2019-01-07 at 1:17 AM UTC
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Whipits
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
huff gas or huf raid.
Totse style mufuckas.
2019-01-07 at 1:16 AM UTC
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Whipits
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
do a ahuippet if u gangsta like i is
2019-01-07 at 1:16 AM UTC
in
Whipits
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
bumped cuz onwhippetsd FUICERL:
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
You're actually asking some pretty quality questions today.
Personally, I have evolved from a MissingNo. to a FoundNo. by using a moon stone...
Ok, for real though, here are some of the more significant life changes I have made for the better (and this is by no means an exhaustive list):
1. There was a point where I had reached an excess of about 100 lbs, and finally made the resolution to drop down to a healthy BMI. It took a lot of dedication, a lot of new habits, and some real paradigm-shifts when it comes to nutrition, biology, etc.
2. I was addicted to heroin at one point, and I was so deep into it that I literally believed that not being on heroin would be worse than death. I even ended up in the psych ward while I was quitting opiates. It turns out, I can be happily opiate-free, and have been since 2014.
3. I have had some angsty periods in my life where I didn't like large groups of people because of a few "bad apples" poisoning the bunch. I have learned that generalizing entire subsets of the human population is totally unfair, and only begets more anger and, ultimately, feelings of impotence and despair.
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Okay, for the record guys, I never claimed that I blame the banks for my own inability to "manage my money" (again, I also want to reiterate that I have only recently started working after a long bout of unemployment - and that can take a while to dig your way out of).
But I do, however, blame the banks for being unreasonable and usurious in charging something like 16,000% interest. It makes the payday loan companies look like charities.
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Unethical Life Pro Tip: Your drug-related experiences can also be enhanced and potentiated by taking more drugs.
2019-01-06 at 9:14 PM UTC
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What motivates u in life?
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Good question; one I dwell upon with quite some regularity.
One could simply make reference to evolutionary biology and psychology, and say that all of our primary motivators boil down to self-preservation, and, for the most part, genetic replication via reproduction. And I wouldn't find such reductionism totally inaccurate.
However, it's worth considering other possibilities. The brain is a complex organ, and people tend to go directly against evolutionary goals all the time (e.g.: suicide bombers; the voluntarily celibate; etc).
I have isolated a few fundamental factors that seem to be primary motivators for me:
Pursuit of knowledge: I like to learn new things. In fact, I might even go so far as to say I have a pathological need to fill gaps in my knowledge. I can't see myself ever considering my knowledge and skills to be "complete".
Spite: As silly as it may sound, I am hugely motivated by people who doubt me or my capabilities. In fact, any time someone annoys me, angers me, or violates me in some obnoxious way, it's like it adds fuel to the fire that keeps me going. While I do appreciate knowledge for knowledge's sake, I also pursue knowledge and skills that will pay off in dividends in the future, whether directly financial or otherwise.
Sex and affection: The old "S&A"; it might just be biological urges having their say, but I long for the same kinds of social goals that most of the rest of humanity longs for.
Aesthetic experiences and sheer joy/pleasure: For the sake of brevity, I am combining a whole bunch of things into one category here. Appreciation of beauty, whether it be art or nature, is something that keeps me around on this planet. And in a similar vein, so do more base/hedonistic pleasures, including, but not limited to, chemically induced experiences.
2019-01-06 at 4:33 AM UTC
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Drugs you find on the ground
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Oh man, Zanick, I gotta go with OG GREENPLASITC JOHNSON on this one...
I would never trust a drug I found the ground...
HOWEVER, I did find a dime bag on the ground at a local community fair / amusement park.
Weed is easy to distinguish from other things though.
HOLY FUCK I just remembered... I found a garbage bag full of marijuana leaves once...
This was back in my weed smoking days (many years ago - nowadays it's actually quite an unpleasant experience).
My friend told me he just noticed someone dropping a big garbage bag into the dumpster next to a restaurant, and apparantly he had some kind of reason to believe it was from a grow up.
They were Vietnamese, apparently...
I don't know how common that stereotype is, but around here... 'Nammer == good chance of being dealer.
It's probably just some prejudiced stereotype, but apparently, at least that night, it was accurate.
We made multiple batches of very potent weed brownies from that discarded bag of pot leaves (and a few buds).
2019-01-06 at 4:17 AM UTC
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TinyChat
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Okay, I just spilled a shot... I NEVER spill liquor... It's clearly a sign.
I'm still taking (prescribed - a tapering dose) valium... Plus a few drinks while on TC...
I had fun with all of you were there, and I'm gonna buy a camera this week.
2019-01-06 at 2:28 AM UTC
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I just left Houston
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Ohhh... wait... is it strictly a reference to the space center?
e.g.: "Houston, we have a problem?"
2019-01-06 at 2:27 AM UTC
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I just left Houston
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Ok, someone plz explain to me the significance of "Houston" around here.
It has like an entire subdirectory on the GitHub repo.
It clearly has some kind of cultural significance, even if only specifically relevant around here.
I feel left out...
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Also, on topic: I have been successful in a few of my goals, although maybe not as successful as I'd have hoped for.
But, I tend to set unrealistic goals so that, if I fall short, I've still made great strides.
So, I have successfully returned from daily DAY-DRINKING to a few drinks before I go to bed.
I've also been tapering down off of GHB (which I developed a habit for, despite not even liking it all that much).
2019-01-06 at 2:21 AM UTC
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ATTN: ECAP
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Y u copy my avi, bruh?
It's been said that "Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery", so maybe I should be more pleased than perturbed.
The only thing that actually bothers me about it in any tangible way is that people might see the avatar and think it's me posting.
By the way, whoever Haxxor is, if you're not some kind of Zanick alt, stop using his avatar.
Niggas be recycling avatars like they in limited supply.
Avatars aren't petroleum-based fuels, there are an INFINITE variety available.
