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2018-01-31 at 4:47 AM UTC in anyone ever withdrew from benzos?
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2018-01-31 at 3:35 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by CASPER So…an actress/ model chick pretty far out of my league is expressing a weird a mount of interest in me, and it has me really puzzled/skeptical more than anything. Havent fucked in years and havent dated in longer than that. Get the unshakeable feeling that this is some sort of trap. Wat do?
You’re such a charming and interesting person. A good woman was bound to show interest in you eventually.
Why did you go so long without dating or having sex? Any trauma? -
2018-01-31 at 1:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Telling a psychiatrist you were molested as a child could be a highly effective method for getting what you want. Who's going to deny someone that was molested and traumatized the medication they need?
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2018-01-31 at 12:37 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2018-01-30 at 10:19 PM UTC in Is this a great idea?I bet this is sploo.
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2018-01-30 at 10:16 PM UTC in anyone ever withdrew from benzos?
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2018-01-30 at 10:15 PM UTC in Bill Krozby-tier Lifestyle-fucktarderyHe's so upset.
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2018-01-30 at 9:30 PM UTC in anyone ever withdrew from benzos?I can't wait, I need something now.
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2018-01-30 at 9:12 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2018-01-30 at 9:08 PM UTC in anyone ever withdrew from benzos?
Originally posted by Issue313 I was once hardcore addicted to benzos, just whatever, I had a box with mail order clonopin and xanax and lorazepam IIRC, it was like a sweet box. Just weaned myself off over two or three weeks.
Benzos addiction experience made me better and really helped with my anxiety. I have to say mail order benzodiazapeines and becoming addicted were on the whole a positive thing for me, and really helped me straighten myself out.
You never really hear about the positive drug stories.
This encourages me, because I intend to be hopped up on benzos for the entire time I'm at college. I'm literally going to tell my psychiatrist I'm too autistic to handle it without medication, which is true. -
2018-01-30 at 8:33 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Damn, Amazon is getting into health care too?
I, for one, welcome our new techno-capitalist overlords. The market can eventually replace all government services.
As Lanny said: https://niggasin.space/post/191744
Originally posted by Lanny Bezos is the fucking terminator dude. Don't underestimate that nigga
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2018-01-30 at 4:15 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by Something Squirrel You're just a retard, your parents should have been sexually sterilized for having bad genes.
Hell, I agree, but it’s completely inaccurate to claim I’m a retard. Mama always said, stupid is as stupid does. By that margin you are the most retarded person here. Everyone here knows it except you, regardless of your excuses and attempts to delude yourself. -
2018-01-30 at 4:01 AM UTC in Dude at my work who doesn't eat phallic shaped foodsYou should straight out ask him if he was molested or ever did anything gay. Record it.
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2018-01-30 at 3:01 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!I'll atone for my existence by becoming a purifier of the world.
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2018-01-30 at 2:56 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!We are all Adolf Hitler.
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2018-01-30 at 2:06 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2018-01-30 at 2:05 AM UTC in What's the grossest thing you ever ate intentionally?Oh, I once tasted my own semen because I wanted to see what the texture and taste was like. The texture was similar to thick mucus and surprisingly the taste wasn't that bad, fairly mild. I can see why so many women become accustomed to it.
It was in the name of gender equality, understanding what the other party experiences, whether it's reasonable to expect them to let you come in their mouth. -
2018-01-30 at 1:58 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!People are fucking monsters. They're so awful. One of my strongest desires is to witness the end of the human race.
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2018-01-30 at 1:57 AM UTC in I saw something fucked up..I too have heard tales of a midget prostitute. Hey, now that I think about the, the people that talked about this were in South Berkeley as well, right by the border with Oakland. It very well could have been the same one.
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2018-01-30 at 1:35 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!No, wait, do any of you also feel this way when excessively high. I remember my first time I got high off 15-20 mg in a MFLB knockoff. Definitely made me cough quite a bit and I hadn’t smoked in a day and s half.
Someone, reassure me, I could potentially become close to passable, yet off and eccentric, with years of therapy, right?
Have you ever personally known someone that was extremely fucked up like me and managed to turn their life around? I mean, the structured environment of college, the need to go out regularly, to speek, engage in work that requires some prolonged cognitive, to be around people, interact in a limited structured environment.
It basically seems to be potentially good hikikomori therapy when combined with a sufficient dose of Klonopin and Vyvanse, with cannabis taken at night.
In philosophy my introduction would be as follows: “Hello, my name is malice and my goals are to advance antinatalist philosophy and atificial intelligence so that we can finally put an end to all sentient life in existence and finally break the cycle of birth, needles suffering, and death.”
If I can show up to an Occupy Oakland rally that was planned to be a violent retribution for something the police had done a year before in a klu klux klan outfit and fuck with them well into a lifetime with the help of drugs I can surely muster the power of not giving a fuck to pull this off.
Who wants me to start a 4 chan thread series on my pitiful and blundrful attempt to recover from autistic hikikomori hood replete with videos of moments of this. At the very worse it could be an IRL Watamote. I would even be wiling to take suggestions from comments.
I’m not naive and socially inept enough to believe this is a good method for leaving a positive impression on others. I would still prefer to be largely alone, as I find the cat majority of human beings to be intolerable.
There could even eventually be a very first attempt at dating scene. Recall that I have never so much as held hands with anyone, am extremely misanthropic, have social experience except basic ones only until 7th grade and am now 27, 28 in few months, am an incredibly mentally ill massive fuckup, have barely spoken throughout my life, have agoraphobia and anthropophobia, a general fear of other people, barely even spoke or interacted with own family, literally became a hikikokori for years, spending at least 97% of my time indoors, at some points going multiple month long stretches without so much as stepping foot outside, suffering from mild PTSD, with severe depression and severe pervasive general and particularly social anxiety, the world feeling overly intense unless sedated.
My stats have the making of a potentially amusing internet series. I will prostate myself to the machine and allow the wonder of the internet to control me and guide my destiny, my true home, the eventual promised land when paired with gen 2 VR. Win or lose, everyone can laugh.