2023-04-16 at 12:18 AM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
I think hunting down the mob is a good idea. Quote floating round my head is it's easier to become a legend when people don't know how human you are. I don't think Sophie would want us to know him as anything else than we know him as here. But the mob may be easier to track down and they may have killed him. It's either that or he OD'd. Or he is acc avoiding me and doesn't give a fuck about anyone else here which seems too cruel but isn't off the table given he's BPD.
Haxxor you know it's real pathetic using Mik's pic. Ik you wanna be him but you can't be. Lol. You're really complimenting him.
There it is the speeding car feeling
Jus weird how much tech I've forgotten nd sites that were important to me. My bookmarks bar has been the same since 2016.
2023-04-15 at 11:47 PM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
I'm acc being hypnotised to forget him but will remember him one day.
2023-04-15 at 11:46 PM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
Other option is we make a website in his memory. Somewhere the spastics have no say.
2023-04-15 at 11:45 PM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
If you all keep making this thread about everthing else I will make other Sophie threads. You're being real disrepectful some people here actually miss him.
It's just strange I have these principles that no one taught me, so they must be inherited, from my dad most likely. But they were always within, he was never my example.
Alls this reminds me of Proust's Within a Budding Grove. He says about children, how differenct aspects of their parents are inherited, maybe a girl inherits her dad's good looks but her mother's wicked soul. All I know is I am not of the same soul as my mother. The things she does apalls me and I don't get that sense from anywhere other than inside myself.
Okay I may not make a good mother bcus I am too easily stressed w the autism and am too serious to do that baby talk thing. But I remember being a child so I know exactly what can sting and to avoid that, I know exactly what they need.
I used to use all this fucking mouse in my hair so it was straw like curls. Dunno what I was thinking. Nd my eyebrows were like a 90s hooker w the eyelash extensions nd all. AND I was blonde
Alls this is reminding me of the lil American girl I loved and her graduation photos. She's prob the only girl I loved that I didn't end up hating, the only one who wasn't a Libra.
