2019-01-11 at 8:42 AM UTC
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Black Mirror Bandersnatch
I too was disappointed at the choice of breakfast cereals.
2019-01-11 at 7:39 AM UTC
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Nitrous Oxide is Awesome.
It is hippie crack for a reason.
It's also a good way to train someone for psychedelics, although the experiences are very different.
2019-01-11 at 7:17 AM UTC
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Later
I'm a go buss a nut, smoke some trees and go play pool.
RIP 2 my nigga.
Imma get MALICE tatted on my ankle. With a dolphin cresting a wave, with a pentobarbital syringe coming right out his blowhole.
RECT EN PECE (that's fuckin Latino my dood)
2019-01-11 at 4:51 AM UTC
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Later
Part of me wishes i could've told him you can actually fix your fucked up life.
The rest of me wants a refund on the collective hundreds of hours i spent answering his threads, texts and emails.
I mean if he'd killed himself after I'd met up with him and surreptitiously dosed him with DMT, it'd be whatever. I mean people kill themselves every day, and anyone whose presence is mainly online is basically a ghost to begin with.But the thing that gets me is he didn't even try. At least all these years I knew that I hadn't actually put forth the effort to turn my life around. I just didn't have it in me yet.
Whatever. Fuck him. I'm going to post a picture in 2 years in this very thread of my chiseled physique pumping home a son into my gorgeous lawyer breadwinner wife, atop a pile of money, whilst wearing a Santa hat and raising money for war orphans.
Honestly I have zero clue what's going on right now, but for the past few days since I stopped snorting drugs, smoked weed, eat good and portion control, and done some mild stretching...I feel the best I've felt in like...10 years. I don't believe that weed or CBD are any kind of miracle drug, but the change in my mood, thought, speech, energy- has been SO marked, I really couldn't even begin to venture a guess as to why that might be.
A couple hits of the vape every hour with some low THC, high CBD strains like Harlequin, AC/DC, Harle-Tsu...and .5 g psilocybin mushrooms every other day.
Things I've done in the last few days that I haven't really done in years:
Cleaned the bathroom
Cleared a clog under the sink by removing and replacing the P trap and the second length of pipe.
Cleaned the kitchen
Thrown away bags and bags of old clothes, electronics dogshit
Played with the cat for an hour and gave her a bath
Remembering minor facts in obscure conversation- such as why a mayor left office, when a part of the city was incorporated, and how much someone told me that the house a few blocks away listed for a month ago.
Have had really honest, human conversations with my lyft and uber drivers
Began reading medical journals on neurodegenerative diseases and memory encoding, and actually retained information
Listened to music for enjoyment
Couldn't figure out why there's not a more concise term for someone trying to diminish or refute their responsibility in a matter, looked up the word "ascusary" (not accusatory) like 10 different ways, and then spent an hour and a half reading an introduction to Latin, and then got lost on a video on linguistic anthropology, and learning about spirants and diphthongs in various languages.
I suddenly remembered a little etched bronze plaque fastened to the side of the red telephone in the hallway of the apartment I grew up in....
I don't fuckin know dude. And that's not even all of it. But....yeah I'm cool. Lol.
Either things are looking up, or this is how schizophrenia starts.
2019-01-10 at 11:32 PM UTC
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Black Mirror Bandersnatch
It was okay. Wish there'd been more choices though,
Also- BWW is mo betta but it's kind of hard to go wrong with fried battered meat dunked in flavorful sauce.
