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2019-04-01 at 7:23 AM UTC in Terminal BBSWhat would be the purpose? Strictly the nostalgic novelty of a different way of experiencing the site?
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2019-04-01 at 4:15 AM UTC in Drunk AMAWhy do you carry the burden of an ongoing grudge against me? It seems like it would require more energy and dedication than could possibly be worth it.
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2019-04-01 at 4:14 AM UTC in Drunk AMAHow many different names have you used on this site? Bonus points if you can list them.
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2019-04-01 at 1:38 AM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?
Originally posted by 🐿 Worst nastiest scum filth drug in the entire world.
Yeah I'm not a huge fan. I usually only get some decent euphoria for a brief period if I smoke it just right, but everything after that is diminishing returns.
Not gonna lie, IVing it resulted in a fairly decent, and more extended, buzz.
But I need to keep my arms clean for my day in court against the RCMP. It didn't even occur to me how much that would just obliterate my credibility on the stand.
Anyway, I don't really like to judge people for their particular drug of choice, but what does kinda bother me is how folks like my recent house guest try to argue that it is absolutely harmless. That is definitely a stretch. -
2019-04-01 at 12:42 AM UTC in Sleep paralysisI used to experience legit sleep paralysis. To any nay-sayers who have never experienced it, you are incredibly lucky individuals.
It was so terrifying at times that I would try to stay awake for days just to avoid the horrible experience that felt inevitable.
I haven't had any (or at least not frequently or anywhere near as intensely) in nearly a decade.
Some of the factors that have changed in my life (and I am trying to provide as comprehensive a list as possible, since determining causation with so many variables changing over such a lengthy period of time is incredibly complex/difficult, if not outright impossible)...
1. I used to use opiates with regularity.
2. My diet has changed dramatically since then.
2A. For one thing, I eat way fewer calories on day-to-day basis.
2B. I only drink liquids that are calorie-free (EXCEPT for alcoholic beverages, of course). This includes black coffee, water, diet energy drinks sometimes, etc.
2C. I lived near a very convenient pizza place, and was a student at the time with a busy schedule, so I would frequently eat pizza during this time period. I can't remember where exactly I picked up the potential connection, but somehow the hypothesis that excess cheese consumption immediately prior to going to sleep can impact dreams and other nocturnal experiences.
3. I have lost a lot of weight since then (I can only kinda estimate that I was about 250-280 lbs at the time).
4. I had a fair bit of stress in my life (being in school with a ridiculously heavy course load - I actually completed my B.A. in barely over 2 years because I was taking a DOUBLE FULL-TIME (30 credits / 10 courses) course load by taking additional classes at other accredited post-secondary institutions (and ultimately transferring them over). There was also a lot of financial stress as well.
5. I was (and still am, of course) white and roughly 6'1-6'3, between 23 and 30, and lived in a rather suburban area at the time.
6. My physical activity was pretty low. I had a part time job at a grocery store that involved standing, walking, and stocking shelves and so on all day. I also had no vehicle, so I walked a fair bit. However, I did not perform much ritualized exercise strictly for it's own sake.
7. I have always had pre-existing psychiatric issues (primarily OCD, but with some garden variety generalized and social anxiety thrown in, along with some bouts of depression from time to time).
8. My sleep schedule was incredibly disorganized and followed essentially no pattern.
Which of these factors played a major role, and which played no role at all, are difficult to determine, but hopefully it can give anyone experiencing this deceptively severe syndrome some ideas to test out. -
2019-04-01 at 12:26 AM UTC in How many GB in downloads of Kr0x pic?
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2019-04-01 at 12 AM UTC in My liveleak video has almost 65k views in 1 day
Originally posted by Octavian Could only watch 3 seconds ewwwww.
Only the lower class Orwellian inbreds do that over here.
My favorite part of the whole thing, tbh, is when I cut her off midway through and deny her any more.
This morning I was showing my temporary transient roommate some home movies from a few years before I met him, and I have like an entire 30 minutes of this pretty attractive woman practically begging me to go down on her, and me just telling her "no" the whole time... and asking "what's in it for me, anyway?"
Then there's my male friend with us who is practically begging her for the opportunity to do it himself, but she's trying to overcome my barrier.
It's just a classic scenario of a woman wanting what she can't have that much more with each ounce of resistance, while simultaneously becoming more and more turned off by my friend who's giving her repeated ego boosts with his requests.
The whole thing is even kinda scientific / anthropological:
1. She literally moves closer and closer to me, until she's sitting directly on my crotch and gyrating.
2. She puts lipstick on and adjusts her hair a bit.
3. She tries to bargain (e.g. "I'll go down on you if you go down on me first!"). I still say no, of course, since I didn't just fall off the turnip truck last night.
4. Starts stripping (a major contributing factor to why I don't post it online - it would be unfair to her).
I seriously think I'm developing a new fetish/kink... And it's quite a leap from my usual femdom fare.
I've been able to practice a bit with that more recent chick that's been over at my place (via the transient fellow).
The look in a woman's face (who is, at the very least, a few notches above average in appearance, and thus so damn used to getting hit on all the time) when you deny her sexual requests is just... I'm hooked on that now. I just need more of it.
It is the ultimate ego and confidence booster (the latter I am in much need of). -
2019-03-31 at 11:46 PM UTC in How many GB in downloads of Kr0x pic?If anyone is getting an inkling to contribute to an increase in those pics, you cache me outside first.
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2019-03-31 at 11:38 PM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?$100 worth of meth. It was kind of a parting/separation special event for my recent temporary squatter. I figured we might as well have a good time before he moves out for good.
