This is going to be my ongoing thread where I hand over the reins of any life decisions i cant be bothered to make, since im a whishy washy, indecisive anxious fuck.
Decisions will be made on a majority basis.
Feel free to join.
First up...
MUSTACHE OR NAH?
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Originally posted by DontTellEm
Lol omg 😂 my cat liked to suckle my ear lobe & drool all over me in the process:/ My brother was like ur gross what are u doing?! Lol she liked it
Originally posted by Corona-chan
Being groomed by a cat is an honor.
I love it when mine chew on my hair and lick my arms
I want to reincarnate as a cat
i wouldnt mind so much except her breath is god awful. I never realized cat tooth cleanings were so pricey
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cat in heat or some shit so starts making horrendous noise at 4am wake up between 6 and 9am yell SHUT THE FUCK UP GRACIE exclaim UGHHHH FUCKING CHRIST bc my whole body hurts. check phone to make sure i still dont have any friends roll over and see if anything is good on youtube: “black trans-femme asexual cripple standup slam poet spills the tea on rapper Blueface”- Buzzfeed Question for a moment if im in some absurd surrealist nightmare Eat whatever leftover food is laying on the bed Get up Methadone/ pills Go to the kitchen and see if theres any healthy-ish food that i dont have to physically prepare myself play with Gracie/brush for fleas eat Check to see if i have clean clothes to wear to work. Sniff test to see if they are acceptable or whether i need to actually do laundry Shower oil and moisturize my gross scalp and beard. shea butter my scaly face. Tell myself im gonna watch a movie or do something fun before work but just end up laying down and listening to podcasts and sleeping for another hour. wake up realize im late to work say fuck it watch youtube videos about triggered liberals for another 30 min sigh heavily eat a few ibuprofen a d cbd oil slog out the door to work. work Start altercations with customers who annoy me do this for 8 hours askif mom needs anything from the store frozen food or fast food for dinner Go to bed
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Originally posted by Dregs
Picture Michael Myers in the original Halloween. Loomis taking care of that kid..and him escaping. Before getting kicked out on the streets my family namely my nigger father wanted me in a nut farm…I was there…I got out with help twice..but different "inmates" lol. My family gre tired of that approach…so I stand at home for a brief time. I discovered alcohol not for the first time but grew to love it quickly…helped personally with my various symptoms…not so much for my family..so dad had enough kicked me out and i laughed in his face before i left…told the rest here there on DH and here
Simply put I've been diagnosed with a few disorders and what not. Alcoholism keep shit at bay for the most part of 29 yrs…though I seem to moving on up to a more disturbing note as of late and I don't know why. I am supposed to be on anti depressant(s)psychotics but I am just in dream land almost 100% of the time on them so…I opt out of that bullshit…to be an alcocholic WHICH HAS HELPED ME for over 20 yrs but since the start of this new year all symstoms/withdrawals have been hitting me 10 fold or worse.
I need the booze dude…or I don't know what I will do next. I am not exaggerrating in any way…and I am quite prone to do such that often. I'm in a very dark and new place. Even on the streets as a teen I never felt this way. I don't know what is happening but I need my addiction more than ever. I can't be sober anymore…You fucking can't make me see those people anymore. Fuck you.
I think its a matter of whether you feel good now. Even when youre shitfaced drunk, do you feel GOOD? If you do then more power to you. If i felt good i wouldnt have stopped doing heroin. But id Do 3 or 4 bumps of fentanyl, put a crushed kolonopin under my tongue and muscle a a half of tar and id lay there staring at the ceiling with tears in my eyes bc it couldnt make me feel numb enough to be okay anymore. Taking it slow is okay, but if you always think youre going to deal with something “tomorrow”, it never happens. itspretty much a matter of deciding whether what youre doing is working and whether you want some peace and joy in your life or to live your remaining years and die the way you are. If i had to live the rest of my life the way i was 5 years ago, id have been happy to die. Thankfully although its fucking hard, anyone can change.
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Also go get a second opinion irl. Imsure Canukistan has all sorts of alcohol treatment docs for the drunk FirstNations people. The doc will prolly prescribe you some stuff tohelp,and worst case scenario if you decide to continue being a sloppy drunk you dont have to go back. worth a shot.
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Its all good dude. Next time you just need to make it a week or two. And like i said you cant be drinking anything youll enjoy. You need to take care of the physical component so your body is functional, while at the same time not getting hammered and now connecting the thing youre drinking with pleasure/enjoyment.
Ofc i want to see you do well. Addiction and mental illness is fucked and it makes life miserable but everyone loves an underdog /comeback kid story.
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File with OSHA or whatever if he was breaking rules. Show up to the house with some paperwork and let him know youre not trying to juice him...you just want what youre owed.
I would probably do something juvenile and petty too but i dont always have great ideas and it still wouldnt get the money back.
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Originally posted by Dregs
does anything work wonders anymore? really? got the finest breeze coming on in on me..stopped snowing and raining…i guess thats working wonders. NOT. can't bear to get up and go out. my misery is all consuming..and finding once vacates spots in me to dwell. over 48 hrs Doc..and its crippling me and you want me doing this 2 weeks. Ugh. Feel like doing something so stupid anything like placing my hands on the stove to see if I feel anything but misery…Pain would be a welcome change. Maybe I'll go up to the bar, WON'T DRINK, and hit on some randoms dudes woman…get the rest of my teeth knocked out. Maybe when I can't chew my food anymore I'll feel like making some drastic positive changes.
and hot buffalo sauce from the chicken bites i had earlier are making me partially vomit up the mouth and right back down. tums, water…this and that its not going away…i'm gonna punch my pussy cat through the wall any second
Doc this is gonna kill me…Gotta buy a bottle soon. Fighting the urge as much as I can but damn this bitch must have control over me and I can't kill her…can you imagine how fucked up the hauntings on my sorry ass will be?
Just give me a prescription(s)…so I can O.D. in Hooker Alley or some shit
I told you white knuckling and dropping drinking at the drop of the hat is not the way to go if youve been drinking as much as you let on. Get a 30 rack of some gross beer and start with 2 or 3. Drink another every couple of hours. Multivitamins. Plenty of water. Soup or chicken. vegetables. Benzos if you can get them. ANything Gabaminergic.
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Tbf crack and heroin are both way more mellow than i ever thought theyd be.
Sometimes id be talking tona new acquaintance and the topic of drugs would come up. Id tellthem i did H and theyd be like “No way thats hardcore dude. When was the last time u did some?” and im like “about 25 min ago” and their mind is blown bc they thought heroin just does one thing. At the end i functioned more normally on three quarters of a gramkf heroin and a couple bumps of fent than i could on a few hits of a potent marijuana reefer.
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Nah i mean theyre still both shitty but nowhere near as “wild” as people think they are. The wildness comes from years of compounded mental health issues and lifestyle factors.
WHAT ARE U GUYS DOING FOR YOUR WELL BEING TODAY?
i had eggs and airhead valentines day candy instead of hot dogs and oreos for breakfast and im gonna see the doctor ina a few min.
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