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2017-06-27 at 3:17 PM UTC in im an assholeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-27 at 4:29 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Malice Noticed some interesting effects from Nardil yesterday and today. I was getting constant hypotension, along with some postural hypotension on top of that. Mentioned before that this is a strong sign of reaching efficacy.
Noticed that I didn't experience the same feeling of agoraphobia, strong apprehension and resistance, to going outside to the grocery store. I was much calmer outside, and what was particularly noticeable is that I felt considerably more at ease around others. In general I hate being in stores around others most of all. The more crowded and noisier, the more sensory information, the more I dislike a place.
I'm such an aspie that I generally turn my head 90 degrees away from/at right angles to anyone who's passing me on the sidewalk walking contrary to my direction. I don't even like looking at cars that are passing in the same manner, if the street is closest to the side I'm walking on. Very uncomfortable. I'm so unsocialized that it feels like the standard reaction among animals, threatening.
This diminishing to the point where I'm able to keep facing ahead is a massive difference, a sign of social behavior modulation, because it's normally completely consistent.
Experienced the same thing today, minus the hypotension, although possibly to a lower extent. I did hit my time limit 30 minutes into a walk, but I only had 1 Nardil tablet in my system and probably needed more. That and I need to consistently practice getting used to being outside and around others, see if or how much my time limit increases.
i know you like to give the copout that youre a turbo aut*ist or whatever and i dont like people as much as the next guy but you shouldnt act like youre trying to condition yourself to harsh weather or something, theyre people just like you are and alot of them are probably socially anxious tooThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2016-12-09 at 1:14 AM UTC in How to learn to cook meth Part 1 - The Shake and Bake.
Originally posted by bling bling no i got banned from 99p store last year buyt they turnt it into a poundland so i think its safe
"last year"
fam just go in there again nobody fkin cares, cop as much as possible. id do that to my local stores but they dont have ANY pse meds
also ez shopliftingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-27 at 1:42 PM UTC in today i went to the storeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-27 at 1:53 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSSo, yeah, so
Mr. Never Lacking, bust a package
Bills can get paid off of rappin', still I keep to trappin'
Used to hunnid sack it, now I fuck an actress
Shit, I'm just thinkin' how it happened
Had to get explicit, had to make it listen
Moving out them pounds, niggas started snitchin'
Loading up them rounds, niggas started missin'
Move it out of town, and Tommy Cruise the mission
Converse with my addictions, don't talk I just listen
Five drugs that I'm mixin', money only thing on my vision
Infatuated with them semi's and 'matics
All of my niggas is thugs with some habits
Like grandma TV, we been with the static
I fuck on this bitch and she say she from Athens
Opiated so I'm demonstratin' my emotion less
Got some real niggas quotin' this, got yo' main bitch hoein shit
Lost a few things as of recent, life is anything but decent
Blow the re-up on my teeth, it's the only time you catch me cheesin'
It's Dolla
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2017-06-27 at 5:37 AM UTC in im an asshole
Originally posted by Malice If I could? Wouldn't a better scenario be if I was guaranteed to get away with it? In that case, maybe.
y tho
i dont get the appeal of killing or otherwise harming a bunch of people who didnt do anything to you
doing that to people who have wronged you bad enough to warrant those feelings i can understand, but why a bunch of kids who just want to trade pokemon cards, eat candy, and play with fidget spinners or random normies who dont even know you existThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-27 at 5:38 AM UTC in today i went to the storeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-27 at 5:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by RestStop Well there's your fucking problem right there nigger!!
Just joking. Dargo is right on this one. When I do meth I turn into a sexual deviant and can go into "revenge" mode where I'm hell bent on hurting particular people but that's just my lifestyle anyways. And again it's the choices I've made that makes these things rather normal but meth seems to intensify them to a degree that is unbearable unless these fantasies are turned into a reality pretty quickly.
