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2020-04-13 at 9:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionchechnya and albania got the realest niggas
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2020-04-13 at 5:41 PM UTC in latets version of the lone horse warrior masterpiece
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2020-04-13 at 4:52 PM UTC in latets version of the lone horse warrior masterpiece
Originally posted by Wariat star trek, what would you do if pesky travels started laughing at you and your cock while in your own house she was a guest in and naked?
Originally posted by Wariat because letss ay you didnt feel like fucking her or already came from her sucking you off or she simply didnt look thwt good naked wnd due to this she stwrted laughing at you or your cock. what would you do?
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooh. A lot of things make sense now.
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2020-04-13 at 4:49 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-04-13 at 7:14 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentHow much do they pay for kr0z poz plaz?
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2020-04-13 at 6:59 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by Technologist Yeah, this one is IR, but it’s a huge plant. I think they hired my company so they can have everything right “on the books”. I actually make $1.50 more than my salary, so it’s all gravy.
Our governor put it in an order that all worksites have to take temps prior to work. Temps sometimes don’t show up for 1-2 weeks with this, so they're still contagious, probably a futile effort, but I’ll get paid to do it.🤷♀️
Thats what I was thinking. The vast majority of infected people arent going to show fever as soon as theyre transmissible. I guess its not much more risky than you doing imaging, although theyre probably not using imaging as much for diagnosing now as they were in the beginning now that they ramped up production on PCR.
Stay safe Tech. -
2020-04-13 at 6:39 AM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?
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2020-04-13 at 6:13 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionMashlehash: Gender Neutral Bathroom Dildo Ninja
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2020-04-13 at 3:43 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Im just over this shit. I dont remember the last time i was just pain free and at peace for more than an hour. Maybe im not entitled to that. Z aybe no one is. Idk.
I dont really have anything else to say i guess. Im just fed the fuck up. Im tired of listening to this shit someone flip the record. -
2020-04-13 at 3:17 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentNobody could work an IR thermometer? i guess if youre getting paid for it though, fuck it. I was seriously emtertaining the ideaof buyimg a 700 dollar phone with FLIR so i could tell which customers to kick out of the store at work.
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2020-04-13 at 3:12 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)idk it depends how you define relapse. I mean im still on methadone so theres not much “re” to lapse from. I kinda want to just get drunk and smoke weed and eat the less-fun pills at leastintil i feel like im not walking with a handful of rusty nails in my hip and im not exhausted and sweating and shitting myself 8 or 10 times a day.
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2020-04-13 at 2:54 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by Octavian Casper do you ever Cam up on chat with Panny & co? I'm thinking of making a return at some point. Be lulzy everyone together.
nah ezcapechat only works on my pc and i rarely plug in a webcam to sit around on my bed umcomfortably on my bed. Been a few months. zwe should find another chat site. Or Zoom or google hangouts -
2020-04-13 at 2:38 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)I feel like a clock withthe hands running 8n opposite directions. Sometimes theyll overlap. And when it falls i to place im introspective and kind and eat well and im unselfish and honest and hopeful. But when that shits not clicking, its a whole lot of work to hold everything together until that next wave of peace and acceptance rolls around again. Idk if being a teetotaler is balance. It just feels like the polar opposite of being a junkie.
Idk. Im just throwing shit at the wall, Ill probably be all about it again next week. -
2020-04-13 at 2:34 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country Is "embrace the pain" helpful advice?
Maybe it's what you need to do.
Choose life.
Idk i feel like life never chose me. Like a piece of steel that the smith never tempered and finished. everythings bubbling cracking all the time under the slightest stress and im tired and angry all the time. I dont feel like doing anything stupid, but all these rules and considerations- esp a lot of them involving a higher power- just dont seem to mesh with that i believe no matter how hard i try. Aside frommaking me write better, i dont even like weed anymore, and even the gabapentin and soma make me feel fucking retarded. But im just fucking miserable so if ican augment that in any way that i can reasonably assess to not cause me long term headaches, idk why im even torturing myself anymore. i have to get in my car like twice a day now to leave the house or walk out of work for a few min to cry and yell bc im so. fucking, exhausted. And angry. At myself i guess. Just to go through all these years and all this bullshit to get super dooper sober and somehow i feel worse now than i ever did high. All the health issues and shit happening at the same time. The crystallization of all the fucked up decisions ive made. Its pretty demoralizing.
Idk. Its the same reason i buy homeless people vodka and have given them dope. I want them to get better and be happy and healthy. But when youre living in a dirty tarp behind a 7-11 with big painful abcesses on your arms and a mouth half fullof rotting teeth, you dontwant to talk about god or hope or whatever. You just want to stop hurting for a bit. I identify with that like a motherfucker. -
2020-04-13 at 2:24 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Sudo Man I wanna make an introspective post too but I really am not even capable of it rn. So I will just say GOOD LUCK CASPER and return soon
yeah thx. i feel the same. Im too exhausted from the pain and depression to fight anything. I mean ive restructured my life so drug abuse is nolonger an option but if there are things i can do to make my life more liveable, at this point im like fuck it. At least im more aware now. i noticed i was co pulsively shoving down 3 acetaminophen every couple of hours even though it wouldnt do much, and i had to question why i was doing that. -
2020-04-13 at 1:21 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionwariat plz clme back to cali youd prolly beat my ass cuz ur a warrior but it would be fun to engage in combat as fat sweaty men amiritelets hang out
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2020-04-13 at 1:19 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionwarieux is a shame to his heritage and his family, and has no discernable skills- social or,otherwise.
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2020-04-13 at 1:16 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionlol someone is SO mad
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2020-04-12 at 9:48 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2020-04-12 at 9:38 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
