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2019-01-14 at 6:53 AM UTC in I will be leaving you nowAre u gone yet?
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2019-01-14 at 6:29 AM UTC in TFW You Realize EVERYONE On Here is an Alt (Solipsism-maxxing)
Originally posted by We'reAllBrownNosers It's possible some people on here have multiple personalities they're unaware of and they therefore don't realize they're alts.
I mean all that "multiple personality disorder" is- is a partitioning of the different thoughts and feelings which occur in the mind anyway. Everyone essentially has MPD on the spectrum somewhere. Some people are just VERY seriously split. -
2019-01-14 at 6:25 AM UTC in TinychatI believe in you NIS. Yall niggas know you dont have work tomorrow. Get your ass in here.
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2019-01-14 at 6:20 AM UTC in TinychatLol. Whyd you get banned?
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2019-01-14 at 6:18 AM UTC in TinychatI cleared you
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2019-01-14 at 6:10 AM UTC in Tinychat
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2019-01-14 at 6:08 AM UTC in Found a nice buzz today
Originally posted by Madman so i'm coming off opiates and its ruff and I usually wake up and either relapse or find a non opiate(or speed) to get high with. Today I mixed about 5 mg of klonopin that I always have a ton of because doctors think i'm high strung and I can get insomnia so bad its like i'm scrawney with an 8 ball but completely sober. SO yeah, 5 mg of klonopin, 200 mg modafinil, this is really the right way to take modafininal, i've taken 200-300 mg before and it makes me uncomfortable. This right here is a very calm but just a little like speed because i'm chatty. Also ate a sandwich which really made me feel so much better. I forget I have to eat when taking the poids.
Low dose alternative opiate my a method of administration that is not your preferred+ high CBD marijuana+ nootropics or microdosed mushrooms or something+fish/carbohydrates/vitamins+ benzos+ hot showers + Netflix.
...will get you out if pretty much any addiction predicament you put yourself in. Of course its not a magic bullet, but its what finally did it for me. -
2019-01-13 at 10:34 PM UTC in Ghetto Guy working the Bank1/13/2019....
Totse3kwhatever: crazy (still) -
2019-01-13 at 10:31 PM UTC in TFW You Realize EVERYONE On Here is an Alt (Solipsism-maxxing)Sometimes I think I'd be an excellent actor. Because I can so easily slip into the mind of another person. Like putting on a glove. I just remember how certain things as a kid, or certain experiences in life ended up shaping who I became, and I imagine those variables occurring in my head for those characters. Too bad I'm such a gigantic ogreish fat fuck. Like watching the guy that played Ed Kemper on Mindhunter. I'm not sure you could just memorize and repeat those lines and have them be believable. You actually have to go through all that in your head.
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2019-01-13 at 10:27 PM UTC in TFW You Realize EVERYONE On Here is an Alt (Solipsism-maxxing)I just remember watching that efukt clip and thinking to myself "These are two consenting adults. Why do I feel like I'm watching home movies brought in as evidence for a murder trial?"
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2019-01-13 at 10:24 PM UTC in TFW You Realize EVERYONE On Here is an Alt (Solipsism-maxxing)
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING III: The Quest for 911 Truth That would be an interesting movie to see, if the psychology was written realistically. Perhaps from talking to real life people who have been in these type of relationships?
Originally posted by gadzooks This whole narrative is more common than you might think.
There are a lot of sadists in the world, and a lot of masochists.
With the advent of the Internet, it's a lot easier for them to find each other.
I know. That's why I thought it'd be so much more gut churning. I think everyone can relate to feeling odd or left out, or wanting someone to like you. So many people - especially women with parent issues- are drawn in by just a tiny bit of kindness now and again...and then when the emotional abuse and breaking down begins, they don't have anything to go back to. It's really common. I imagine he'd start telling her how unbelievably stupid she is, and that his dog is probably more intelligent. He might burn her sexy clothes. Drive away her family and friends. Eventually BDSM turns into blood-play or something. And then maybe a small piece of her skin. And she's so fucked up in the head that the intimacy makes her feel good. And so when he wants, needs her....she feels wanted, fulfilled. When he asks to take just the tip of her pinky finger she almost balks, but then how is it any different from a little wad of skin. Towards the end of the movie, she'd be so ravaged by the effects of drugs and malnutrition and mental abuse that she'll pretty much agree to anything. Instinctively, I feel like if she outright agreed to be killed, it would be less creepy. Because we know there's an animal urge inside to stay alive. But what if she asked..."How much do you need to take this time?" And smiled at him, lovingly, tearfully, as she held her shivering hands over her breasts and allowed the anesthetic mask to be placed over her mouth?
Fuck. Even in my head it sounds fucked. Like a Lars vin Trier movie. -
2019-01-13 at 10:11 PM UTC in ITT we post really sexy womenYou bumped....without tits? Wtf Narc.
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2019-01-13 at 8:46 PM UTC in I've already spent over $1,000 on wings in 2019
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2019-01-13 at 4:30 PM UTC in Later
Originally posted by RisiR † Don't take it personal my dude.
It's kind of hard not to. It's just a waste of time and resources to sink so much effort into a whiny blob. Suicidal sea cucumber,
Just having people who care enough to take you in, decent health and a place to stay is a huge fucking leg up on millions and millions of people.
I mean one of my friends is interviewing today with a mother who's supposed to take her teenage son off life support next week...so his liver can be transplanted to my friend. My dude has been ravaged by multiple sclerosis and different cancers since he was 12, but he's still usually in good spirits, out doing shit for other people.
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2019-01-13 at 4:16 PM UTC in Later
Originally posted by Loing Oh did poor baby's autistic wart on society friend die? It's not like we got another couple billion people who actually want to live and contribute but can't because their lives and opportunities suck shit.
I mean I'm finally u derstanding how debilitating depression really was for me. For 13 years I haven't made chances because I couldn't visualize anything decent in my life, and I didn't have the energy necessary to take concrete steps towards getting better. I always imagined it as a gigantic knot of wires and cables that you might find in a drawer. You can't just do some thing at a time. It's a bunch of shit tangled together, and needs equal attention if it's ever going to get done. That didn't seem possible. So I thought "either my life will get better or I'll eventually get the courage to kill myself". But of course, it takes a while to learn that life doesn't just "happen" to you most times. At least not the good stuff.
So I can't fault him for everything, but he was just so fucking unwilling to do anything to be better, short of eating a bunch of sketchy Chinese pharmaceuticals. -
2019-01-13 at 9:19 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2019-01-13 at 9:08 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionOk then. Do the thing.
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2019-01-13 at 8:26 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-01-13 at 8:24 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-01-13 at 8:01 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
