2020-01-31 at 3:02 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
then you wouldn't be a faggot
2020-01-31 at 12:47 PM UTC
oh my god im going to fucking kill you both
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2020-01-31 at 2:16 PM UTC
I hate the irritable feeling you get when a full time stoner. You just feel so, meh. Like you need to get high to actually get through the day/ night otherwise you're an angry piece of shit.
Not good.
2020-01-31 at 2:29 PM UTC
I consider myself a stoner, but I only usually get high after work as a wind down for me. Even on my days off, I won’t get high during the day because I wanna get shit done. It’s usually just a relax thing for me, but I’m a spaz, so it evens out😁
2020-01-31 at 3:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH
it’s the boredom/groundhog day feeling. when i smoke and it hits me just right I can’t stop walking around my crib feeling grateful.
I know that feel. its difficult to punch through. Whenever my meditation actually works, it does help. As does going one new place every day. Work out- even for a half hour. Drive around with a chick.
weed really isnt shit, but i guess the whole point is that if anything is a crutch,its keeping you from developing your full potential
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2020-01-31 at 3:52 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
In thinking of going to NA meetings but I know too many people there and too many people know me. So far today Im clean af and am gonna try to keep this going for as long as I can
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2020-01-31 at 4:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo
In thinking of going to NA meetings but I know too many people there and too many people know me. So far today Im clean af and am gonna try to keep this going for as long as I can
Ive been toying with the idea of a once a week google group or skype chat room or some shit. With some structure and stuff, but not as much talk about God.Dude if youre dependent on opiates, you need a better plan though. Ups and downs and whote knuckling is no way to do shit. Why not just take 2mg or sub every day sublingually, smoke weed and take ibuprofin to take the edge off aches.... see how long you can go wihout wanting to put shit up your nose? A lot if it for me has been breaking routines, preferred routes of administration. Theres just nothing my junkie brain enjoys about taking a pill as directed. i either need it in my lungs, my vein or my nose.
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2020-01-31 at 6:44 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
meetings or mEATings? just curious Sudo
2020-01-31 at 7:42 PM UTC
you can eat if you want just clean up after yourself
2020-02-01 at 9:39 AM UTC
Ive been taking Crouton for like 3 days now while I'm waiting for an upcoming UA (hopefully the last one ever) and I'm not sure if I want to take this stuff regularly again or just start doing edibles again... I dunno, it's got something in it that helps clear your mind so you can take a step back and put things into perspective, but it's also kinda gross and brain stunty when you take it everyday. It's got some way of making you want to kill yourself less but does nothing at all for pain.
For some reason the meme opiates (Crouton, T-PAIN, tramadol) have worked better for me than the hard ones recently. jedisbox said the same thing, probably #justschizothings
Anyway, I really need to start going back to NA or Refuge Recovery (highly highly HIGHLY recommend btw) meetings again.. it's free therapy. I should get a regular therapist too now that I got my obammycare back
2020-02-01 at 9:41 AM UTC
join my gay recovery google group
2020-02-01 at 3:02 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
welp thanks a lot forhaving my back in more ways than one C. getting drunk in the a.m. and no monies for the afternoon. thought you were swinging on by to give me mor cash for that promised blowjob. fuck dude could have gotten another bottle for later. i will be happy this a.m. BUT JUST KNOW IN YOUR HEART I WILL FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF LATER YOU WRETCHED PIECE OF SHIT!. I'm sorry already for typing that you don't deserve it but in one of those dark depressing drunk moods where everyone should avoid me and vice versa...YET I wanna hop on some dick and make their YOUR life miserable
plus my downstairs neighbours are pissing me off with all their a.m. noise...fuck i here them stomping around down there, making me SERIOUSLY rage inside. I can hear the nigger below talking trash about whitey, me, and me to his wife...I got some ol Wrestlemanias going because they is loud but fucking up my feels anf I can't get grounded in this drunken aura
I am about Snap man. Well this is another love and diary note to you my shrink. Good day Dr.
2020-02-01 at 3:17 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
no need to school the ignorant. they will never learn any way. wake up "mexican"
