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2018-11-18 at 7:17 PM UTC in Predict the FutureOh, like "I don't give a Fuck man?
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2018-11-18 at 7:14 PM UTC in Lanny blew this website, too, with his stupidity and jealousy.
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2018-11-18 at 7:12 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?
Originally posted by Grimace Yeah dude. TOTSE was a huge part of my life and it still is. When I went to prison, people from TOTSE wrote me. When I got out, I joined Zoklet. When Zoklet went down, I followed the various other communities until ultimately deciding to join this one. Ever since I found TOTSE in 1999, I was obsessed with it. I read all the text files, completely consumed with all of the controversial information it held. I didn't even know it had a BBS or what a BBS was until 2001. I spent 99-01 reading the text files. I joined the BBS in 2001 and I believe it was 2003 when CrAzyAmIsHmAn (CAM) retired, I was nominated for moderator for BLTC. I was mod with Metaphysicist and kronikus.
I formed a long list of bonds and a couple in real life friendships over TOTSE and this community. It's pretty fucking interesting, really. How we've all stuck with it.
Lol, man, there was a time when becoming a Totse moderator was like a dream ambition for me.
I would have felt like a fucking king on cocaine if I ever got modded there. -
2018-11-18 at 7:10 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?
Originally posted by -SpectraL These are the BBS Nazi traitors, in no particular order:
zok
Unwyred
Panthrax (Grimace)
Zanick
Lanny (pretended to be a girl on the Internet for 10 friggen' years, until caught)
Dfg
Sophie (psychomanthis)
Tachosoma (TheRascalKing)
wires
acidmelt
xippilli
Rust
kinkou
kite–
p6867
Yggdrasil (Paragon)
5.56 SS109
ArmsMerchant (Greyfox)
Holy shit, you have an itemized list and everything.
Look, Spectral, one thing I like about you, is your devotion to Totse and the old Totse spirit.
That's your thing, and I will always like you for that.
But in my personal opinion (and perhaps this opinion might resonate with many others here), you can get a tad paranoid, and end up taking certain personal slights way more seriously than they need be. -
2018-11-18 at 7:05 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?
Originally posted by Grimace Damn 2005? Long time ago. You should dump your treasure trove of screenshots from back then.
It was a pretty major life event for me, though.
I don't have that many going back that far.
Also, for what it's worth, I super-encrypt everything, and I am going through it bit by bit to make sure anyone's personally identifying information, or anything potentially incriminating, is redacted, because I am a very strong believer in the right to Internet privacy. -
2018-11-18 at 7:03 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?
Originally posted by cupocheer Didn't read.
don't dial 911
If you're that chicken shot walk out the door and don't look back.
I think it ended up being more of an anxiety attack kind of thing (psychological) than any kind of immediate physical health threat.
But just look at the way Panthrax calmed me down, used that beautiful metaphor to instruct me, and gave me his AIM/MSN to talk one on one.
Panthrax, my man, I will never forget that day, and it was 13 years ago.
Totse really was a big part of a lot of our lives.
So all you DH-ers who tell us to "move on", etc...
Read that one post where Panthrax helped me out and tell me that wasn't a meaningful social interaction, despite being on an Internet forum mostly known for shitposting, racist jokes, and finding new ways to get high or blow things up. -
2018-11-18 at 6:56 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?I appologize for the poor resolution.
I hope it's readable.
Panthrax, you had a huge impact on my life as well. -
2018-11-18 at 6:53 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?
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2018-11-18 at 6:52 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?Grimace, hold on, this is gonna take two posts cuz this is huge...
So speaking of Totse role models and my having grown up on Totse during my formative years and so on, you are also on my list of highly life-influencing Totseans...
You may very well have saved my life many years back. -
2018-11-18 at 6:42 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?Holy shit, Grimace, you're Panthrax? Like, mod of BLTC Panthrax??
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2018-11-18 at 6:40 PM UTC in Have you ever thought too hard about your (living) parents, etc dying and start crying?I was planted and watered and fertilized.
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2018-11-18 at 6:37 PM UTC in I currently do not have an erection.
Originally posted by mikeyagain
Maybe this will help…😊
Not bad!
I've seen this gif before.
I'm pretty sure it has given me erections in the past.
Today, however, I remain limp as the noodly appendages of our fellow church's god, The Flying Spaghetti Monster.
FSM and Methathustra are actually part of the same mythosphere, you see.
They are all around us, penetrating us with their noodles and their meth needles. -
2018-11-18 at 6:33 PM UTC in I currently do not have an erection.
Originally posted by cupocheer Rent an outdated, rundown trailer in an addicts reserve that was busted as a cook house and you wont need another erection.
But that would be worshiping false idols.
True crystal comes from Methathustra's hand himself.
And if Methathustra, PBUH, wills it so, I will have an erection soon from his benevolent guiding hand. -
2018-11-18 at 6:13 PM UTC in I currently do not have an erection.STATUS UPDATE:
I have not had a proper erection in days now.
I may need to seek treatment from a physician (or a prostitute).
But don't worry, fellow NIS folks, I will continue updating as things develop. -
2018-11-18 at 6:11 PM UTC in Predict the Future
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2018-11-18 at 6:10 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?
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2018-11-18 at 6:09 PM UTC in Lanny blew this website, too, with his stupidity and jealousy.I pray there every day now.
Except Sunday's, ironically.
Actually, I took oral communion of the body of Cryst, and ingested the holy crystal orally for a change to see what impact it might have on my overall productivity today.
Smoking the savior's body, inhaling it up one's nose, or even injecting the blood of Cryst (Methathustra) directly into your bloodstream, are all sanctioned and condoned by the METHodist church.
But once in a while, I like to try new things, so that I may do good works. -
2018-11-18 at 6:05 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?Hey Grimace, just so you know, I fully understand where you're coming from.
I absolutely can't stand when people let their own personal biases influence how they govern, whether it be a website, a company, or a country.
I acknowledge Rust seems to have had a major flaw.
But I still want to give respect where it's due for the good things Rust did. -
2018-11-18 at 6:02 PM UTC in Lanny blew this website, too, with his stupidity and jealousy.
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2018-11-18 at 5:57 PM UTC in Do You Guys Think Rust Was A Little Obsessed?
Originally posted by Odigo Messenger - Now With Free 911 Service You sure you weren't just brought in by his pompousness and inability to ever admit being wrong.
That guy earned his pompousness for never actually being wrong.
He was by far the smartest poster on that site, and probably on any site out there.
It might sound like I'm obsessed and trying to suck his dick or something, but the guy really did impact my formative years.
I registered on Totse in 2004, and lurked for a few years before that.
That means that people like Rust were my role models growing up.
Call it gay or over-sentimental or whatever, I don't care, but I truly value Rust.
