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Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood
did u see my meat?
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GERM HOUSE sounds like a genre of electronic music
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Originally posted by Sudo
In thinking of going to NA meetings but I know too many people there and too many people know me. So far today Im clean af and am gonna try to keep this going for as long as I can
Ive been toying with the idea of a once a week google group or skype chat room or some shit. With some structure and stuff, but not as much talk about God.Dude if youre dependent on opiates, you need a better plan though. Ups and downs and whote knuckling is no way to do shit. Why not just take 2mg or sub every day sublingually, smoke weed and take ibuprofin to take the edge off aches.... see how long you can go wihout wanting to put shit up your nose? A lot if it for me has been breaking routines, preferred routes of administration. Theres just nothing my junkie brain enjoys about taking a pill as directed. i either need it in my lungs, my vein or my nose.
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Originally posted by WE SMOOTH
it’s the boredom/groundhog day feeling. when i smoke and it hits me just right I can’t stop walking around my crib feeling grateful.
I know that feel. its difficult to punch through. Whenever my meditation actually works, it does help. As does going one new place every day. Work out- even for a half hour. Drive around with a chick.
weed really isnt shit, but i guess the whole point is that if anything is a crutch,its keeping you from developing your full potential
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oh my god im going to fucking kill you both
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^^ This doesnt sound like a solid plan to get clean. This sounds like something i wouldve concocted to justify smoking heroin in the bathroom at work. lol.
You need to find something more long acting if youre still going to be using. Short acting/compulsive redosing is always bad juju.
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In sobriety news i finally got some sleep.Headed to the clinic ina few hours, down another 3mg today. Got a heartfelt letter from my nigga in jail, complete with loc’d out olde english script and bible verses. lol.
idk. Shits ok. Better than it was i guess. i still wish anything was going on. Pregnancy scare. Sweeping zombie epidemic. Anything. Every day just feels exactly like the last day to the point that i dont evenknow what day of the week it is anymore.
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Originally posted by Octavian
That's gross you're a female. You should wash daily you fucking tramp, have some dignity.
i thought D was a gay man?
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Originally posted by Dregs
that in can remember in 29 yrs…the longest was 5 and half months..i was working on two crews construction and renovations. i worked 6 days/well over 60 hrs a week during that period and about 3 months when i went back to drinking. i am a fat bastard but i was such a work horse then i hardly was ever tired. maybe 2-3 hrs tops a night sleep and that was more than enough. my right wrist and back were a lot stronger then too…i could take the punishment/grind and than some. arthiristic…whatever sp? in the wrist and a chronic back problem developed i needed the booze to deal with it…docs were suggesting surgery and taking off x amount of time off work THAT I COULDN'T AFFORD TO DO..and the booze helped…than with all the pills…don't aks what i just took whatever i could get my hands on…than i got fired from both jobs
even when both bosses fired me…each was like i'm drunk and high right now…why should i care? i probably had that expression my face too. didn't effect me at all…even losing all that money i was just making over like 8-9 months…i saved up most of what i made during that time too. all i cared about was..i was drunk and high again…well more so numb…at least i still felt something
one thing that always bothered me when i was working like a mad man…everything during that period like birthdays, parties, being around friends, all the good shit in life…sober me was just a fucking zombie. i barely reacted to anything good going on around me or with myself…some fam would be like smile so they can take a pic…or smile enjoy yourself..
i couldn't. it really bothered my father going back many yrs before that…he'd often observe and criticize me for that shit too…everything would be good at home as a kid. i rarely smiled or seemed to him i wasn't enjoying the good things…i just didn't feel much. much of the good shit was like whatever to me. yet when i first started drinking in my early teens my whole mood, personality..whatever wanna call it i was happy..he couldn't shut me up or anyone..didn't make sense to him and i always felt like i was being myself. that bothered him and it bothered me…too much history but i really became a real piece of shit to him and everyone and i just didn't care
fuck this thread. no offence bro but time to do what i do best in life…and time to forget about all the seriousness and bullshit in life. peace. send the bill in the mail. no doubt you're gonna charge me like i charge everyone else.
Sounds like depression right off the bat. I was the same exact way as a kid...and still am to an extent. Its kind of just a question of how long you think you can continue living that way. If your answer is indefinitely- and it actually does something for you- then more power to you. I just didnt even think there was an alternative, but addict brains are fucking sneaky like that.
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Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
The "best" anything is a bit redundant on NIS isn't it.
Youre right. Everything here is the best.
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