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2017-05-20 at 7:14 AM UTC in Getting gangstockedfuck, tough aspect ratio to make a banner out of but niceThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-20 at 2:14 AM UTC in Getting gangstockedThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-19 at 7:06 AM UTC in tfw Surprise Drug Testinb4 dargo tries to adopt Bill Krozby's daughterThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-19 at 6:59 AM UTC in tfw Surprise Drug TestThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-19 at 12:29 AM UTC in Getting gangstockedi taped 25 flyers with his phone number and face to the walls of a local police stationThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-18 at 4:35 PM UTC in Newfags can't do this▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ▼ ◄ ▲ ► ▼ ◄ ▲ ►
Sorry, dropped my bag of triangles.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-13 at 10:04 AM UTC in In Space...suck my left dickThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-08 at 2:06 PM UTC in To Plant a Seed is Not to Be a Gardener. The Tragedy of the Child of Bill Krozby.x-post from another thread I wanted to share. If you are a fellow abhorer of all that is Bill Krozby, his very essence, and appreciate a good comedy, this is for you:
Oh god, can you imagine the horror of knowing you had Bill Krozby's genes within you?
It's like, if Hitler had any children who had disowned him, how would they have felt? Or the feeling could be the equivalent of knowing you were at high risk of developing early onset Alzheimer's or spontaneous AIDS, somehow. I'm not sure I could live with it. At the very least I would sure as hell sterilize myself as soon as possible.
I can just imagine years down the line his daughter having wondered who her father was for all her life, then on some random alley there's this guy with matted hair, covered in filth, dressed in rags, reeking of feces and urine, with his hair falling out in patches, eyes shooting off in wild directions, skin that looks like he has leprosy, sitting atop a mountain of trash, used needles, gasoline, paint thinner, air duster, jenkem bottles, and every other of the worst drugs under the sun.
And as she walks up to him, through all that filth, degradation, and degeneracy, through the ravages of the years, she has an unnerving suspicion, and she asks, "Doug…Doug…is that you? Dad?"
Then Bill Krozby suddenly freezes for a moment, his mad gaping eyes like black holes, any remnant of humanity long gone, and he..he..
He picks up this newspaper, pulls some of the encrusted fecal matter from his pants and puts it between the sheets, then he folds it, holds it out towards her, and he asks…
"Would you care for a world famous Bill Krozbydog?"
And Her heart breaks harder than anyone's has ever broken in existence, like the finest vase ever created, a masterpiece renown throughout the world and revered by all, something that the artist spent his entire life working on, had just been bumped into by a deranged drunkard of a cartwheeling cosmic clown that came out of nowhere, slowly watching it fall as if it moves at the speed of a cherry blossom, 5 centimeters per second.
And it shatters into infinite pieces. The cries of a thousand lost and tormented souls encapsulating the broken dreams and ravaged lives of kristallnacht.
This, this is Bill Krozby the man.
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-05-10T06:14:57.964367+00:00The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-04 at 5:43 AM UTC in A girl who fucked 10 guys is a slut, but when I fuck 10 guys I'm a faggot???The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 11:17 AM UTC in Just got out of the ER
Originally posted by Dargo Malice, I'm glad you're doing better. Honestly I am.
But you talk like you've been in a war zone and watched all of your closest buddies get blown to bits right in front of you. Recover from what? Your self imposed misery? The fuck, dude. There are people who experience real, traumatic things in life, and you ain't one of them. I don't get it.
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2017-05-03 at 10:04 AM UTC in Just got out of the ER
Originally posted by Malice Is it the hair? We punks aren't as scary as we seem.
All kidding aside, I'm literally close to being asexual right now and would never do that to someone, and have never felt the urge to. That just isn't who I am.
But I'm not asking to meet with anyone, I just meant if anyone requested it I may be up for it, with no one in mind *shrugs*
You actually seem happier already.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 9:59 AM UTC in Just got out of the ERThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-03 at 9:17 AM UTC in Just got out of the ER
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump Thats what you get for taking shitty RCs like tpain and nsi89 and god knows what else.
I do bundy, meth, cannabis and drink beer and I work every day. When I watched NHK I was on heroin at the crack shack but I never even thought about going to the hospital unless it was to pretend to be a junkie and get more opiates
Scron, you are not okay. Many people here aren't.
RisiR, you need to start seeing a psychiatrist and psychologist. Let go of the past.
Lanny, I think you should consider that your alcoholism could have an underlying issue, even if you're well off in some ways. I honestly didn't realize I was severely depressed until I reached the breaking point. Before 5 years, and some of you may remember how much I used to joke on Zoklet before lapsing into severe depression, I would constantly joke in TRT, write about the countless ideas I had, things I was researching/had an interest in, these enormous well researched walls of text, but even then I wasn't really happy and still incredibly damaged, then breaking point happened and I had a mental breakdown, followed by nothing but everything there is to be sad about in life and a stream of thoughts of suicide.
Phoenix, it's so obvious you aren't okay at all and on some level you know that if you remain on this path things will never change. I know why you want that sense of connection in TinyChat, people to talk to, but it isn't the same. You need people IRL, even a psychiatrist and psychologist, although it may take a bit of time to find one that's a good match for you, and that's normal. Don't get discouraged and give up like I did.
Number13, you had a mental breakdown and became a hiki like me at a considerably younger age, so of course you need similar health.
The Duke, if you're still alive, I hope you made it past your severe alcoholism. It was literally killing you.
