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2018-04-15 at 5:13 PM UTC in pwp interventionwhere is 4J- that old ham n cheese sammich looking ass nigga? Old eastern bloc/ potato famine lookin ass nigga?
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2018-04-15 at 5:08 PM UTC in What does it mean to "smoke" a drugthat site looks legit as fuck.
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2018-04-15 at 12:44 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-14 at 11:19 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-13 at 2:03 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by the pat-man damn how did kami go out?
also if you kill yourself at least make it cool, do the old 4chan chicken wire around the neck, super glue hands to head, jump off building routine.
With my luck the wire would slice off my ear and i would land in a tree just as i hit and break my back -
2018-04-13 at 12:24 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.If i kill myself, its going to be out away from my home somewhere (because killing yourself around other people is fucking selfish), and then just wrap a towel and then some tough plastic dropcloth or tarp material around my head everywhere but my nostrils. Then duct tape it in place. Then just a shot straight into the skull above the ear (I know pointing upward in your mouth is most effective, but cant do that with a tarp tied around your head). I imagine the people who have to clean up that stuff would appreciate someone making it a bit easier to clean up after.
The people we had who died were kamikaze pimp, viper, and ilovechronic among others.I forget which one was the gun cleaning incident but he was just too high and too confident in his gun handling skills. Then again ive done that same shit on TC a ton of times, im sure. -
2018-04-12 at 8:17 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH I think your specific example isn't the best since you could get arrested for going Christian Bale on a nigga but walking thru life worrying about judgement is a waste. Also a waste is living in your emotions all the time.
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH I think your specific example isn't the best since you could get arrested for going Christian Bale on a nigga but walking thru life worrying about judgement is a waste. Also a waste is living in your emotions all the time.
Nahhhh it's LA. Fucking with people in traffic is the state pastime. And I've only done that a few times. Yeah I agree living in your head all the time is kind of paralyzingly, but I've also spent 12 years completely ignoring everything, just taking shit as it comes. That seems to be my MO....just let shit bead off me like a fine high gloss paint job, and then after 2 years of that I freak the fuck out...wash, rinse repeat, This isn't one of those, but it has been stressful as fuck lately. -
2018-04-12 at 4:41 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Brain surgeon Jesus Christ this place is getting depressing. Like seriously every single trt regular is having a simultaneous break down and or just hitting a low point.
Is there even a single person in here with there own place, car, job, AND not having a mental break down?
You're welcome boo boo.
I'm actually a lot better mentally than I was years ago. And definitely more financially stable.
It's just life. Time goes on and things happen. People come in and out of your life. I kind of just came to the realization that trying to keep anger/sadness/whatever all bottled up is an incredibly uncomfortable way to go through life. So if I want to roll all my windows down and scream at the top of my lungs in a traffic jam- why not? -
2018-04-12 at 3:24 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Fox Paws He fuckin wrecked his beemer weeks ago I thought
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH He's cruising in another foreign by now I reckon
Nah I booked a lil Honda for 19/day and then paid for a month n a half in advance so when they inevitably suspended my account for destroying 3 cars, id still have a car to take care of bidnass in. But I just need to buy something soon. The cadillac was nice but super impractical. But paying $600 a month fr a used Honda is kind of ridiculous. Good think ive got some stacks now. -
2018-04-12 at 3:15 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by hydromorphone Hey now, I give a shit if Malice dies, you can't be hogging all the give a fucks for our dearly beloved Mal-Mal now.
Sorry to hear about that shit going on with you. Care to elaborate, at least on the part about caring for a girl? Girlfriend or family? I think we see things differently, and you probably have a bias toward me, but I've always pegged you from what I've seen and been told by others as a legitimately decent person. I genuinely hope shit gets straight for you, dude.
My ex gf/fiancee. I think I mentioned her before briefly. If you dressed Kreepy Kay and my ex in the same clothes and stood them side by side, it would take you a solid 30 seconds to figure out who was who. But she was a really sweet girl- but also really crazy. She was like the Bonnie to my Clyde. We lived together right out of high school. She was actually one of my main crushes all through high school. But it seemed to me after I let her try some of my coke (that I found in a bar bathroom when I was 15), that she just went way overboard. I was always trying to bail her out of bad situations, but i didnt mind. Because = White knight level 99.
But ummmm.....yeah. After she moved out she was living in her car for a while. And Id hear about her now and then. Every few months shed knock on the door in the middle of the day, most likely fishing for an invitation to move in again for a while. She always looked really sad. Eventually when shed come to the door I just started pretending I wasn't home. But after not seeing her for a year and a half or something, one day she showed up at my doorstep. I guess shed started escorting at some point and living in her car she was miserable. Someone told her what they gave her was meth, but it was actually some kind of bath salt, and she shot it. It gave her a stroke. I took her out to what I thought was going to be a romantic reunion dinner, but food kept falling out of her mmouth and the utensils kept slipping from her fingers. Eventually she just stopped trying to eat. She couldnt look me in the eye. She had to stare at the ceiling. She asked me to turn off the radio in the car because she said the noise was "too much". And when I dropped her off that night at her (at the time) parents house, I walked her to the door, drove down to the end of the block, put the car in park and just started crying harder than I think I ever have in my life.
