Maybe it meant something like an early death which is what happened to both of them. I just remember I was with some girl. Snow White or Sleeping Beauty, they were waking up and on their way so I actually ran home, abandoning that person and started locking the doors then hid under my blanket.
Not many dreams I have fill me with terror but the one I had last night did and idk why bcus it was just sleeping beauty/snow white coming for me, they were evil.
I don't feel present, I feel a bit unbalanced, maybe because of the new supplements, and disorganised. Idk what time I woke up at. So far I've sorted food, a shower and tidied my bedroom a bit.
First day and I was already thinking about murder in the shower.
The PMS has arrived and I'm in pain and a bad mood.
I feel like death but am making slow progress. I feel stressed.
Delaying functioning because it's gonna be hard with these nails. To open the research chemicals, change out of skin-tight leggings, air out a duvet set without hurting them, wash my face without poking out my eyes...
I think mega mole is jigaboo they messaged me asking for nudes. I feel like I'm going to be murdered by some incel like the one at the shop still won't leave me alone, Donald was looking at houses where i live, he had a mental health assessment in the past and made a post here asking someone to have a fake knife fight with him. Then making a book club out of the smut book I said I was reading.
Watching my friends bday stream even though I'm wrecked. At least she has an asmr voice so I can sleep and still be a good friend.
2024-06-24 at 11:38 PM UTC
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I'm stopping at chapter 8 tonight to process wtf I just read
2024-06-24 at 11:27 PM UTC
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I'm on page 89 and still haven't reached for a vibrator, don't think I will but it's entertaining enough.
2024-06-24 at 11:24 PM UTC
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He shouldn't have told the victim not to worry because he was in a rush. He should have said he was going to get something to torture him with then walk off so they die with terror/anticipation.
2024-06-24 at 11:17 PM UTC
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I'll try re-writing the killing scene
2024-06-24 at 11:03 PM UTC
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He should have lured him into the woods with the excuse of needing someone to film a gangbang of an incapacitated girl instead of just stabbing him at the campfire over a blunt without even a rant beforehand.
2024-06-24 at 10:59 PM UTC
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Even the first kill was written badly ugh
I can't deal with this heat