Post last edited by RestStop at 2017-06-27T05:08:55.711214+00:00
yeah that doesnt happen to me
i still beat my meat on the daily like i did before to the same shit on /gif/ and i dont really have any social effects besides wanting to talk to people and maybe a little paranoia but thats only if im trying to buy some in a fucky areaThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-24 at 7:25 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by RestStop Did you have the time of your life?
Let's have the after party at my place
Do you have some spare change?
On me I've got hundreds I'll throw in your face
Yeah, order more bottles, order more models
Order more hours, shots on an island
Hotter than the summer, the winter couldn't chill me
Young free and wildin', order more kidneys
Dope, I’m so dope
All these honeys pilin' on the floor
And we're stuntin', know you see the GLO
Girl these hundreds, thought I'd let you know
Since LA, I've been puttin' on
Cirque Du Soleil, on and on and on
I got this money, tell me what you want
For this money, can you drop it low?
did you just discover travis scott or somethingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-24 at 1:37 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDScurrently blowing up my toilet with a plutonium based fission ass nuke
ask me anythingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-24 at 1:37 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by RestStop Blimp's soarin', how the hell did I get in this space?
Four in the mornin', how did I get in this place?
Oh, it don't matter, got smoke, drink, and I'm runnin' this space
Done contemplatin', I'mma take it in and groove in this piece
N,N-Dimethyltryptamine and Lysergic acid diethylamide
The vibes are effervescent, delicious, just how they should be
N,N-Dimethyltryptamine and Lysergic acid diethylamide
The vibes are effervescent, delicious, just how they should be
No sleep in my bed, no sleepin' in my bed
Yeah, we gon' play, gon' play, gon' play until the day
I said no sleep in my bed, no sleepin' in my bed
Yeah, we gon' play, gon' play
Then we'll sleep all through the day
And do it again
WE SHOOTIN SHOTS LIKE THE NRAThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-16 at 11:37 PM UTC in Hello I am Bennyin the words of kevin gates "yeah i eat booty, im a GANGSTA nigga"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-23 at 5:01 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by Malice My god, weaponized autism is real.
i called it
unlock your true potential as a superhuman walking encyclopedia and become the next james bond
15 seconds of observation later, you now know the most minute and precise things about en entire battalion of soldiers
one guys left knee clicks when he walks? kick it to immobilize him and grab his left hand (missing a segment of his finger, thanks autism) and disarm him. use his weapon (hk mpk5 made in 2002, thanks autism) to kill everyone else in the room at the optimal engagement range (164gr copper jacketed bullets, as you see from the bullet exiting the barrel, thanks again autism)
this man could be the next agent 47The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-12 at 1:28 PM UTC in What kind of car do you drive1993 ford f150 flareside
302,720 on the odometer, engine rebuilt at 165k
4.9L 300 I-6 engineThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-09 at 1:56 PM UTC in Your daily reminder.*shitpost*The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-08 at 5:05 PM UTC in I gave drugs to my sister's kid tonight
Originally posted by hydromorphone I love you, Malice. You genuinely made me smile today with this post. I would pay money to see that, and put all my money on you to beat the ever living shit out of Bill Krozby lol.
aww what a sweetie
love on the autistic guy some more and pat him on the head for some happy points
god you are all faggots Bill Krozby included i only come here to shitpostThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 4:53 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump I'd rather sleep outside and choke to death on my own vomit THan be a fucking paki Muslim German piss master that posts peoples pi like a bitch
nobody likes sandniggers so he has to do things like post PI to try and make people fear him in an attempt to be relevantThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-04-29 at 5:18 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinlactation is a good fetish tbh fam
tfw no tiddy to suckThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-04-28 at 1:30 AM UTC in Niggasin.space confession booth sponsored by church of trianglismi got blackout drunk on nye and almost raped a girl
i lied to someone about being a virgin
i nut in my bathroom sink when im beating my dick sometimes
i bully furries on runescape
i jerk off so much that i inflamed my prostateThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-04-24 at 6:26 AM UTC in Anybody who "hates the police" is either retarded or a total fucking poserif you need money and arent willing to work then just hang yourself tbhThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!