User Controls
Posts by gadzooks
-
2018-11-23 at 6:26 AM UTC in I don't wanna die without producing offspring.
-
2018-11-23 at 6:24 AM UTC in Unnanounced Visitors - Yay or Nay?
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny not yet.
theres way too many stuffs to take. she'll be back with some friends.
when your not around.
I had already considered that, but thank you for fueling my paranoia.
Actually, I have a pretty extensive security system for a cheap apartment.
Multiple wifi connected cameras, motion sensors, I would know instantly if someone had intruded into my domicile.
Upon receiving the notification on my phone, I could tell them how fucked they are (two-way audio), and that their pictures are all recorded from multiple angles.
That, plus an alarm sounding, and an automatic 911 call, will probably encourage them to drop what their trying to steal and just run for it. -
2018-11-23 at 6:18 AM UTC in I don't wanna die without producing offspring.
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny dont fight nature.
if you havent reproduced by now, its because nature had deemed you unfit to reproduce.
just enjoy the ride.
Strictly speaking, this is true.
But I mean, come on... Makeup exists. If you believe in natural selection, then it should be obvious to you that women wearing makeup are basically hacking natural selection. -
2018-11-23 at 6:16 AM UTC in Unnanounced Visitors - Yay or Nay?
Originally posted by ohfralala Also, it might be worth mentioning that my family/friends push me to be wayyyy more social than I naturally am.
I could socialize for maybe three weekends every six months and be fine which is something they do not understand. I genuinely hate making up excuses not to hangout but thankfully they have all learned over the years not to take it personally.
It even sorta irks me when my Dad gets invasive, but as you mentioned, I also sorta like it. I know he’s going to be gone one day and I’m going to be sadder than shit, so I try not to be annoyed when he does it.
That may be one fundamental element to the whole thing.
Some people consider biweekly visits totally normal.
Others might think social encounters twice a year are enough to sustain a friendship.
In many cases there could be a mismatch in expectations. -
2018-11-23 at 6:08 AM UTC in I don't wanna die without producing offspring.Sperm donor.
-
2018-11-23 at 6:01 AM UTC in I don't wanna die without producing offspring.
-
2018-11-23 at 5:20 AM UTC in Unnanounced Visitors - Yay or Nay?
-
2018-11-23 at 5:18 AM UTC in Unnanounced Visitors - Yay or Nay?
Originally posted by Sudo It depends on the person and the point of the visit. If there's no point and it's a homeless person, they are staying exactly as long as it takes me to ascertain there is no point to their visit. If it's someone I like and they came to talk about something relevant then they can stay a good while.
I hope the homeless girl didn't steal any of your stuff. It seems the homeless in BC are less thievery prone.
Actually, I was kinda surprised to find all of my shit exactly where it was:
1. Three $200 monitors on my desk (and a $3000 desktop PC, but there's no way she'd know it's worth that).
2. Actual cash money lying around in a few places.
3. Major one: She didn't take my $700 worth of meth on the kitchen table, even though she knew it was there, and she smokes meth (we smoked some together during the night).
I'm actually fucking blown away she didn't take a single thing from among the above. -
2018-11-23 at 4:57 AM UTC in I don't wanna die without producing offspring.Rest assured, this is not an abnormal fear.
I'm now 34, and still without issue.
I am a dead branch on my family tree.
So don't feel alone in facing that fear. -
2018-11-23 at 4:54 AM UTC in This Site is Deader than a Necrophile's DateHoly shit, Mewsik,
It took my drug/alcohol addled brain a few minutes to put everything together here.
This is about your post on page 1 in this thread.
That makes this all relevant.
I had no context otherwise.
Well I'm glad you had a great day today.
And for what it's worth, I'm certain your son is yearning just as much for a hug this year too.
You see, men have a difficult time expressing emotion.
But it doesn't mean we don't feel that emotion.
I think about how much I love my mom, or my dad, or my siblings, friends, etc, on a day-to-day basis.
Yet, do you know how often I tell them?
Virtually never (except my mom and dad... we end phone calls with "love you, goodbye" as a formality). -
2018-11-23 at 4:48 AM UTC in This Site is Deader than a Necrophile's Date
-
2018-11-23 at 4:31 AM UTC in This Site is Deader than a Necrophile's Date
-
2018-11-23 at 4:22 AM UTC in This Site is Deader than a Necrophile's Date
Originally posted by Mewsik Do I look familiar?
Hold on. I can't really absorb the rest of this thread, nor even this post in particular, for a little while (too inebriated).
But, is that you?
PS: The thumbnails don't work. I had to click the thumbnail in order to be linked to the actual IMGur picture. -
2018-11-23 at 4:19 AM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?
Originally posted by totse3.com Oh bullshit. It's a way to kill of The Whites.. others just got into it . but it's a tool from the elitist 1% whites to destroy other whites before they destroy off the PoC
though some PoC have joined in the mostly white elitist club that's been going on for centuries of the same families in power.
shades of gray my friend.
Oh man, ease up on that shit.
There is no conspiracy to drown out European genes or anything like that.
The only reason race-mixing is on the rise now is because of globalization.
70 years ago, I would have lived in an all-white neighborhood, and, likely, had ended up marrying a white woman.
Today, we're surrounded by all races.
