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2017-05-15 at 2:18 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by Coathangers Suck -WS but malice you're gonna need soft skills, and that means starting at Arby's or something. you got to truly humble yourself coming from where you are coming. it's all part of your journey.
I'm flat out saying it: I'm too good for menial labor.
Some people just need such a high level of stimulation that something like that is torture. I have to admit, despite all the extreme quasi-asceticism, my demonstration that I can have incredible will power, or just this unbelievably rigid set of internal rules that I have to be perfectly consistent with, I cannot handle that kind of work full time. It literally drives me insane.
That's why I'm going to start off with volunteer opportunities. Because I swear to god, and Lanny could probably relate, that if I had to work full time at McDonald's I would snap so fucking fast and either go on a killing spree or blow my fucking brains out.
Not saying I'm opposed to physical labor or all low wage work, but my brain/mind cannot handle something like food service. The turnover rate is incredibly high among normies to begin with anyway, and it's for a good reason. Jesus christ, the people that are middle aged, or even elderly, and still in those types of jobs must be in absolute hell...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-15 at 1:56 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinHe's a libtard.
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2017-05-14 at 10:09 PM UTC in RisiR = Finny?I cried during Alexander Rossi's indy 500 trophy acceptance speechThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-14 at 8:36 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by Malice 1337, I have a question for you: You seem pretty successful and managed to get your life together. At the same time you have some serious issues you have to deal with, which I can completely relate. You're also clearly well above average in terms of intelligence.
You know how fucked up my position in life is, so my question is this: If I wanted to get into neuroscience, just as a passion and to see how far I could get, regardless of how far behind I am, what would be the best way to do it?
Should I just find a good community college to go to and start racking up credits? I've read about 3 year programs in some states, but I sure as hell can't afford them right now since I'm pretty much going to have to start over from nothing. Here in the bay area if you're on SSI the fee for Berkeley City College is waived.
I could also take the SATs and probably score pretty damn high on reading, writing and language, and the essay, it's just math that I'd have to completely relearn. I'm not sure I have an affinity for it because it's boring as hell, but maybe if I learned something foundational, like number theory, I could see the beauty of it and at least take it as a challenge for cognitive stimulation.
Lanny recommended the latter. Of course I remember your entire life story, the school issue, how you got into SFSU based on SATs, and the state payed for nearly all of your tuition.
Man, fuck it, you can take the SAT multiple times. Lanny mentioned before that in his experience as a tutor, or perceiving others, many students essentially had to learn years of material in a few weeks time, and it fucking worked for most of them!. Maybe I'll just cram for a few months, with the help of flmodafinil, and take it just to see how I score. I'd mostly be competing with kids 18 and under, and at least I did a shit load of reading, so I don't think my odds are too bad. Just a decent university would be good enough if it had an opportunity to transfer.
I fucking wish I could afford a tutor to just guide me through the most efficient path, but I sure as hell can't afford it. Not sure if I could receive one for free, although they're bound to be sub-par compared to private sector workers.
I assume that you graduated high school. Did you ever take the SAT/ACT while you were there? Honestly I wouldn't worry about it at this point unless it's specifically required; you're not competing with other kids to get into college. Start at a community college and get most of the prerequisites out of the way for whatever specific bachelor's degree you want. This will give you a feel for college (and being around people again daily) without flushing a bunch of money down the toilet if it doesn't work out psychologically for you. You are a smart son of a bitch, so I can't imagine actual academics standing in the way. After you get an associates or feel the need to move on, apply to university. I would do this as early as possible because of research opportunities.
FSU didn't have a specific neuroscience BS program, so I would have to go with a general biology or (bio)chemistry BS (preferably biochem), and specialize in neuroscience with your electives. I majored in Biology, specializing in evolutionary biology. The important thing to do at university is to get into research. Show up to all your professors' office hours and make sure they know who you are. Ask if they need any research assistants, don't get discouraged if everyone turns you down. Make yourself known to them, demonstrate your love of neuroscience/pharmacology. I started research with a chemistry professor my sophomore year, you will be the lowest bitch on the totem pole and overworked but it's important to get your foot in the door.
