Doing nothing today has made me more depressed. It's hard to go to sleep knowing I wasted the day. I ran out of research chemicals yesterday and think that's why I couldn't function today. Ig I'll try making a plan for tomorrow and listen to an audiobook or something.
11 hours after waking I'm only feeling awake now.
Another one for the block list...
When I was in school I felt like being girly was frowned upon and ig I want to know where the line is when people decide to mock a female and call her a bimbo. Because they can like women who are blonde, tan, wear pink and have cosmetic procedures. It seems like they only make fun of the ones who have all this combined and are still considered ugly.
Thinking about the physics exam three years ago and I can't believe it was only three years ago, seems like another lifetime. I came in a bit late and there was a reek of weed from my 80s handbag when I opened it. I was wearing black platform boots, neon pink tights and and a navy vintage Japanese dress. Hair was brown with the roots dyed ginger. I can't believe it was only three years ago.
Ig I won't get the hoody, it's not something I'd want to die in.
The only thing consistent about my outfits are that they were made by a perfectionist and I don't accessorise. I'm proud of myself for being able to make nice outfits for different styles.
2024-07-03 at 5:18 PM UTC
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UK Election: time to vote
Don't vote for a party that won't win when people will move to the far right over time anyway when immigration is worse than it is now. Voting reform now won't help. Labour needs to restore sanity first.
Idk if I should get the lip flip. I've never thought I needed lip fillers, Jade said she thought I already had them. But a lip flip is a bit different and I'm curious what I'd look like. Ik I'd look more like someone who cares about their appearance and that's good?
It's swollen but there's no pain so I don't think it's broken
Wondering if a second can of Monster will help. 5pm and still no energy, think I'm depressed. I just accidentally hit my nose with a door. It isn't broken but feels like it will turn into a black eye.