I hadnt seen her in forever but i ran across her little brother a few months ago and asked him to get me contact info for her. He said she was in an assisted living facility, but i didnt realize that shed had another mild stroke after complications from some of the meds they put her on. So she can still speak kind of slurred but she hardly remembers things or people and she can hardly take care of herself.
We were supposed to get married if we turned 30 and werent hitched yet. She was almost a chick version of me. But...yeah. Its why I always got kind of sad when Kreepy came on cam. My girls name also started with K. It was like seeing her the way she used to be- happy and wild and bubbly and drunk. *sigh*
Anyway....
yeah I dont necessarily hate you either. I dont know you enough to hate you. But its almost impossible not to clown on you for some of your questionable life decisions. lol. Sorry. -
2018-04-12 at 2:55 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by gumbo Blubbery. As in blubber. Not the same as blubbering. Illiterate cunt. This isn't even my first language and I know it better than you.
Lol fuck your word enhancements lanny
First i thought you called her a blueberry cunt. Didnt think twice about whether it made sense or not. Blueberry cunt. Yeah why not? -
2018-04-11 at 8:03 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I could've sworn pat was on steam
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2018-04-11 at 8 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice You seem like a volatile and dangerous person. I should probably stay away from you.
Oh fuck you dude. I'm probably the only person here who might give half a shit if you died. I spent this week getting poked and prodded by doctors, feeding a girl I loved with a spoon like an infant, ring pursued by law offices and insurance companies, and a bunch of other highly stressful shit. But your world is all in pieces because you probably took a bunch of off brand psych meds and fucking RCs pulled a sploo and sperged out and trashed your apartment and got thrown in the looney bin for a couple of weeks. Yeah bro you're just a shining example of stability. It's hard to imagine what you'd do if you'd actually had to deal with real life.
But yeah you're right- the only person to try to engage with you and get you out into the world to finally kickstart your sad little life- is probably a really baaaaaaad influence. Good call. good call. -
2018-04-11 at 7:50 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH
Casper was it like the above?
Pretty much. Although I'd never go off on someone just looking at me. More like cutting me off and then giving me the finger or something. But yes, several times today I was sitting in traffic screaming at the top of my lungs and punching the dashboard until I split a fingernail. I think this could also have something to do with the rent withdrawals. Just the crash, the stress...trying to get my shit together, knowing I'm about to turn 30, seeing how old my mom is getting, waking up feeling awful every day, going to visit my ex fiancee in the assisted living facility and now this..... I don't deal well. -
2018-04-11 at 1:52 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH Dude those moments are some of the greatest in life to me. It's like minor ego death, very freeing. I think I'm slowly getting closer to always being in a state like that.
To be fair it probably wouldve happened with any girl I started getting serious with, after being closed off so long. But id just stopped caring. And i did everything to drive her away. But it didnt work and now that that shell is cracked, i realize how fucking miserable and lonely ive been all this time. Its not important whether shes full of shit or not, but i cant see someone trying this hard to make nme think otherwqise. When her last two boyfriends were physiucally, verbally, sexually abusuive, she said that shes scared to be alone with me, especially at night. And it looks like her cancer is probably back so shes going back to wisconsin. Ive been kiond of a wreck thge past couple of weeks. Just crying and jumping out of my car in traffic to slap on strangers windows and scream at them over some minor bullshit. Between the car shit and this and what apparently seems to be fentanyl w/d, im pretty much just.....ugh. It was so nice not giving a fuck. This shit is gay af. -
2018-04-11 at 1:20 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-10 at 7:54 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I can get shard for $2 a g now. No joke. I wish anything still made me feel good he said as he railed another line, dry heaved up a bit of the lone bile in his stomach and wiped the stinging slime from his mouth with a dirty sock and began furiously chopping another line.
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2018-04-10 at 7:09 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Also, yes the girl was an awful idea. But in service to science- have you ever been so headfucked so rapidly to such a degree that you have a psychedelic experience? Yeah that's been happening to me last 24 hours. Started messaging friends I grew up with....texting my mom like I was talking to a friend. Either it's the headfucking or I woefully miscalculated my shroom microdose.
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2018-04-10 at 7:07 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Am I high right now? one could say it's kind of a coin toss.
And that coin has a bunch of residue on it from crushing up china white heroin on an iPad screen all
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2018-04-10 at 7:05 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice Yesterday I was actually on the verge of texting you and asking if you would be willing to provide fentanyl and benzos to overdose on.
Originally posted by Malice I've been gobbling fentanyl and benzos since my night with the girl in an attempt to feel something again. No dice.
Yesterday I was actually on the verge of texting you and asking if you would be willing to provide fentanyl and benzos to overdose on.
Originally posted by Malice Yesterday I was actually on the verge of texting you and asking if you would be willing to provide fentanyl and benzos to overdose on.
I also forgot that unlike zoklet, when you click in "quote" , it doesn't then bring you to the text box.