I'm not sure what your ultimate goal is with neuroscience, but you'll probably need a masters to get any professional role besides a high school teacher.
Florida WAS nice because our lottery paid for a scholarship program called Bright Futures. I actually got a full ride scholarship through the state, a $3000/yr private scholarship, and FSU gave me $2000/yr. Plus I completed the IB program, which gave me a year and a half worth of college credits. Since I finished undergrad, the bright futures program has been severely cut back.
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2017-05-14 at 1:16 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinI shall investigate this avenue further.
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2017-05-14 at 11:15 AM UTC in Your daily reminder.sophie, you should become a sea gypsy
http://theseagypsyphilosopher.blogspot.co.uk/2013/07/the-sea-gypsy-tribe-start-up-manual.html
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2017-05-14 at 9:40 AM UTC in Your daily reminder.I wouldn't mind paying taxes at all if their wasn't greedy mofo's abusing/stealing them.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-14 at 6:17 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin“The thought of suicide is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a dark night.”
I’d love to bust Ted and Ross Ulbritch (Dread Pirate Roberts) out of prison one day.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-14 at 3:22 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by RisiR † Hey, SC, you off the Bundy or what? Good posts. Keept it up.
Yeah. I ate a bottle at work, whenever my bundy abuse gets really bad the universe seems to bless me, this is the second front page flush that happened since st.patricks and its always the thursday night before payday walking around my neighborhood.
Last time I only got a gram though and it was cut to hell and it was so long since I had it.. I binged the entire gram when I was supposed to capsule it and save it for a concert in July (no regrets). As soon as I could tell this deal was legit I ordered an 8ball, almost got a fucking quarter but glad I didn't because word spread quickly that some young white dude with unlimited supply of meth pipes, cash and beer is walking around acting like a complete mongolroy talking about next level triangles and shit.
They were all VERY respectful like they have never seen someone with an 8ball and their own meth pipes before?, I guess people just aren't generous around here or used to kindness... I was like PACK THESE FUCKING PIPES UP GIRLS LETS DO THIS!!! they were like "no no no no I cant thats yours I would feel so bad no no" like I was luring them in.. damn.
The hooker that phoned up the local dealer (who had the same first name as me) says "Yeah a fucking 8ball! I know right am I the best or what!, no im not lying!". I knew right there this was for real, no way in hell she was faking a phone call like that. I made the junkies happy that night, I had like 5 hookers following me around shouting my name every time I tried to get away, dealers walking up to me constantly, I was giving out pipes, beers, two packs of smokes. People were trying to sell me all kinds of stolen shit, I was SO FUCKING PARANOID about the cops I'm like "YOU GUYS I HAVE TO GET THE FUCK OFF THE STREETS NOW!"
Thats how I ended up at this 60 year old grandmas house, met more tech users, had the raunchiest dirtiest sex of my life with the grandma once everyone left, probably contracted several STDs partying with her. I gave her so much money oh my God she was such a fucking wreck but she has her own house. The party started getting a little too fucked up for me once children and the elderly became involved in this madness.
I just wanted to get my drugs and get the fuck out of there, I don't know what came over me, I wasn't even high but I just wanted to FUCK so bad I missed work to fuck that grandma, god dammit. She has my phone number she keeps phoning me.
I became very close with the local native american community of hard drug users.
I guess I was just lonely.
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2017-05-14 at 2:24 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by RisiR † Captain Falcon, yes. The no sex part was because shit didn't even start as a date and because we both had fast food and smoked cigarettes. I probably should have went for a kiss at the end but I honestly didn't want non of that.
She figuratively squirted all over my brain, though. That's the part I'm shocked about.
I'm just busting your balls nigga, good on you. That's more female contact than I've gotten in the past week LUL
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2017-05-14 at 1:27 AM UTC in Kinkou forgot The Logistic's of Brownie'sKinkou the shitfaced marrionette.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-14 at 1:26 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinYou haven't burnt any bridges malice, you're being melodramatic. Take your meds, take the non-pharmaceutical part of treatment seriously, focus on interests that aren't drugs or antinatalism or autism, and you'll be fine. Dwelling on how terrible things are isn't productive behavior.
