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  1. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III how can you be happy for it if you never tried it? i've actually never k holed but i've definitely m holed before and it's very fun. you lay down and close your eyes and feel these waves of euphoric vertigo wash over your head, where each one makes the whole euphoria more intense, and then you just kind of go to this insanely trippy place it's kind of hard to describe. it sounds not fun and looks not fun but it is in fact pretty fun. you should try it.

    I guess if there is such a thing as an M-hole, I can say I've been there.

    I used to do MDMA all the damn time...

    MDMA is just unlike any other drug though... It's like it's physically impossible to have a bad time on it (overdosing and all that aside, of course).

    It's like... ridiculous levels of euphoria.

    Ketamine, though, I don't even consider it moderately euphoric. It's just... Different. That's the only reason I like to do a few key bumps from time to time. It's a different experience from what I'm used to.

    But a full-on K-hole (where you're completely paralyzed as far as everyone around you is concerned) sounds pretty intense.
  2. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by ohfralala Just say no to k holes kids.

    Yeah I've never K-holed, and I'm happy for that fact.

    For some it might be interesting and all that... But, personally, I prefer keeping at least some of my connection to the external world in tact.
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  4. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III

    They aren't doing anything...

  5. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Mahmoud Unsubscribed



    Soft-ass nigga.
  6. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Mahmoud Triggered

    This place is my fluffy pink diary, faggot.

    At least I respect the people I post with.

    They're not just NPC's to me.

    Anyway, carry on with your faggotry and unbridled assholery.

    I straight up do not care.
  7. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Ketamine: I figured I'd write this story out because of how personally significant it is for me.

    It was just into 2006 IIRC. There was this raver chick I had been hanging out with from time to time, starting a few weeks before my girlfriend at the time dumped me (this I know for sure was December 24th, 2005). Don't get me started on the whole guilt trip for developing a crush on one woman while I was still with another. I feel enough guilt as it is. But anyway, after my girlfriend dumped me, I pretty much started pursuing this other gal exclusively.

    One night, we went out to a night club in downtown Vancouver for a drum and bass DJ (DNB was always her thing... I like DNB, but trance has always been my real go to EDM subgenre). We had a bunch of drinks, of course, and then she introduced me to a bunch of her friends (she had a lot of friends in the scene). I can't remember her exact words, but they pretty much implied that we were, at the very least, dating... Perhaps not exclusively or in any truly serious way, but I loved it anyway because I loved her.

    After the club, we caught the night bus back to Surrey (a smaller city just outside of Vancouver). At the bus stop, I remember her discussing the song We Run This (Missy Elliot) with some random chicks at the bus stop. Then we all get on the bus, and her friend started K-holing. I hadn't even done the K yet, but her and her friend, being a lot more experienced in the matter than I, had commenced already. The night bus is like an hour (at least) long bus ride, so, with her friend passed the fuck out (K-holing, whatever... basically not present in any non-physical kind of way), the two of us just talked, flirted, whatever.

    When we got back to her place, that's where I tried the K.

    While on the bus, she ran into a dude friend and he was with us. Her lady friend was down and out for the night and passed out in the other room.

    I just remember kinda sinking into the floor in a sense. I was essentially high on the ecstatic emotions brought on by quasi-requited romantic desires, so it made the whole thing that much more... Interesting.

    I was experiencing euphoria (non-drug-induced) combined with a (relatively) moderate degree of dissociation.

    It was awesome.

    One of the best nights of my life (although not entirely brought about by the drug itself).
  8. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III honestly thought drugs were all going to be very subtle experiences.

    Rookie mistake.

    But it happens to all of us.

    It's not so much about assuming a certain degree of subtlety, but more about just plain lacking the experience to know quite how intense some drugs can be.

    By which I mean... drug subtlety/intensity is relative.
  9. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Ughhu In Winnipeg stabbings are so common it’s called “the Winnipeg handshake” have a friend who’s an ER doc and they get multiple stabbing victims each week

    I think I remember hearing at some point that Winnipeg is the homicide capital of Canada.

    I was born and raised in the car theft capital (Surrey, BC)... It's actually the origin of the whole bait car concept, which is now used internationally.
  10. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Since I'm running out of new drugs to try, I have recently been exploring muscle relaxants a bit.

    Cyclobenzaprine (or Flexeril) is less on the "fun" side, and more on the "does what it's meant to do and that's about it" side. I vaguely remember trying a muscle relaxant that starts with "C" like 10 years ago... but it could have been either cyclobenzaprine or carisoprodol (AKA: Soma). I only remember it starting with "C". Plus, I was popping percocets like they were candy, so I can't speak too much to whatever drug it was in itself.

    From what I've read about cyclobenzaprine/flexeril online, it seems to pretty much just make people tired.

    Carisoprodol/soma is, apparently, slightly more recreational.

    There's also methocarbomol/robaxin... It's actually available OTC, but I've only ever taken like 5-15mg at a time (for legit acute back pain problems).

    Muscle relaxants aim to do one thing: Help with certain kinds of pain.
    Muscle relaxants often have a particular side-effect: Inducing sedation.
    Muscle relaxants can, apparently, with the right one: Induce a more pleasant relaxation (more than mere sedation).
  11. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by aldra

    I'm glad someone posted that.

    It was the first thing I thought of when I saw "Chicharon", but was browsing on mobile and couldn't be assed to do the whole copy URL and embed via BB Code dance.
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    I'm more a fan of defenestration.

    I refuse to kill my enemies by any other means.
  13. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Salvia: This was around 2006/2007. I bought some salvia from this store in East Vancouver. It was a hippie shop that had an upstairs that sold some technically illegal drugs. They weren't like out in the open or anything like that, you had to ask for them by name. I was super curious to try it, and had nobody around with me, so I took a hit in my bedroom and was absolutely floored by the whole thing. I don't even think I "broke through", as they say, but it was still pretty fucking intense. I remember posting on Totse about it literally right after.
  14. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    A lot of these memories are starting to fade for me, but I'll try for some of the more interesting ones...

    Heroin: This was in 2005. A couple of friends of mine were staying at my place for a few weeks. We decided "hey, let's get some heroin tonight". So my friend called his coke/crack guy, we pulled out some tin foil, and we got the party started. It was the first time for all three of us. They both wound up in the bathroom throwing up, and saying they didn't much care for the stuff. All these years later, they're the only two of the three of us that still use it habitually. Kind of ironic.

    LSD: This was around 2007. I was at a rave and already had a few drinks before I got there, and then took some MDMA as well (kind of a staple at raves). I ran into this gal I knew through a friend and her and a friend were taking acid. I ended up doing a tab as well. A rave is already full of lasers and trippy visuals, loud EDM, and people dressed up like candy kids and so on. Take that environment, add a candy flip, and you have yourself quite a combo.

    I wish I could remember some other firsts... But most of these were between 2002 and ~2008.
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  16. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Mahmoud You, apparently. You explicitly said so. "Making an impact" LUL.

    Dude if you're so fucking useless that you affect nobody's life in any way whatsoever, why even post anything on an Internet forum? You might as well just write in your fluffy pink diary you keep tucked under your bed.
  17. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Conrad Coolidge Correspondence Clown College of the Carribean.

    It's actually part of the Ivy League of Clown colleges. I graduated with a master's degree, summa cum laude.
  18. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Are you just gonna do the whole song one HB thread at a time?
  19. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I do the whole Inception thing and go like 3 layers deep into dreamtime. That way I get a few years to do fun shit on the weekend. Then I go to work for a measly week.

    Rinse and repeat.
  20. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Grylls srsly?

    Lol no of course not...

    I'm too good to get caught.
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