2022-06-08 at 3:18 AM UTC
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Limited time. Limited life.
Bucket list:
Become a prison inmates penpal
Coke on top of Mount Everest with rave music playing
Pet a polar bear
Jump from the Eiffel Tower
Create a human clone of myself
Visit the Dagara tribe
Throw fake money over a balcony in a shopping mall
Make out with someone in an elevator
What do you reach for first in the morning? Nicotine withdrawal causes anxiety which makes you want to smoke more to get rid of it.
2022-06-07 at 9:55 PM UTC
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I miss Kafka
I hope she's still throwing up that hangover
Uni library, girl brushed my hair behind my ear and asked for my name. I couldn't explain so she ran off. Outside was dark and there was a burnt out bike, youths loitering, a fire. A black girl asked me to come to her house. I thought she was just into goths and wanted sex but at the door she gave me the key and ran off, so I chased her to a crackhead corner. She seemed unhinged and said she'd murdered her husband and was never coming back, that the house was mine. I went back to it. The keychain had a single pearl and it all felt real, nothing from the house was missing. My reflection in the polished wooden floor was the real me, tried to take a photo of the gun, plastic bags with her husband's clothes, the bathtub still had bloodstains, I felt her husband's ghost was becoming more material and that he was a bad person, so I wanted to get out of there but I also wanted to explore. Brown wooden furniture, walls painted in shades of pink and cream, another bag with her false nails and hair extensions, a bedroom with too many teddybears.
