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2019-01-11 at 2:05 PM UTC
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2019-01-13 at 4:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by Loing Oh did poor baby's autistic wart on society friend die? It's not like we got another couple billion people who actually want to live and contribute but can't because their lives and opportunities suck shit.
I mean I'm finally u derstanding how debilitating depression really was for me. For 13 years I haven't made chances because I couldn't visualize anything decent in my life, and I didn't have the energy necessary to take concrete steps towards getting better. I always imagined it as a gigantic knot of wires and cables that you might find in a drawer. You can't just do some thing at a time. It's a bunch of shit tangled together, and needs equal attention if it's ever going to get done. That didn't seem possible. So I thought "either my life will get better or I'll eventually get the courage to kill myself". But of course, it takes a while to learn that life doesn't just "happen" to you most times. At least not the good stuff.
So I can't fault him for everything, but he was just so fucking unwilling to do anything to be better, short of eating a bunch of sketchy Chinese pharmaceuticals. -
2019-01-13 at 4:20 PM UTCDon't take it personal my dude.
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2019-01-13 at 4:21 PM UTC
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2019-01-13 at 4:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † Don't take it personal my dude.
It's kind of hard not to. It's just a waste of time and resources to sink so much effort into a whiny blob. Suicidal sea cucumber,
Just having people who care enough to take you in, decent health and a place to stay is a huge fucking leg up on millions and millions of people.
I mean one of my friends is interviewing today with a mother who's supposed to take her teenage son off life support next week...so his liver can be transplanted to my friend. My dude has been ravaged by multiple sclerosis and different cancers since he was 12, but he's still usually in good spirits, out doing shit for other people.
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2019-01-13 at 4:37 PM UTCI feel you. I got angry myself and I wasn't as close with him as you were.
We offered him all the support and care and attention someone could possibly get from an online community like this and you even reached out to him and offered real life help. It's hard to have that rejected.
My brother was similar to Malice in that regard. I helped and supported him so much but his false pride keeps him from acknowledging that. Well, I guess true altruism doesn't exist because it feels like shit to be denied the chance to help.
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2019-01-14 at 11:32 AM UTCIt is just too bad he died before he gave me his soul. Now it is just wandering around, sucking the life force from the bottom of the ocean. You could have been part of my grand plan!
We could summon him back from the dead, rebuild him, make him a better man. -
2019-01-14 at 2:10 PM UTCI tried for a little while with Malice too. Whatever. At least he's happier than he used to be.
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2019-01-14 at 2:16 PM UTCSoyboy IV: The Flower of Death and The Crystal of Life African Astronaut [the oppositely able-bodied hop-step-and-jump]
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2019-01-14 at 2:21 PM UTC
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2019-01-14 at 10:52 PM UTC
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2019-01-14 at 10:58 PM UTC
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2019-01-14 at 11:18 PM UTC"Happy" is not something a corpse can experience. It's like when people say that someone is "in a better place now". Makes me want to tip my fedora so hard.
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2019-01-14 at 11:34 PM UTC
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2019-01-14 at 11:45 PM UTCMalice never really existed, so it goes. His ego was an illusion, preventing him from realizing we are all one. But that's over now.
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2019-01-14 at 11:56 PM UTCMalice was the moon, confirmed
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2019-05-11 at 6:56 AM UTCGOODBYE MALICE ;_________;
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2019-05-11 at 12:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER It's kind of hard not to. It's just a waste of time and resources to sink so much effort into a whiny blob. Suicidal sea cucumber,
Just having people who care enough to take you in, decent health and a place to stay is a huge fucking leg up on millions and millions of people.
I mean one of my friends is interviewing today with a mother who's supposed to take her teenage son off life support next week…so his liver can be transplanted to my friend. My dude has been ravaged by multiple sclerosis and different cancers since he was 12, but he's still usually in good spirits, out doing shit for other people.
Idk,
You clearly don't understand mental illness.