Anyone I missed: Even if you're still clinging to this site, it's because it's the only sense of community you had, a place long ago where you felt you truly belonged. If you're spending an inordinate amount of time on here or other places trying to fill the need for people in your life, you're incredibly lonely and need to make a change before things get to this point. We didn't evolve to be alone, we need each other, and there are good people out there.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-03 at 8:52 AM UTC in Just got out of the ERTook another visit. I hadn't slept in days before going in the first time, got out at midnight, couldn't sleep until around dawn, then passed out until 10 PM, when all the pharmacies were closed or closing after searching for ones nearby, their hours, and checking how long it would take to get there. Instead of panicking and resorting to alcohol, even contacting Lanny and begging to meet up near, I just went to the ER and told them what had happened and everything was fine. I got another IV of fluid and shots of Ativan, which just make me feel closer to what normal must feel like. Chilled for a few hours on my phone while someone checked my vitals once a while and gave me a new shot.
Before this I was a hikikomori, had such severe untreated anxiety, been in a state of suicidal depression for the past three years after a mental breakdown and everything that had occurred before that, had absolutely no one in my life during that period, become agoraphic and anthropophobic to the point where I would barely go outside, have literally gone a month without stepping foot out multiple times, probably said less than ten a month only when going outside out of necessity, such as "thank you" to cashiers, or the process of depositing rent into my landlord's account, a barely audible "thanks" at the grocery store while wearing sunglasses and averting eye contact, all the countless things that I dwelt on in my mind, all alone with nothing but my thought.
This is hikikomori to the core. But I made it, I know I've broken though and I feel like crying out of happiness in longer than anyone should.
I finally made it and I can't wait to see how good it gets from here and what's out there in the world. It's like being freed from prison for over 10 years.
As is traditional in animeland, the ceremonial cutting of the hair. I've wanted to try a Taxi Driver style look since I saw the film years ago, although it's closer to Chu from Yu Yu Hakusho in style, not I have the courage to pull it off and try something different than the same standard hairstyle I'd had for years.
Some people have invisible disabilities, no matter what they look like on the outside or even how they often come across online you have no idea what they've gone through and are going through. Be excellent to each other, it's the past path toward happiness and fulfillment in life.
If anyone is going through something similar, eventually you can make it too. Don't be afraid to ask for help, to accept you need others.
I made it, I survived, and everything's going to be okay now.
Omedetou
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2017-05-02 at 9:41 AM UTC in Just got out of the ERWhen I first set out I was actually on buying more alcohol and prolonging things, but somewhere along the path I was finally pushed over the edge.
What spurred me was the serious risk of epilepsy due to having been self-medicating alcohol anxiety that had become so severe I was drinking a liter of brandy and about 3 liters of wine a day. (IIIRC Debonaire_Death drank himself to the point where he developed cirrhosis and still has to spend a lot of time dealing with. Poor Guacamole, MisterY's partner and friend in Ceretropic, ended up dying because he mixed benzos and alcohol, and I wonder if the insomnia to that degree was from anxious he was, willing to risk death just to get some sleep, was he so tormented by his thoughts to the extent that they led to this. Essentially hitting rock bottom. I knew when I walked in I was going to tell them about my other severe issues.
Suicidal depression, hikikomori and going into detail, unmanaged symptoms of autism, various things that had happened in life, having been undiagnosed with a severe case of Asperger's at 19 (I fell through the cracks, it was glaringly apparent, but it didn't happen and I suppose looking at things from this perspective, the lashing out I engaged in was clearly because of it), and how that ended up being one of the most damaging things in my life, I never received anything for it even after the diagnosis, having had no friends in 14 years due to what's now practically PTSD, the poor family to the point where my neglectful parent only stayed together out of a sense of obligation, having been seriously considering divorce during at least on period, I pretty much lost my parents when I was 13 and literally don't have any family at this point that I can fall back on, explaining how severe my depression and anxiety had essentially gotten to the point where I was just locked, the final days were just being spent in bed doing absolutely nothing etc
It was actually what I needed, and I wasn't involuntarily committed or in a psychward, although I did state that I would have been okay with hospitalization. A guard did have to be in sight of me, but that merely entails them being in line site sitting casually, usually just playing on their phone, doing paperwork. They gave me Ativan and phenobarbital via IV along with bags of saline for hydration, and was hooked to an ECG as well.
It reminds of the anime Welcome to the NHK. Once you actually break out it's so obvious that everything was in your head, and now you're completely alone in the world and will have to grapple with these issues for the rest of your life.
Oh god, my life is so fucking sad. I just want to go to bed to continue breaking down crying and I don't even have a cat to give me some semblance of company. For about the past three years the only person who's pretty much ever contacted my had been my landlord, I've literally never spoken to anyone so I sure as hell don't have anyone now.
At least things may finally be changing. Unfortunately I had to hit rock bottom and will have to rebuild my and my life from such a fucked position to be in.
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2017-05-02 at 2:15 AM UTC in Can we all take a moment to mourn our lost brotherNeck beard drops tabs in holy town.
Gets beheaded 2 minutes later.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-01 at 11:51 PM UTC in She died moments later...The sun's shining in the pic, so unless a 250kv power line was on the way down right that instant i doubt she's dead.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-01 at 4:27 PM UTC in Long distance loveI've tried long distance shit before and believe me it's never worth it, in any situation ever. Don't do it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-01 at 7:56 AM UTC in Small Quake tonightwas just ur mom fallin out of bed m8The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-04-29 at 3:31 AM UTC in Snoopy Git FuredThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