We both did some throughout the night, and I had my usual dozen or so drinks.
Then he introduced me back to Facebook (and what can I say, I'm loving it... I see so much potential for lucrative career/business networking, as well as finding sex hookups and dates, and even just reconnecting with old friends for nostalgia purposes).
I also showed him some videos I have from a few years before I met him where my friends and I get into some documented adventures and misadventures - there are lots of drugs being done, silly crimes being committed, pranks being pulled, and women stripping on cam and stuff like that.
Overall, it's been a bittersweet final session with the guy, but we bonded quite a bit and will certainly remain friends. -
2019-03-31 at 11:28 PM UTC in My liveleak video has almost 65k views in 1 dayMy faux incest video of me "making out with my cousin" hit about 26,000 views (on YouTube) over the course of about a decade.
I think it's my only video with any comments, too.
That is the height of my own fame on YouTube at the moment.
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2019-03-31 at 11:24 PM UTC in how many accounts on here do u haveAnd there you have it.
Most of them actually serve a (more-or-less) unique purpose. A few I occasionally pull out for some silly shitposting.
ALTemio sanchez is the most versatile though. I also sometimes use him as a bit of an alter ego / mask to make especially non-PC comments/jokes.
For anyone who isn't familiar with the name, he was an infamous serial rapist. His original purpose for me was to make offensive shitposts from an account that CLEARLY does not hide that it is an alt account.
But he/it also gets to be, say, an inspirational quote posting serial rapist (he loves to help and inspire others to greater hieghts just as much as he enjoys stalking his female jogger prey in the park at night - he is a man with diverse hobbies). -
2019-03-31 at 11:09 PM UTC in how many accounts on here do u haveI have the following...
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2019-03-31 at 11:06 PM UTC in I just reactivated a Facebook account that I shut down in 2007/2008I already came across the CEO from my last job as a recommended friend request. I was also thinking about adding some of my old professors from nearly a decade ago.
What is the general etiquette about adding people you may not have seen in a while? Or people who hold particularly high social standings or are just incredibly busy (i.e. CEO has his own Executive Assistant, for instance, to deal with many of his communications). And what about strangers or names you don't recognize immediately, but you have mutual acquaintances? Is that last one just way too taboo/creepy? -
2019-03-31 at 11:03 PM UTC in I just reactivated a Facebook account that I shut down in 2007/2008And by the way, Facebook has a TON of potential for networking (career-wise for one thing, but also for dating purposes).
I mean, I'm already communicating via private conversations on there with multiple women, some of whom I have slept with before (as far back as 2003), so it stands to reason that I can probably do it again... Then there are the hundreds of other women whom I've known from different schools (both grade and post-secondary), past jobs, different night life social circles, etc, etc, etc.
This is gonna be fucking awesome, I tell ya wut. -
2019-03-31 at 11 PM UTC in I just reactivated a Facebook account that I shut down in 2007/2008Can anyone kinda just summarize / fill-me-in on a in-a-nutshell explanation of the info security and privacy issues with Facebook?
I have been noticing things in the news about them spying on us, and even storing and selling all kinds of personal/private data, but, having had no interest in signing back up for FB until now, I didn't bother gathering any details. -
2019-03-31 at 10:57 PM UTC in I just reactivated a Facebook account that I shut down in 2007/2008Man, I have been connecting with SOOOOO many people I ain't seen in a solid minute, playa.
Help me get my stalk on, tho... How the heck do I search for certain names but filter by city, schools attended, etc?
I can't figure out how to do it with the regular search functions.
Then again, I'm also teaching myself to use the Facebook REST API right now, so it probably won't be long until I'm performing all kinds of complex searches.
Also gonna build a few bots.
By the way, one of my friends said he's been temp banned like three times on there... Is it really that censored and PC?
My friend called a guy a tranny chaser, and also said all flat Earthers are autistic fuck tards.
Basically, he talks on Facebook like most of us here talk. Is it really that bad over there? -
2019-03-31 at 10:42 PM UTC in LOL Go to any StackOverflow page right now...Although a tad early for many parts of the world, it's some quality April Fool's decoration.
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2019-03-31 at 8:27 AM UTC in DIY Data Recovery (Power Issue / Unrecognized Drive)
Originally posted by billfred It's fine to play it on the safe side, but in terms of data recovery, you'd just be (potentially) modifying the PCB, not the platters which actually store the data or tweaking the magnetic heads that read it. It would cause no harm to place multimeter leads on a diode to read if it is shorted or not. If it is, remove it. Problem solved. The diodes in the PCB of a hard drive act more as a fuse. Worst case scenario, you ruin the PCB which would only require a donor board. Your data is still untouched.
You do raise a really good point.
I just detach the PCB (three tiny screws... I have just the screwdriver set lying around).
But if, even after all that work, it doesn't gain me access to the data... Then I have to spring for the expensive recovery option anyway.
I've pretty much given up on DIY methods at this point.
But all the same, you did recommend something I hadn't even considered, and I love learning for learning's sake. -
2019-03-31 at 8:14 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2019-03-31 at 8:12 AM UTC in DIY Data Recovery (Power Issue / Unrecognized Drive)TBH, I don't really want to modify any of the circuitry myself.
I pride myself on my extensive knowledge on the software side, but will fully admit to a massive blindspot when it comes to electronic circuitry.
Plus, in this particular case, I don't want to try anything that carries any major risk of damaging the data.
The data recovery company I'm taking the drive to on Monday has a certified clean room, and a policy where they give me a more accurate quote once they've run all their diagnostics.
