Dream is coming back to me and I think I've dreamt of it before. A hotel lobby, the floor is red, talking to a police officer. I want to get away so I exit into a kids playground sort of thing but its massive and there's no escape, kids go missing there. There's a girl in the giftshop who calls the police on a walkie talkie to help get me out. The weather forecast says there's snow on the way. Then I go to this place, a ferry station, but the ship capsizes on purpose so you can get to this underwater island where you're walking upside down but it's dry. I know I've dreamt of that hotel lobby and the ship capsizing to get to an upside down island before.
I'll never step foot on American soil. I'll stay here in civilisation and not get arrested.
Maybe it meant something like an early death which is what happened to both of them. I just remember I was with some girl. Snow White or Sleeping Beauty, they were waking up and on their way so I actually ran home, abandoning that person and started locking the doors then hid under my blanket.
Not many dreams I have fill me with terror but the one I had last night did and idk why bcus it was just sleeping beauty/snow white coming for me, they were evil.
I don't feel present, I feel a bit unbalanced, maybe because of the new supplements, and disorganised. Idk what time I woke up at. So far I've sorted food, a shower and tidied my bedroom a bit.
First day and I was already thinking about murder in the shower.
The PMS has arrived and I'm in pain and a bad mood.
I feel like death but am making slow progress. I feel stressed.
Delaying functioning because it's gonna be hard with these nails. To open the research chemicals, change out of skin-tight leggings, air out a duvet set without hurting them, wash my face without poking out my eyes...
I think mega mole is jigaboo they messaged me asking for nudes. I feel like I'm going to be murdered by some incel like the one at the shop still won't leave me alone, Donald was looking at houses where i live, he had a mental health assessment in the past and made a post here asking someone to have a fake knife fight with him. Then making a book club out of the smut book I said I was reading.
Watching my friends bday stream even though I'm wrecked. At least she has an asmr voice so I can sleep and still be a good friend.
2024-06-24 at 11:38 PM UTC
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I'm stopping at chapter 8 tonight to process wtf I just read
2024-06-24 at 11:27 PM UTC
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I'm on page 89 and still haven't reached for a vibrator, don't think I will but it's entertaining enough.
2024-06-24 at 11:24 PM UTC
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He shouldn't have told the victim not to worry because he was in a rush. He should have said he was going to get something to torture him with then walk off so they die with terror/anticipation.
