty hard now, which is actually kinda surprising considering that crack is a classic stimulant. But benzos, and a long day of various and sundry activities, can summon the sand-man with strength and serenity.

2018-11-09 at 8:56 AM UTC in Since when do stores not carry ammonia?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Majestic 12 : The UFO Science Task Force Pretty sure I have some under my sink.

That may be sodium BIcarbonate (baking soda). It seems to be easily convertible to sodium carbonate though, which is kinda cool.

2018-11-09 at 8:24 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Time for the clonazepam and alprazolam to reset for tomorrow.

It's like a cycle of work, play, think, pray, drink, spray (semen, when jerking off), and finally, say: Here comes another one.

Who else respawning tomorrow for another round? Come to think of it, this game ain't so bad if you get real good at it and learn some of the cheat codes. Just don't treat everybody like NPC's because that's called solipsism.

2018-11-09 at 8:20 AM UTC in Damn! It's not broke; it's bent!

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by AngryOnion You have to switch hands.
If you jerk it all the time with the same hand it going to bent in that direction.
DUH

Also, you kinda trick yourself into thinking it's someone else's hand when you switch things up from time to time.

Variety is the spice of life.

2018-11-09 at 8:18 AM UTC in Why I feel Marijuana is a menace

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by totse3.com Menace to society.

it's because one hit and it turns your children into acting out demonic behaviors never seen before. You should teach your children right. You should teach your daughters how to retrieve fathers slippers when he gets home and how to shake the perfect cocktail for future husbands.

you should teach your sons that nothing comes for free. and that they must do both their homework and the lawn before receiving any sort of allowance. and that Allowance doesn't automatically mean a night out at the movies with his friends billy and jimmy and other Christian Names. but that a portion should be set aside to purchase prepper-ware. building a nuclear fallout shelter for his family and storing it with much needed foods and goods in the future invasion of commies and pinkos and such

lolwut?

I think this is the plot of a few movies. One with Brendan Fraser comes to mind... Blast from the Past?

2018-11-09 at 8:07 AM UTC in Wow. Just, wow.

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson …

Is the ellipses meant to imply a "yo momma" joke?

If not, I'm calling it.

2018-11-09 at 7:58 AM UTC in Since when do stores not carry ammunition?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I lol'd.

2018-11-09 at 7:50 AM UTC in lOL

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I'd say you have a 4chan problem first and foremost.

The malt liquor is secondary.

2018-11-09 at 7:37 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Is meaning something tangible that can be pointed to and even analyzed in some kind of scientific way?

Or is it up to each of us to decide on how it's defined?

Today, the power went out at my apartment, so I took some shrooms and D X M and went to the bar to just sit back and observe things; people; human activity.

Then when the hallucinogen/dissociative combo started wearing off, I went and got some whiskey and crack.

Now I'm sitting here, glass tube in hand, glass of whiskey in the other, and just contemplating what the fuck any of this all means.

If millions of people die every year, then what justification is there for the sanctity of life?

I'm not saying I'm an anti-social sociopath. In fact, quite the opposite. I genuinely get depressed when I think of all these people dying every day.

And where do they go?

If they return to the nothingness/abyss from whence they originated, then what, precisely, is the point in doing anything in life other than satisfying the most hedonistic urges at any given moment.

Acts of altruism are noble, and I partake in them from time to time myself, but it's a short-lived high, much like the crack or the liquor, the psychedelic or the dissociative.

If meaning has no firm foundation, then how do we avoid spinning out of control and falling right off of this planet into the abyss?

What keeps you grounded?

Maybe I can gain some tips from others, because I certainly don't have any definitive answers.

Life is a capricious beast, and I can't figure out what to make of it.

Drugs help, but they don't provide that firm foundation I seek. They're a bandaid or an ointment that merely stops the bleeding and numbs the wound for a brief time before requiring re-application.

I don't know what I expect to get from all this, but maybe confirmation that I'm not the only one existentially adrift in a world full of subatomic particles emerging to create a strange thing called "consciousness."

2018-11-09 at 7:20 AM UTC in Mothers at baseball

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Misguided Russian although I wont go to the link, I will say that I am, for some reason, surprised that there is a website named extremedildos.

Yeah, you would think that dildo's don't need such a descriptor, but I guess some dildo's really warrant the adjective of 'extreme'.

When it comes to baseball bats, it kinda makes sense really.

2018-11-09 at 7:17 AM UTC in Since when do stores not carry ammonia?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Rizzo in a box are we still sending people to jail i have a list, im going to need the company

I hope we're in the same cell.

I'm not gay, but for you I'll make an exception.

2018-11-09 at 7:14 AM UTC in Mothers at baseball

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by Misguided Russian go on

I'm sorry, but you have to use your imagination for the rest.

Either that or Google is your friend...

http://extremedildos.xxx/videos/baseball-bat-solo.html

2018-11-09 at 7:12 AM UTC in Powers out at my apartment for the next few hours

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I do live in an apartment building.

But I just took some shrooms and D X M and hit up the local pub instead.

It was kind of a trip, to be honest.

Then I bought some crack from a dude outside a 7-11 and a bottle Fireball whiskey.

And now here we are...

2018-11-09 at 7:06 AM UTC in Vaping is such an ingenious drug delivery method

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by GGG Crack vape. Boom.

2018-11-09 at 7:03 AM UTC in Mothers at baseball

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Something, something baseball bat dildos...

2018-11-09 at 7 AM UTC in Was Rizzo banned?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Originally posted by aldra he used to

feels like he's just riding that wave

I actually remember, somewhere in the depths of my memories of Totse and Zoklet, a Rizzo that once posted quality, insightful posts worth reading.

But the new Rizzo is so beyond fucked up that I'm starting to question those memories.

R.I.P. Virtuous Rizzo.

And hello to the evil Rizzo.

2018-11-09 at 6:57 AM UTC in Motivational facts to get offers for

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I'm 12 and what is this?

2018-11-09 at 6:55 AM UTC in Was Rizzo banned?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

Aw man, I knew it was too good to be true.

Usual shitposting? Or does that motherfucker ever produce anything of substance?

2018-11-09 at 6:52 AM UTC in Powers out at my apartment for the next few hours

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I discovered today that I like crack too much and can't muster the motivation to extract all these Ephedrine pills.

I bought so many different solvents today I be like a fuckin' solvent collector:
-- Methanol.
-- Toluene.
-- Acetone.
-- Lacquer thinner.
-- Isopropyl alcohol (99% USP).
-- Naptha.
-- Propylene glycol.

I might as well start my own damn pharmacy, shit.

Too bad the coca can't be synthed without coca leaves, or some next-level advanced chemistry procedures... :(

TFW you take up a drug making hobby and quit because buying it pre-made is just easier... :(

2018-11-09 at 6:47 AM UTC in Was Rizzo banned?

gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

I say good riddance if so, but I'm just wondering if he really is banned or just sleeping through a bipolar downcycle before another shitstorm of shitposting.

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