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  1. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    I've never seen the appeal of an alt. I already feel like I spend too much time here. Lol
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  2. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Ughhu Ok so sounds like I’ll give it a try. I’ll let erbody know how it goes later this week.

    Only thing you need to remember is 50/50. I usually take half my breath of nitrous, and then suck in as much air as I can until my lungs are comfortably full. Hold for 7-10 seconds, then lay down and start prepping another charger while my body melts into the cushions and slowly spins in space like a rotisserie chicken
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  3. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by gadzooks Holy shit I didn't even notice that until you pointed it out.

    Lol. I did.

    I was going to go back and ask OP if his name was Brian. In which case, he should steer clear.
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  4. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    DARE would've done a lot better job convincing us not to do drugs if they just gave clinically accurate information instead of all the scare tactics. "Weed will make you steal from your parents, and ecstasy makes holes in your brain. After a week of use, you'd cut your own mothers threat for a line of cocaine...."

    Versus:

    Opiates can seem fun at first. But eventually your body gets used to them, which can happen in as little as 2 weeks of continuous use. After that, when you don't have them, you go into what's called withdrawals. At which point your whole body feels like it's breaking, you get weak and nauseous, vomit and often shit yourself. Hot and cold sweats. Sore, restless muscles. And even if you keep enough opiates around to stay high, eventually they will wreck your butthole. Literally. *Boots up slide projector*
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  5. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by mmQ What does it mean to be septic? Im not gonna look it up. I know what a septic tank is like it's a shit tank? So…????

    "hey wanna hang out later?"

    "no, I'm septic"

    "you're?… Shit?"

    "I don't know. Yes"

    Am I close? Septic ass bitch motherfucker

    It's just when bacteria gets into your bloodstream somehow. Occurs a lot in people with gunshot wounds to the gut/abdomen. Pictures wouldn't really show anything since there's nothing actually to show. It might be secondary to a nasty, oozing wound on the leg, but the real damage comes when that bacteria gets into the body and starts going to work on every other organ.
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  6. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    If nitrous killed Brian cells, they probably wouldn't give it to you at the dentist.

    It's fun as fuck, but it only lasts as long as you keep it in your lungs, and then like 20 sec afterwards. I usually buy a 500 count box and finish 150 or so the first week.
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  7. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    I could just start a thread, but that would be so unlike me.

    Do you feel like your "real life" has begun? Probably for obvious reasons, but I've always had this sense of that I'm not who or where I'm supposed to be.

    I keep thinking that when I get my head together, why I get my health together, that things will fall into place.

    I miss my thoughts being electric and dynamic. I'm tired of feeling slow and foggy and inarticulate.

    I kinda wonder at which point "potential" is a moot point, and you've pretty much ruined yourself.

    Idk what I'm even asking really. Just woke up out of a sound sleep, threw up, and now my guts and twisting so hard I can barely lay down.

    You guys have been pretty much my only constant social group since I was 15, and I care about your faggots and wish I knew some of you better.

    Night.
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  8. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Jυicebox I'm about 90% sure it's my destiny to die early. There's no other explanation.

    No matter how well things are going for me, my mental state continues to worsen



    I know how this feels. I used to be a motherfucking genius before I started doing drugs seven years ago. Now, I can't even finish a sentence without making a fool of myself

    Not to mention the fact that if there is anything in my path of travel I WILL trip over it



    I'm always torn between "I've ruined all that I may have been able to accomplish"

    and

    "It's my destiny to commit suicide to punish my family for their wrongdoing"

    After all, "everything happens for a reason," right?



    You and me both.

    I hope you feel better. Really.

    I feel kinda exactly the same way. But dying early or suicide just seems more like a logical conclusion of my life at this point rather than some melodramatic end to an unremarkable life. I mean I've felt better sometimes on mushrooms and stuff, but it's probably safe to say that our bran chemistry is fucked. But neuroplqsticity and all that, it'd almost certainly improve with proper lifestyle...just who knows to what degree. I just feel like I'm just waking in circles. It's like Groundhog Day, reliving the same thing over and over again. I wish someone would've really impressed upon me how quickly things happen, and how you set the pace for your life. It feels like 6 months ago that I was sitting at a bonfire at the beach with friends and everything just WAS. Everything felt free and open and unchallenging. Everything was right there at that moment. And now i just feel off....