My longest relationship was with a gal who was half-Jamaican.
Racial demographics are just evolving overtime, almost verging towards a singular mixed race. -
2018-11-23 at 4:10 AM UTC in Running out of drugs (don't shed a tear)
Originally posted by Odigo Messenger - Now With Free 911 Service I remember once growing poppies.
Opiates are so bad. They're basically the OMG-HAX of the human experience.
I'm all for them if you're dying of cancer, and that's about it. They too more-ish.
If you offered me some for free I'd be like "nah thanks, I can't handle them".
No other drug is like that. No wonder they were the ones the likes of the (((Sackler family))) chose to purvey.
Opiates really are pure euphoria.
I have severe (medically diagnosed) anxiety and various other psychiatric disorders.
Some drugs, like alcohol, can put a mild dent in these disorders.
But not opiates.
With opiates, EVERYTHING is copacetic.
I once, as an experiment, tried to intentionally induce an anxiety/panic attack in myself while on opiates, and I just could not even come close. I went through a list of my 'triggers' over and over, and yet no response.
There was also this time I felt like I had taken too much and I was overdosing.
I smiled, blissfully, and thought to myself "well, this is it. peace out, it's been great. no hard feelings." -
2018-11-23 at 4:02 AM UTC in Unnanounced Visitors - Yay or Nay?
Originally posted by ohfralala It depends on where I’m at with my mania/depression and also the state of my house.
If I’m depressed, feeling introverted, not wearing any pants, and my house is sloppy then I get agitated.
If I’m in a hyper mood, feeling extroverted, fully clothed, and my house is clean then I like it.
You raise a good addition here.
It can vary greatly with context.
This is much like how I hate it when she taps at my window while I'm focused on work in the middle of the day, but because all I was doing was sleeping (although I don't like being woken up in the middle of the night), I found it more tolerable. -
2018-11-23 at 3:56 AM UTC in Unnanounced Visitors - Yay or Nay?Do you like it when people spontaneously drop by? Or do you find it disruptive and inconsiderate?
I really feel like this type of thing can be interpreted in either of these two completely different ways, so I want input from others.
I'll start off with my position, as well as a relevant example.
I am, for the most part, totally against it. I find it very disruptive.
But there's a tiny part of me that does kinda like it.
For instance, last night I woke up like 2am to a tapping at my apartment patio door.
It was this homeless girl, a friend of a friend, who occasionally drops by out of nowhere.
I can't remember if I was annoyed at first, because I was jostled from my slumber, and possibly still a bit inebriated from various benzos and such that I took shortly before retiring for the evening.
When it's the middle of the day, and I'm sober, I'm always 100% mad when she does this. I still let her in to fill her water bottle and I offer her some kind of snack food or something, and we talk for a few minutes, but I know she sees the frustration in my body language.
Last night though, I said "whatever" and invited her in to spend the night. We had a few drinks together, did some drugs together, and watched some TV / listened to music, and chatted a bit.
Eventually I passed back out (re-passed out?) from the aforementioned benzos, plus the shots we were taking at this point.
She slept on my beanbag chair (not a sex euphemism - I actually have a beanbag chair accessory in my living room), and the next day, I still let her hang our for a bit, but I was working (I telecommute for work), and she was kind of a distraction. Eventually she left, and I was quite relieved.
In the end, though, a part of me had kind of a good time with her for those few hours in the middle of night.
I rarely socialize with people, so it was kind of a treat, you know?
But still, it is so fucking annoying when it's unexpected.
Where do the rest of you stand? -
2018-11-23 at 3:30 AM UTC in Running out of drugs (don't shed a tear)Man, this is a philosophical question that has occupied my mind, with some regularity, for decades.
So, first, I was a functional, night-time only alcoholic.
That worked. Straight up, it worked, my life was running like a well-oiled machine.
Then I dabbled in opiates, and eventually got hooked on those.
That didn't work. I was a non-functional opiate addict. Everyone deludes themselves into believing that they are that rare exception case that is an exceptionally functional addict. I really was with liquor though, and I could go into great detail that would support that fact. But with opiates, my mind and life revolved around ONE, and ONLY ONE thing: opiates.
I had no higher purpose in life. I had no values.
Pleasure and the opiate high were one and the same.
When you really think about that, it's sad as fuck. It means I would never:
1. Have a satisfying career.
2. Find love.
3. Be able to help others in any way whatsoever (oh, so you're a cancer-ridden tsunami-victim? well my next fix is more important than donating to your charity).
I then got opiate clean in 2014 (yay me!).
I returned to being a functional alcoholic, and I do all kinds of other drugs in (very loosely-defined) moderation.
So the moral of the story is...
Fucking none.
There isn't one.
Unless you can be one of those exceptionally rare fully-functioning addicts, who can juggle family, career, and altruistic efforts, and, most importantly, not equate pleasure directly with your particular drug of addiction (meaning, giving it absolute priority 1 among all things in your mind), then you're fucked.
That's it.
It sucks, but I didn't write the rules. "God" did. -
2018-11-23 at 3:17 AM UTC in How do you evenly dissolve a very small volume of liquid in a larger volume of liquid?
-
2018-11-23 at 2 AM UTC in How do you evenly dissolve a very small volume of liquid in a larger volume of liquid?
