Trying to get ready quickly because the voice is telling me not to go outside.
This is the general plan for today. I have no appetite and don't get out of bed unless I know what I'm going to wear:
Skincare
Supplements
Goth outfit
Go for walk
Zoom call 4pm
Dinner
Python
Cara book
Wash clothes
Shower
Hypnosis
Having an irregular period means I'm less likely to be able to have a child. So I need to figure out a solitary life plan.
Wondering when I'm going to get my period, I think I've missed it, didn't even get PMS symptoms.
Owen said he'd help if I get stuck playing greyhack and idk if I should start a friendship with him because he's married.
I feel awful but there was no headache today and idk if needing this much sleep is normal for a hangover.
I'm starting to think I'm sick with something and it's not a hangover. Idk how I'll get through my business pitch tomorrow. I'm going back to sleep.
2024-06-23 at 11:18 PM UTC
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I might write a short version, I think bcus of my unique thought processes I could write more convincingly from the perspective of an unhinged serial killer.
2024-06-23 at 11:14 PM UTC
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If there's enough I want to change then it might inspire me to write my own version.
2024-06-23 at 11:14 PM UTC
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I keep thinking of things I'd change. Like ik I'm early into the story but I wouldn't have made it at Halloween time and I'd rather he be an unhinged serial killer than a hacker trying to take down a cartel.
2024-06-23 at 10:28 PM UTC
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I'm only on page 10 and feel like she's shit at creating an atmosphere or she's a Karen. But it gives me hope that if I write a book it would be successful.
I'm still dying and the plan is to listen to hypnosis tonight, read carving for cara and do my skincare.
I started taking the chokeberry extract today and don't feel any different yet, maybe because of the hangover. I'm hoping it helps with brain inflammation so I can function without research chemicals.
Most fun would be one in England. Best for me is an online one. What I want is the best library.
I'm just gonna move my presence back to Blogspot and share my online diary with people I find and befriend in other corners of the internet. It worked for me for two years and my inbox is being spammed here.
Someone should make an effort to get the site shut down.
I hope you're left here talking to yourself.