    The truest thing I can say about my life's experience, is that as long as I can remember, I've felt like the walking memory of an old man on his death bed, looking back on his life with regret. Even that,I'm sure I stole from a movie. But when I heard it, it was the most clear articulation of my mind that I could possibly muster.

    Anyway always feel free to message me if you feel like it. God knows I ain't got shit going on. Then again, if you're as like me as I think you are, most of the time you probably can't think of anything to say, and writing anything to anyone feels like too much work. *shrug*
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  9. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    PSA: all of our brain chemistry is completely fucked. Give it a couple days watching old reruns of shit you watched as a kid and eating junk food and smoking weed, and you'll forget about ever wanting to kill you self....or the daughter your ex gf has full custody of. I mean you'll want to kill yourself again in a month, but...you're just crazy and your brain can't be trusted.

    If you'd like an objective appraisal of whether you should kill yourself, feel free to apply via comment with all pertinent lifestyle information.
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  10. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Rizzo in a box Pain from a rap cat
    Man you didn't know that
    3 am, man, we bumping Bobby Womack
    My homie keep all his bullets hollow
    That's why I smell like Salvatori Faragomo with the diamond sparrow
    A rap cat with the BOSS apparel
    I put my rhymes on your block then I run it just like little Darrell
    Money and dope, man, don't come for free
    Man, I don't have no competition, ho, all I got is enemies
    I turn around like a tornado
    Rock it like a baby cradle
    Call me Doctor J if you a baller and it's getting fatal
    I make MC's do angel dust
    Take 'em to the Bay Bridge, make 'em strip, tell 'em jump
    I don't know why I get high
    I'm so in love with money I keep spending 'til it runs dry
    Hot like a kettle, when the pedal hits the metal
    Pinocchio you know son is Jepetio, hello
    Deep fried just like Friday fish
    A lot a hot sauce, now we got it popping in this bitch

    Favorite nickatina song. Goddamn that feels like high school.
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  11. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Sup fam
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  12. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Technologist Casper,
    Didn’t you say you had a way of getting in touch with her? Or you know where she lives? Thought I read something like that!

    I just told her if she was actually ready, id sit with her on skype and talk to her while she passed. Seems like if someones actually gonna do it, itd be nice to have someone there.
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  13. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Even though it's like 90 degrees, getting into the season with my annual horror movie marathon. Doyers game starts in like 45 min. So pretty good.
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  14. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    It's crazy to think that people develop entire languages with grammar rules and past tenses and masculine feminine, for the sake of a book, that's dedication.
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  15. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    I know enough Spanish to negotiate a drug deal or buy a whore, but that's about it. But people say I can mimic accents and stuff almost perfectly after hearing the word a time or two,
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  16. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    The mushrooms are seriously working overtime. Feel all normal and well adjusted. Cooked a healthy dinner and then cleaned the entire kitchen, did a bunch of laundry, went out and bought pumpkins to carve and gave my lyft driver a talk about why even "non drug people" should try them at least a couple times in their lives because i used to have very negative associations with black people because of going to all black schools as a kid and being stabbed, burned, hit, etc. But then you realize that maybe they had negative experiences with people that look like me, and as long as I choose to judge people individually, i can choose to not be a part of that cycle. And that there will still be biases, but patterns of thought are like water. And over time, that water flows through the path of least resistance....your biases, assumptions. And over time that water can cut channels like the grand canyon. Until its almost inconceivable for you to think or feel differently- Which is really fucking unhealthy. And certain plants or psychoactives are like filler or spackle, and your able to step back for perspective, you smooth over those channels, fill in those cracks. So its just a flat plane, and the water doesnt just drain off naturally.


    Anyway- yeah. I feel better. lol.
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  17. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Jackrabbitfyi You are a deep thinker huh? Mr. Casper?

    Nah I shoot dope and then a girl makes me sad and I write 10th grade level angry poetry. I used to be smart, but I like to think I've legitimized myself pretty well.

    144 IQ reporting in.
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  18. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    I feed my wimmens continually to ensure proper butt to titty ratios. When a girl whos already way too skinny tells me they're dieting, I become very annoyed.
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  19. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    What is babby and how doe s it from?
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  20. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    you can still do well. But if you spend your whole life trying to belittle people who you deign beneath you, and treating everything like a joke and using antagonism as a defense mechanism, you'll die old and alone. Stop playing a character. Figure out who you actually are.
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