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Posts by gadzooks
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2019-03-13 at 8:22 AM UTC in Random image thread
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2019-03-13 at 8:18 AM UTC in Random image thread
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2019-03-13 at 8:13 AM UTC in Random image thread
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2019-03-13 at 8:08 AM UTC in What will humanity look like in 1,000 years?Imagine there's a space station out there somewhere with a bunch of nerds, druggies, and assorted misfits and societal outcasts, all posting on a forum website called niggason.earth, shitposting and joking around about one day visiting that big blue rock.
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2019-03-13 at 8:05 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER Honestly opiate addiction in particular is just such a dead end road. You don't get anything done. You steal shit and everyone hates you. You're sick and miserable all the time. If I'd known it would be 13 years and not 2 or 4 or 5 years, there's a solid chance I'd have killed myself.
As for now though….I can't even remember why I bothered. I mean the craving sure. But when I was perfectly well and was still using…can't remember why. Barely helped anxiety. Wasted tons of money. Never got anywhere on time. In all the time I did heroin, I don't think I ever watched a movie less than 3 times.
It's kinda eerie reading other people's experiences that just match up so well with my own.
I have a few friends IRL who are opiate addicts still (I used to be, but I defied all odds and got away from them years ago), and I get this feeling that I can only describe as... a type of disdain or disgust with them. Actually, it's not even restricted entirely to opiate addicts. I know a few people who will spend every last penny they ever get on meth and completely deplete their welfare check in a matter of days.
I empathize. I sympathize. But I still feel this reflexive disgust and contempt for them.
I think it's because I see what I used to be when I look at them. And it just makes me cringe with horror. -
2019-03-13 at 7:56 AM UTC in THis sit =e is deadSo apparently I'm literally retarded.
I only ended up saving the first page of each thread...
Once I realized that, I modified my script a bit so that it will now save subsequent pages for each thread rather than moving on after saving the first page. -
2019-03-13 at 7:37 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-03-13 at 7:36 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-03-13 at 7:22 AM UTC in Why buy mattress anywhere else?
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2019-03-13 at 7:18 AM UTC in Why buy mattress anywhere else?
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2019-03-13 at 7:10 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-03-13 at 7:09 AM UTC in I'm thinking of taking a trip to MongoliaAny advice for a first timer?
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2019-03-13 at 7:06 AM UTC in Panetti v. QuartermanThat dude could get a job as a pizza table.
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2019-03-13 at 6:48 AM UTC in drank a lotta poppy tea
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III drinking/taking drugs is often an effective substitute, thats kinda where i've been at for a few years now even though i was in a relationship on and off for the vast majority of that time (one relationship). now that relationship has finally run its course even though i dont even think she cared about me at all for the last couple years at least.
during that time i was with a couple other girls on a few occasions (while me and my girl were split up) and the sex was so meaningless it lost it's point and i felt bad but i didn't even like the girls (although one was very sexy). it was such a degrading and shameful thing.
but last summer i was at electric forest and i was high as fuck with my crew (SHOUT OUT FOREST FAM) chilling on these hammocks and i was watching some girl drag her fingers over this guys shoulders slowly and i was so fucking jealous. i've had lots of sex since then but i need something more sincere. having sex for the sake of having sex fucking sucks
We may just be doppelgangers.
Your words read like first-hand memories. -
2019-03-13 at 6:46 AM UTC in 90's Thread
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2019-03-13 at 6:39 AM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
Originally posted by mmQ I dont even know why I muse on shit like that. Like what do i really want to know?
"Yes, wren, drinking meth from water bottles works awesome, you should start doing it"
As of that wouldn't put me into a whole new world of hurt.
I am actually more prone to ingest amphetamines orally than any other route.
Well, I imagine IV would be utterly fantastic, but I know my limits, so that likely won't ever happen. -
2019-03-13 at 6:35 AM UTC in Lanny can we have post count in a daily average figure so i can see how much of a loser im becoming
Originally posted by mmQ you're gay as fuck for jill just admit it. Of all the word clouds to start with you went with the gayest fag on the site.
Anyway, I'm so tired of waiting I'm going to just make my own stupid word cloud.
Its probably
"thing, penis, turtle, like, shut, up, fuck, you, patronize."
"A, the, it, at, and" are stop words. I filter them out.
Penis, turtle, fuck, patronize, those are all fair game though. -
2019-03-13 at 6:33 AM UTC in Random Thoughts
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2019-03-13 at 6:32 AM UTC in Random Thoughts
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2019-03-13 at 6:28 AM UTC in what kind of underwear do u where