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2017-05-13 at 10:58 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinSpice is massive in the UK at the moment in prisons and homeless people, I wish I knew which one they're getting sprayed on their shit cos it looks pretty good
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2017-05-13 at 8:19 PM UTC in Lanny
Originally posted by -SpectraL The only reason Infinityshock posts like that is because he's not going to bother putting any effort into threads filled with useless morons posting in it. Why would he bother "bettering" a thread, when it's already moved into MoronVille territory? Sure, he's perverted and imbalanced, but who the hell isn't these days? This has nothing to do with Infinityshock's state of mind. He's made perfectly good posts before, so it's not like he's not capable of posting content worth reading. TheDarkRodent, on the other hand, is entirely incapable of creating a quality post. All he knows how to do is play with his little crayons and plaster cute gifs across the entire BBS day and night. You are just trying to reverse engineer a problem which is already quite evident, which is the fact that Lanny fucked up, and he's still fucking up.
How do you know why he posts like that? Unless...
The point is nobody gives a fuck what you think about how shit should be done. Just shut the fuck up already and go run a board. It's not that fucking hard to setup bucko. -
2017-05-13 at 6:44 PM UTC in LannyI agreeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-13 at 6:29 PM UTC in LannyThats what you get for having more accents and dialects than all of Africa stuffed into a tiny island.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-13 at 5:29 PM UTC in Lanny
Originally posted by -SpectraL The only reason Infinityshock posts like that is because he's not going to bother putting any effort into threads filled with useless morons posting in it. Why would he bother "bettering" a thread, when it's already moved into MoronVille territory? Sure, he's perverted and imbalanced, but who the hell isn't these days? This has nothing to do with Infinityshock's state of mind. He's made perfectly good posts before, so it's not like he's not capable of posting content worth reading. TheDarkRodent, on the other hand, is entirely incapable of creating a quality post. All he knows how to do is play with his little crayons and plaster cute gifs across the entire BBS day and night. You are just trying to reverse engineer a problem which is already quite evident, which is the fact that Lanny fucked up, and he's still fucking up.
I post good threads, I put a lot of time and effort into my drug research posts hoping someone useful googling this stuff will land on us and start contributing. The same can be said about a few people around here also, good discussions are not impossible, we are just in a cultural slump. Everything you describe can be fixed by ONE SIMPLE SOLUTION I put forth months ago, a gentleman's agreement shitposter type deal that allows you purge your own posts from a thread. A delete button would also be handy in this regard.
https://niggasin.space/thread/9261
Why do you focus so much on individual users? I don't get it.. it's not like these people really matter to the site overall, TDR has posted good content before he is just a massive troll and insane badass biker. I have seen good infinityshock posts too on RDFRN it seemed like he had his life together mostly posting about politics and weapons but clearly there is something going on in his life that has caused him to lash out and act like a deranged psycho.
Lanny does fuck up, but who doesn't?. Are you agreeing with me that we should kidnap him, steal his forum and replace him with a machine?.
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2017-05-13 at 4:20 PM UTC in LannyYou are looking at Lanny as someone in a position of power, like he has some sort of control or something. The reality is during our great migration he was most capable among us to raise his hand and volunteer, almost as if fated by the Gods to carry the torch.
He is simply a cog in the machine, part of a series of events greater than himself that have volition of their own. I cannot hold him responsible for anything that goes on here, even banning me.
Ultimately he is just another poster, more than an actual admin which is probably where your displeasure towards him comes from (fuck admins also)
If you really want to be useful you should contribute to the Github and put forth constructive solutions to problems instead of lame criticism and always comparing things to the "Good old days" no amount of moderation, rules, communnity spirit, new users, fancy UI, message boxes or anything can fix this mess. We are FUCKED, this is the fucking mongolvoid garbage asteroid from futurama doomed to destroy earth.
All we can do is try to steer it out of the path of all those poor innocents down there and try not to wipe them all out.
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2017-05-13 at 6:36 AM UTC in I love the new banneryeah the journey is an adventure though, especially for those guysThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-13 at 6:11 AM UTC in Hey maliceThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
